Apogeeammo - this is me

[rdad]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

Now this is the KTC I remember...bad to the bone and harsh to all that had it coming!

I tried to reach out to you when the software change happened and it turns out you were using your frustration with the new layout as an excuse. Such Bullshit. How can you "plan" and cave after 133 days? I just don't get it. You knew where it would lead and fucking did it anyway. Weak.

[traumagnet]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

Now this is the KTC I remember...bad to the bone and harsh to all that had it coming!

[Steakbomb18]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

That's more to the point!

This fucking ruined my day. IÂ’ve been on your team since day 5. And along with all the resolute bastards, I posted with yÂ’all and supported you specifically. This pisses me off, probably more than every other cave IÂ’ve ever read. Why? Because it was calculated. You planned this. What??!! You fucking planned to do this. What the fuck is that? ItÂ’s fucking bullshit and it calls into question every bit of your integrity. To top it offÂ…youÂ’re fucking enjoying it. YouÂ’ll come here when youÂ’re ready to quit. Have you not learned anything?

The worst nicotine stoppage IÂ’ve seen thus far.

[SAM83]

Punch in the gut and not what I expected from you. I honestly felt you had grown frustrated with some of the "drama" for lack of a better word and left. I was concerned when you did not respond to my last PM, but this really caught me off guard and was not what I expected when I saw your intro pop back up. I was psyched for a moment....until I read this shit. You got to wake back up here...this is serious shit. What the fuck are you waiting for? When I stopped in the '90's for five years and went back it cost me 12 more years....I made that mistake once....never again for me. Man-up and post day one now. Don't let this go any longer. SHIT!

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

That's more to the point!

[p23]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

So, what's your plan going forward? Are you going to continue killing yourself or are you gonna answer the three questions and post day 1?

This is just terrible to hear about. Do you want to be quit? What's the deal?

Did you get the insurance policy premium you were hoping to get?

[jayd41]

this is why there is a perception of softness on this site...damn a year ago...this guy would have been raked over the coals by about 20 vets...now just a handful? apo, get your shit together...you know better...you've been around long enough..i don't care for how you handled this...are you really that soft?

[traumagnet]

So... You're just going to lay down and give up?
Weak.
Be better than that.
Be better to yourself than that.

Damn, man.

let me get this straight you said fuck it and came back to announce you said fuck it...and you will come back later when you are done with fucking it...is that right? Don't know why you think so little of yourself...you knew what to do you had the tools but just decided hell with it.

well I spose see ya when you are done killing yourself...

[brettlees]

Go deep into the 3 questions. Please! You can recover, but you gotta want it. Bad. You've taught the nic bitch that you can be had. Now do it for real. Take care of yourself, you deserve it and you almost had it-- now go get it dammit!

Your honesty is the first step--- now get brutally honest with yourself. We've all been cavers all our lives until we work it here. AND WORKING IT HERE MEANS POSTING EVERY DAY, NOT THINKING YOU REACH A CERTAIN POINT AND YOU NO LONGER HAVE TO POST--- DON'T FOLLOW THAT EXAMPLE!!

I want that clown stomping around in here again, dammit.

[AppleJack]

So... You're just going to lay down and give up?
Weak.
Be better than that.
Be better to yourself than that.

Damn, man.

[SirDerek]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Very disappointing. Very Stupid

And some deep down thought for yourself is needed.

Reminds me of knowing that a knife will cut you on your hand, your arms but then after being so careful wondering and trying to see if it will cut you on your leg.

Better learn something more, and learn it quick. Look back over your 133 days and I bet you will find that knowledge.

[E&C's Dad]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

WTF.... Are you serious......you know what you need to do and you need to do it now. This is not funny.

[jayd41]

really...thats it?

[apogeeammo]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA