I Hate Dipping

[RAZD611]

Thanks for the prayers guys.  I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding.  They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday.  Not a whole lot that can be done.  Please continue praying.  It has been a long road, and the end is in sight.  Note a good end, but I believe in His power.

You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane.  Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer.  I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear.  Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.

Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!

After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!

A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!

Prayers for you and yours

Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.

My God protect you and guide you through these difficult times.

[Diesel2112]

Thanks for the prayers guys.  I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding.  They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday.  Not a whole lot that can be done.  Please continue praying.  It has been a long road, and the end is in sight.  Note a good end, but I believe in His power.

You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane.  Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer.  I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear.  Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.

Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!

After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!

A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!

Prayers for you and yours

Prayers to you and your family. God bless you.

[cbird65]

Thanks for the prayers guys.  I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding.  They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday.  Not a whole lot that can be done.  Please continue praying.  It has been a long road, and the end is in sight.  Note a good end, but I believe in His power.

You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane.  Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer.  I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear.  Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.

Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!

After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!

A fighting spirit that should inspire us !!

Prayers for you and yours

[wmcatty]

(TxTornadoinOK @ Dec 19, 2013, 7:11 pm)
Thanks for the prayers guys. I have known I have brain cancer for about a year now. The docs discontinued treatment 4 months ago because it isn't responding. They found a blood clot attached to it yesterday. Not a whole lot that can be done. Please continue praying. It has been a long road, and the end is in sight. Note a good end, but I believe in His power.

You guys are awesome, and your support on my quit journey is keeping me sane. Thanks and I am sorry for being late on posting lately, just hard to get out of bed and get to the computer. I will figure out how to post from my phone, I swear. Thanks Dave1903, for posting for me. And for checking on me.

Tomorrow is day 40!! I still have cravings, but I am quit!

After reading the above post by TxTornado, all I can say is God bless her and her family, and I will continue with the prayers. I quit with you today and everyday TxTornado. I think I can say with 100% certainty that everyone at KTC wishes you and your family the best Christmas ever!

[BearHawk]

Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!!  I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already.  Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this. 

Last night the nightmares hit me hard.  I woke up terrified.  Only had about an hour of sleep.  Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks.  No better today on the anxiety front.  Scared to go back to sleep.  Not gonna stop me though.

I am quit.

9 days in and a 5 page intro?

Keddy better watch out!

Proud of you.

Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.

Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.

Good job tx. 9 days and 5 pages of quit, that's what this all equates to.

For at least 8 days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your hard earned money on a good for nothing filthy disgusting can of dirt. This is your 9th day you have demonstrated you love yourself, family and friends more than the poison.

Keep calculating them one day and page at a time. You'll get a degree in quit before you know it TX. Glad to be quit with you.

You sister are hitting the quit with both barrels. Keep it strong. You will bust this out.

[srans]

Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!!  I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already.  Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this. 

Last night the nightmares hit me hard.  I woke up terrified.  Only had about an hour of sleep.  Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks.  No better today on the anxiety front.  Scared to go back to sleep.  Not gonna stop me though.

I am quit.

9 days in and a 5 page intro?

Keddy better watch out!

Proud of you.

Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.

Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.

Good job tx. 9 days and 5 pages of quit, that's what this all equates to.

For at least 8 days you haven't went down to the corner store and wasted your hard earned money on a good for nothing filthy disgusting can of dirt. This is your 9th day you have demonstrated you love yourself, family and friends more than the poison.

Keep calculating them one day and page at a time. You'll get a degree in quit before you know it TX. Glad to be quit with you.

[duathman]

Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!!  I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already.  Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this. 

Last night the nightmares hit me hard.  I woke up terrified.  Only had about an hour of sleep.  Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks.  No better today on the anxiety front.  Scared to go back to sleep.  Not gonna stop me though.

I am quit.

9 days in and a 5 page intro?

Keddy better watch out!

Proud of you.

Wastepanel obviously doesn't know that you can change your setting to show 90 post per page and that greatly reduces the number of pages.

Nic bitch sucks hit me up if you need anything.

[wastepanel]

Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.

Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.

I am quit.

9 days in and a 5 page intro?

Keddy better watch out!

Proud of you.

[TxTornadoinOK]

Day 9 almost down, hitting the double digits!!! I finally got a local phone # here in OK, I will text those that I have in my phone already. Anyone else want to trade, pm me and let's do this.

Last night the nightmares hit me hard. I woke up terrified. Only had about an hour of sleep. Spent the rest of the night having full-blown panic attacks. No better today on the anxiety front. Scared to go back to sleep. Not gonna stop me though.

I am quit.

[CaliforniaSlim]

Mostly done with day 5.  Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave.  Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on.  I got this.  Thanks to y'all. too.

Get mad at that filthy disgusting dirt. It will fuel your quit. Read my signature line. Never mind I'll just place it right in your intro.

I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and i hated it at noon. I hated it at supper and i hate it tonight. When i go to bed I'm going to continue hating the dirt. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it.

Keep making your way to the door. Good things behind that door. Quit with you.

Nice work. As someone told me, you aren't responsible for the thoughts that come into your mind, but you are responsible for what you do with them. Immediately tell the nic-bitch to move on, don't sit there flirting with her.
That is how it's done.
Quit with you today.

[srans]

Mostly done with day 5.  Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave.  Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on.  I got this.  Thanks to y'all. too.

Get mad at that filthy disgusting dirt. It will fuel your quit. Read my signature line. Never mind I'll just place it right in your intro.

I hate the poison. I hated it this morning and i hated it at noon. I hated it at supper and i hate it tonight. When i go to bed I'm going to continue hating the dirt. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it.

Keep making your way to the door. Good things behind that door. Quit with you.

[TxTornadoinOK]

Mostly done with day 5. Despite more stress and triggers than I have had in months, I have not even freaked out about a crave. Just told it shut the fuck up and moved on. I got this. Thanks to y'all. too.

[Mogul]

PDAWG, I'm laughing with ya...

C

[ParadigmDawg]

You know how to keep from cheating with that big boob, sexy blond at the office?

You never go near her...

not sure if that scerario applies here, but valid analogy none the less.

If there is a will to be quit; there is a way to be quit.

I think I just now understood what you meant.... 'bang head'

[Scowick65]

just a reminder: make sure when you start to feel the rage (and you will) you jump on here - or chat - to vent. your kids didn't stuff that shit in your mouth, so don't vent on them.

Thanks Syndrome. Someone told me that the first day I was here and let me tell you, that bit of advice has saved me big time. I have been somewhere on this site virtually 24-7 since I took the oath to quit and posted roll. As far as I am concerned, I will be here all the time. Not "until I feel stronger" or "until I am over dip". I am an ADDICT. I will always be an addict. However, I AM quit. Thanks y'all.

Stick to that plan, and you will stay quit for sure! Use the rage to strengthen your quit.

;)