Day 519 and not feeling so well. Feels like strep throat (possible exaggeration) or something of that nature. It hurts to caugh and my head is pounding.
The catch is we had a day out planned to go to the water part and maybe spend the evening at a busch gardent. It's apparent that the water park is out of the question for me. My wife is mad at me because I won't be going. She stated she has been going to these parks with a hurt foot and other ailments. She don't understand why I can't suck it up.
Does pneumonia have any meaning around here? I have always heard that you should rest, especially with a head cold. If this was one of the kids it would be no question. We would be staying home and assuring their survival. Me,,,,,,,, aaaaaaaaaaaah!
My point,,,,,,, I'm quit today and no matter the outcome I will still be quit. I will go through the day with out one crave. The poison is such a distant thought now and it feels so good. I don't have to fight the thoughts of using any longer. It was so worth it to get to where i am guys. 520 days ago, i would have been putting poison in my pie hole even if I had a strepp throat or any other illness. My number one concern would have been how and when I could spend time with the poison. STAY QUIT! It's so worth it.