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Quote from: 69franx on April 27, 2020, 02:35:44 PM
Quote from: chris2alaska on April 27, 2020, 12:59:48 PM
Quote from: Athan on April 26, 2020, 12:39:51 PM
Every now and then I'll speak to a fellow quitter here and learn of a horrific story. When it happens I'm blown away by the unbelievable burden the man next to me is carrying. Someone's loved one is dying of cancer, another is burying a beloved pet, or going through a trough in a marriage, or any of a million horrific thing that enter our nightmares. The turmoil is going on all around us and yet, the quitter doggedly posts a simple promise every day. Today, I find tremendous comfort in that. I may be in a snowglobe, crushed and taking my breaths one at a time but this I got. I can chose to remain nicotine free today. I do have control over that.

...and today you are carrying that burden, yet you still came in here and posted your promise.  I am forever grateful to have you in my life.

Prayers to you my friend.
Exactly what this guy ^^^ said. Whatever you need brother
Love you brother.  We are all here to support you in this incredibly difficult time.  You aren't alone.

69franx

Quote from: chris2alaska on April 27, 2020, 12:59:48 PM
Quote from: Athan on April 26, 2020, 12:39:51 PM
Every now and then I'll speak to a fellow quitter here and learn of a horrific story. When it happens I'm blown away by the unbelievable burden the man next to me is carrying. Someone's loved one is dying of cancer, another is burying a beloved pet, or going through a trough in a marriage, or any of a million horrific thing that enter our nightmares. The turmoil is going on all around us and yet, the quitter doggedly posts a simple promise every day. Today, I find tremendous comfort in that. I may be in a snowglobe, crushed and taking my breaths one at a time but this I got. I can chose to remain nicotine free today. I do have control over that.

...and today you are carrying that burden, yet you still came in here and posted your promise.  I am forever grateful to have you in my life.

Prayers to you my friend.
Exactly what this guy ^^^ said. Whatever you need brother
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chris2alaska

Quote from: Athan on April 26, 2020, 12:39:51 PM
Every now and then I'll speak to a fellow quitter here and learn of a horrific story. When it happens I'm blown away by the unbelievable burden the man next to me is carrying. Someone's loved one is dying of cancer, another is burying a beloved pet, or going through a trough in a marriage, or any of a million horrific thing that enter our nightmares. The turmoil is going on all around us and yet, the quitter doggedly posts a simple promise every day. Today, I find tremendous comfort in that. I may be in a snowglobe, crushed and taking my breaths one at a time but this I got. I can chose to remain nicotine free today. I do have control over that.

...and today you are carrying that burden, yet you still came in here and posted your promise.  I am forever grateful to have you in my life.

Prayers to you my friend.
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Athan

Every now and then I'll speak to a fellow quitter here and learn of a horrific story. When it happens I'm blown away by the unbelievable burden the man next to me is carrying. Someone's loved one is dying of cancer, another is burying a beloved pet, or going through a trough in a marriage, or any of a million horrific thing that enter our nightmares. The turmoil is going on all around us and yet, the quitter doggedly posts a simple promise every day. Today, I find tremendous comfort in that. I may be in a snowglobe, crushed and taking my breaths one at a time but this I got. I can chose to remain nicotine free today. I do have control over that.
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wildirish317
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Skolvikings

Quote from: Bug Guy on March 31, 2020, 09:37:39 PM
Hey Athan, love you brother. Haven't gotten amd D pics for a while, so not sure what's up with that. I'll keep checking my PMs  ;)

Cuming in hot, just got the spring edition from GQ photo spread, the "face mask" one made me puke in my mouth a bit... check your Messages @Bug Guy  'puking'

I still don't know how to unsubscribe.
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I fear I will always be chasing the vortex like a drug. None will be as special as my first hit.

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#364
Hey Athan, love you brother. Haven't gotten any D pics for a while, so not sure what's up with that. I'll keep checking my PMs  ;)
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Athan

From Chickdip on five years. The whole thing left me misty eyed. You can read it here.

I hope I helped someone gain a few extra years.
I hope, when I did the right things, it helped someone.
I hope when I did the wrong things, it helped someone.
I hope I said the right things and used the right words, all at the right time to bring someone into their own quit.
I hope I was there for that one person at the very time it was crucial for them to hear what I had to say.
I hope I supported someone just enough so they could stand on their own quit in a strong way.
I hope, I really hope I saved a life, because coming to KTC and the people here did that for me.
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
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wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

Athan

Quit gold from Olcpo's HOF speech:

“If you are reading this and still sucking on DEATH...THINK, Please! You can be rid of IT. Spit it out, look at it, wait for one minute, now go for five minutes. Yeah? An hour...another hour? You are going to feel like crap, but you feel like crap now because you know you are killing yourself one dip at a time. Go rinse your mouth out, brush your teeth, get busy occupy your brain. Think about a chew? Look at the time, how long has it been? Wait another 5 minutes...A day? Read about what to expect on this site, be ready for it, know and celebrate each symptom, Nicotine will throw it all at you, but you are beating it or nic wouldn't be throwing craves, fogs, shakes, rage, _______ at you. You got it beat at this point. You used to reward yourself with a mouthful of Cancer Death, Take a break, you deserve it, have another shot of Death. Now you can reward yourself with another day of Quit/Freedom/Life.

Post your word to KTC at the start, Day one. One Day At A Time. Give your Word, Be accountable to Brother and Sister Addicts, propping each other up against Nicotine, Standing tall together. Rant and Rave here. Learn. Read. Be QUIT"

You can read the whole thing here
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

Athan

Quote from: chipper on March 21, 2020, 11:06:40 PM
... So roughly 34K died from the flu  each year. Similar to the US. Currently they have 4,825 deaths. They still have a long way to meet the number and with the inability to “test” everyone unlike the flu, it’s hard to get the “real” numbers.......
That's true and a variable I hadn't considered. It is NOT known how many undetected cases there are as they may be very mild/moderate and medical attention therefore not sought out. Let's hope that's the case. The societal effects are starting to exceed that of the virus itself. Would hate to see the country descend into anarchy.
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
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outdoortexan cancer

chipper

#360
Quote from: Athan on March 20, 2020, 08:42:33 AM
I thought this corona virus was all hype at first. Given that the flu killed 35,000 Americans last year (and an equivalent number for motor vehicle accidents). That’s roughly 1 American per 1,000 or 0.1%.
Globally, the corona virus has a much higher rate; 40 people per 1,000 infected or 4%. Thus far, the transmission rate is showing to be twice that of the flu.
To put it in perspective, I don’t personally know anyone who’s died from the flu. Before this is over, I’m fairly certain that I will know someone who’s died from covid19.

Sources:
https://www.vox.com/science-and-health/2020/3/18/21184992/coronavirus-covid-19-flu-comparison-chart
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motor_vehicle_fatality_rate_in_U.S._by_year
https://www.cdc.gov/flu/about/burden/2018-2019.html
https://www.arcgis.com/apps/opsdashboard/index.html#/bda7594740fd40299423467b48e9ecf6
@Athan I think that ratio is off though, because if you take Italy, they had 68,000 deaths from the flu over a 2 year season. So roughly 34K died from the flu  each year. Similar to the US. Currently they have 4,825 deaths. They still have a long way to meet the number and with the inability to “test” everyone unlike the flu, it’s hard to get the “real” numbers. Currently,and let’s take last year, everyone and anyone that didn’t feel “well” during the flu season and saw a practitioner, got a flu swap. Since we don’t have the ability to do that with corona, only the very sick that meet the criteria to be tested, receive the test, which then bumps up that ration to the 4% that was published. Just my 2 cents, what do you think? Also it’s not “more contagious” then the flu, like the Vox article stated, it’s just that no one has antibodies for this corona strain so Everyone essentially gets it... then next year we will get our flu shot and corona shot and you will either get antibodies  from the shot or from getting sick... very similar to when the H1N1 hit us hard...

Athan

I thought this corona virus was all hype at first. Given that the flu killed 35,000 Americans last year (and an equivalent number for motor vehicle accidents). That’s roughly 1 American per 1,000 or 0.1%.
Globally, the corona virus has a much higher rate; 40 people per 1,000 infected or 4%. Thus far, the transmission rate is showing to be twice that of the flu.
To put it in perspective, I don’t personally know anyone who’s died from the flu. Before this is over, I’m fairly certain that I will know someone who’s died from covid19.

Sources:
https://www.vox.com/science-and-health/2020/3/18/21184992/coronavirus-covid-19-flu-comparison-chart
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Motor_vehicle_fatality_rate_in_U.S._by_year
https://www.cdc.gov/flu/about/burden/2018-2019.html
https://www.arcgis.com/apps/opsdashboard/index.html#/bda7594740fd40299423467b48e9ecf6
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

Athan

Planes, trains, and automobiles - Just ended a trip to DC with my daughter. The city is a must see, a bucket list item if you get the chance. The changing of the guard at The Tomb of the Unknown Soldier is a moving experience if there ever was one, as is the U.S. Marine Corps War Memorial . Made it to the National Archive and saw the Constitution, Declaration of Independence, and the Bill of Rights (paid special attention to the Second Amendment). I must admit though, the highlight of the trip was breaking bread with none other than June '18's Kodiakdeath & August '18's Arrakisdq. I'd post a photo if it were possible. Amazing to roll, call, text, write to folks for two years and never see them and then out of the blue they emerge in 3-D and you see the smile of recognition from someone you've known but never seen before. It was cool beyond words.
I did see my old nemesis while there. Some inconsiderate prick dropped his wad right smack in the sidewalk at Vernon Square. Couldn't even make it 4' to the bushes on the side. Addiction is such a self centered narcissistic thing. So very pleased to be free and I think of it EVERY time I fly.
"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
outdoortexan cancer

ChickDip

Quote from: kybo on March 11, 2020, 12:34:44 PM
Congrats on 800 and thanks for being you! 

I could go on and on about the inspiration and the humor, etc, etc, etc that you have provided over the last 800 days.  Or, I could just say, "thanks for always being Athan!"  Whether you realize it, or not.  You ARE the capstone in the archway of quit for a whole lot of people.

Job well done, my friend.  Thank you.   

Congrats to you on the big 8 Athan. proud to quit with you!
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Congrats on 800 and thanks for being you! 

I could go on and on about the inspiration and the humor, etc, etc, etc that you have provided over the last 800 days.  Or, I could just say, "thanks for always being Athan!"  Whether you realize it, or not.  You ARE the capstone in the archway of quit for a whole lot of people.

Job well done, my friend.  Thank you.   

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Athan

Quote from: Skolvikings on March 09, 2020, 07:57:31 PM
Anyone seen Hundy?  I heard Athan ate him.  That's right, Athan ate hundy!
Ahhhhhhaaa!! roflmao roflmao roflmao roflmao Loving you Skol! You beat me to it
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"I hope you find a thousand reasons to quit today" Rawls
"I can't quit for you. I will quit with you" Ready
"There are two dogs in the fight, which one are you feeding?" SuperDave9000
"In the Navy we had morning muster. You never miss muster. You better be dead if you miss. If you are dying, you should have started crawling earlier, no excuse." Olcpo

The Science of Addiction
The Law of Addiction
The Road Called Recovery
My Intro and HOF Speech
Quitters I've met: Cbird, UncleRico, Gregor, KDip, Broccoli-saurus, Croakenhagen, BriagG, Koba, Kodiakdeath, Arrakisdq, McDave, Worktowin, SkolVikings, JGromo, GS9502, PaDutchman, Stillbrewing, A-Aron...
wildirish317
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