Congrats on making a great choice, Lungb!!! Learn how and why we post roll. Then do it. Then, let's work on your attitude. Quitting is a privilege reserved to those who have the guts to do it. Yes, going through the fog sucks. But not compared to feeding tubes, jaw removal and death. So think of it this way...you GET to go through the fog because you made a great CHOICE to be free.
Welcome the withdrawals. It will get better. But focus on TODAY. Really take note of how bad the suck is, really experience it. It is the feeling of your recovery. Nobody gets free for the asking. You have to earn it. No exceptions. But look at the Quit Groups...not just your own, but all of those years, all of those months and all of those badasses were once right where you are right now. Pretty cool, huh?
YOU CAN DO THIS, BROTHER!!!