Apogeeammo - this is me

[G]

You're not ready to get out of bed with her yet?

How does it feel to be OWNED?

How does it feel to be a lieing coward? How does it feel to turn your back and ass fuck people who care about you, TWICE? Once when you caved, and then again when you refute their urges to answer the three questions and start again?

What do you feel like when you get up in the morning? What goes through your mind as you grab a pinch and put it in your mouth knowing how many people you are letting down?

How does it feel to invest 133 days into something and then just piss it away?

How does all that really feel? I'm serious, I honestly want to know.

These are great questions, and I'm honestly interested in what that feels like.

Come to think of it, I have a few more. That avatar, is that your son? Is he wearing a clown mask because he is ashamed of his father? Would he be ashamed of you if he understood what you just did? Will you tell him, or just keep it a secret...or just ninja dip around him? When he's older and goes to grab a pinch, what will you tell him? It's ok? If Tony Gwynn's misfortune happens to you, what will you tell him then? What will you tell your wife? Would you tell her what you wrote in your post, a full on fuck fest and you're not ready to get out of bed with her?

This is dissapointing.

This bullshit makes my quit stronger. If you get complacent you will fuck it up.

Thanks for the reminder AA.

Qlf

That's the right attitude. Disappointed that he doesn't understand addiction and choose to be strong. But using his weakness to strengthen your own quit.

[pbrain04]

You're not ready to get out of bed with her yet?

How does it feel to be OWNED?

How does it feel to be a lieing coward? How does it feel to turn your back and ass fuck people who care about you, TWICE? Once when you caved, and then again when you refute their urges to answer the three questions and start again?

What do you feel like when you get up in the morning? What goes through your mind as you grab a pinch and put it in your mouth knowing how many people you are letting down?

How does it feel to invest 133 days into something and then just piss it away?

How does all that really feel? I'm serious, I honestly want to know.

These are great questions, and I'm honestly interested in what that feels like.

Come to think of it, I have a few more. That avatar, is that your son? Is he wearing a clown mask because he is ashamed of his father? Would he be ashamed of you if he understood what you just did? Will you tell him, or just keep it a secret...or just ninja dip around him? When he's older and goes to grab a pinch, what will you tell him? It's ok? If Tony Gwynn's misfortune happens to you, what will you tell him then? What will you tell your wife? Would you tell her what you wrote in your post, a full on fuck fest and you're not ready to get out of bed with her?

This is dissapointing.

This bullshit makes my quit stronger. If you get complacent you will fuck it up.

Thanks for the reminder AA.

Qlf

[Steakbomb18]

You're not ready to get out of bed with her yet?

How does it feel to be OWNED?

How does it feel to be a lieing coward? How does it feel to turn your back and ass fuck people who care about you, TWICE? Once when you caved, and then again when you refute their urges to answer the three questions and start again?

What do you feel like when you get up in the morning? What goes through your mind as you grab a pinch and put it in your mouth knowing how many people you are letting down?

How does it feel to invest 133 days into something and then just piss it away?

How does all that really feel? I'm serious, I honestly want to know.

These are great questions, and I'm honestly interested in what that feels like.

Come to think of it, I have a few more. That avatar, is that your son? Is he wearing a clown mask because he is ashamed of his father? Would he be ashamed of you if he understood what you just did? Will you tell him, or just keep it a secret...or just ninja dip around him? When he's older and goes to grab a pinch, what will you tell him? It's ok? If Tony Gwynn's misfortune happens to you, what will you tell him then? What will you tell your wife? Would you tell her what you wrote in your post, a full on fuck fest and you're not ready to get out of bed with her?

[Diesel2112]

You're not ready to get out of bed with her yet?

How does it feel to be OWNED?

How does it feel to be a lieing coward? How does it feel to turn your back and ass fuck people who care about you, TWICE? Once when you caved, and then again when you refute their urges to answer the three questions and start again?

What do you feel like when you get up in the morning? What goes through your mind as you grab a pinch and put it in your mouth knowing how many people you are letting down?

How does it feel to invest 133 days into something and then just piss it away?

How does all that really feel? I'm serious, I honestly want to know.

[bronc]

Look you sound like a very nice and sensitive guy so I'm already regretting what will follow but you need to hear it and so do others.

This thread completely ruined my day. I spent the last 20 minutes reading all your posts and now I'm feeling damn near physically ill because you decided to cave after all the hardship and adversity you suffered throughout this stop. I'm also worried about whether we should allow you back into this community because your thread demonstrates you fought a passive battle with your addiction. Perhaps your quit group will refute me, but I saw no evidence of the fire, passion, and rudimentary problem solving necessary to quit nicotine; instead, I saw a man who learned nothing from his addiction and who chose to give up and threaten his health and his family's financial security. You clearly learned to talk the talk but you've applied none of what you learned here to your own life.

Before you commit to this site again, I want you to do several things: (1) explain your 3.25.14, and 5.1.14 posts to this entire community because I want you to convince us that you learned something from those posts and I want to hear solutions about how you are going to avoid these same long term problems once they arise again because they will; (2) I want you to act like a beacon for all the newbies who have or had less quit days than you before you pissed them away; and (3) I want you to think long and hard about your 1.22.14 post.

In your 1.22.14 post, you worried about how caving veterans would affect your quit. Well you were right. I feel like your cave has put the October and September classes in jeopardy. I've talked to some of those fine gentlemen in chat for the last two nights and they are in the middle of the suck. They need advice and positive role models to guide them during the suck; they don't need someone who chooses failure. Your caving puts their quits in jeopardy because their addict brains are looking to give them any excuse to cave. You've just taught them they can choose to FAIL. THIS IS WRONG!

Other people who have posted before me have undoubtably cursed you and told you to leave. I disagree with them because I believe in second chances; however, I promise to start a crusade to have you banned if you fail to you satisfactorily answer my questions and all questions any other member has for you because you threaten everyone.

This ^^^^^ is accountability in action. This has taken the 3 questions to a whole new level. Way to Go Chargers.

Chargers this post is what we need more of around here 'worship'

The Poon Saloon is well represented on this thread. BadAss!

[Etxaggie]

Okay, i get the message! Moderator please remove me from the forum. I get it. Goodbye.

No AA, you don't get it. Dude the nic bitch is in your head. Read your own signature lines!!

You get this reaction because we want you to QUIT, instead of a temp stop........

Man up  get your ass back in here!

[Derk40]

AA did you even bother to read what I wrote? Everything we do here depends upon choosing to hate nicotine and choosing to love ourselves. We choose to hate nicotine and love ourselves every damn day. Hate and love helps us reclaim our health, lives, and integrity because hate and love prevents us from missing nicotine. When we miss it we eventually fail. Re-read this thread and you will see for yourself a man who who caved because he missed nicotine. You chose to quit for money; you didn't chose to quit because you hated nicotine and loved yourself.

AA the mods are not going to remove you. They won't let you off that easily because they won't let you chose to fail entirely. You need to hear this abuse. Your story is similar to many I've encountered here. You are an older man with a family and kids. I'm many years younger than you and single but I chose to hate nicotine and love myself every damn day. How can you chose to miss it when you have more to lose than I?

Get your ass back in here and recommit to the program.

Apo... Quit acting like a baby. Is dipping more important than living? What do you like about being owned by the nic B?

We won't take down you intro because people need to learn from you. Why don't you show us how you turn this all around and quit!

You have a choice in this matter... No one is forcing you to dip today.

[Chargers]

AA did you even bother to read what I wrote? Everything we do here depends upon choosing to hate nicotine and choosing to love ourselves. We choose to hate nicotine and love ourselves every damn day. Hate and love helps us reclaim our health, lives, and integrity because hate and love prevents us from missing nicotine. When we miss it we eventually fail. Re-read this thread and you will see for yourself a man who who caved because he missed nicotine. You chose to quit for money; you didn't chose to quit because you hated nicotine and loved yourself.

AA the mods are not going to remove you. They won't let you off that easily because they won't let you chose to fail entirely. You need to hear this abuse. Your story is similar to many I've encountered here. You are an older man with a family and kids. I'm many years younger than you and single but I chose to hate nicotine and love myself every damn day. How can you chose to miss it when you have more to lose than I?

Get your ass back in here and recommit to the program.

[cbird65]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

I'm sorry but this is just about another dumbass who didn't get what we were all trying to do. Except for the part about rubbin you nic encrusted dick in our faces.. Nice touch... We really don't need you to come back. There is another site that might though....

Trying?....that fucker tried....we all are DOING! Quit Like Fuck with you Doc and anyone else who is a DOER!

Do or Don't... There is no TRY

and stop lurking Nancy!

[SAM83]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

I'm sorry but this is just about another dumbass who didn't get what we were all trying to do. Except for the part about rubbin you nic encrusted dick in our faces.. Nice touch... We really don't need you to come back. There is another site that might though....

Trying?....that fucker tried....we all are DOING! Quit Like Fuck with you Doc and anyone else who is a DOER!

[Doc2quit4good]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

I'm sorry but this is just about another dumbass who didn't get what we were all trying to do. Except for the part about rubbin you nic encrusted dick in our faces.. Nice touch... We really don't need you to come back. There is another site that might though....

[SAM83]

Okay, i get the message! Moderator please remove me from the forum. I get it. Goodbye.

That's the message you got? Come on you've been around this site long enough to know better. My guess, that was a planned rationalization to some how come to terms with that little voice in your head that knows you fucked up and are allowing yourself to be controlled by nicotine. You come in here after a month of avoiding people's real questions to you and throw a tennis ball in the air. Not that you caved but a cavalier attitude and a "I am going to keep finger banging the bitch, I like it". Honestly...you were one of the guys I felt connected with...I know you know how ridiculous your apparent reaction to the comments are. We are are quit here...period. I truly hope you quit fucking around and get real. Planned cave, now a planned reaction to peoples comments....comments you knew damn well were coming. We are here for quitters and those wishing to quit. You clearly stated that is not your intention. When it is this site has alot to offer, until then you have made yourself a distraction to those who are and want to be quit and you are acting like a troll. You know damn well what the response to your comments will be. So are you going to man the fuck up or are you going to now pretend somehow people's comments are the reason that shit is in your mouth?

[apogeeammo]

Okay, i get the message! Moderator please remove me from the forum. I get it. Goodbye.

[E&C's Dad]

Look you sound like a very nice and sensitive guy so I'm already regretting what will follow but you need to hear it and so do others.

This thread completely ruined my day. I spent the last 20 minutes reading all your posts and now I'm feeling damn near physically ill because you decided to cave after all the hardship and adversity you suffered throughout this stop. I'm also worried about whether we should allow you back into this community because your thread demonstrates you fought a passive battle with your addiction. Perhaps your quit group will refute me, but I saw no evidence of the fire, passion, and rudimentary problem solving necessary to quit nicotine; instead, I saw a man who learned nothing from his addiction and who chose to give up and threaten his health and his family's financial security. You clearly learned to talk the talk but you've applied none of what you learned here to your own life.

Before you commit to this site again, I want you to do several things: (1) explain your 3.25.14, and 5.1.14 posts to this entire community because I want you to convince us that you learned something from those posts and I want to hear solutions about how you are going to avoid these same long term problems once they arise again because they will; (2) I want you to act like a beacon for all the newbies who have or had less quit days than you before you pissed them away; and (3) I want you to think long and hard about your 1.22.14 post.

In your 1.22.14 post, you worried about how caving veterans would affect your quit. Well you were right. I feel like your cave has put the October and September classes in jeopardy. I've talked to some of those fine gentlemen in chat for the last two nights and they are in the middle of the suck. They need advice and positive role models to guide them during the suck; they don't need someone who chooses failure. Your caving puts their quits in jeopardy because their addict brains are looking to give them any excuse to cave. You've just taught them they can choose to FAIL. THIS IS WRONG!

Other people who have posted before me have undoubtably cursed you and told you to leave. I disagree with them because I believe in second chances; however, I promise to start a crusade to have you banned if you fail to you satisfactorily answer my questions and all questions any other member has for you because you threaten everyone.

This ^^^^^ is accountability in action. This has taken the 3 questions to a whole new level. Way to Go Chargers.

Chargers this post is what we need more of around here 'worship'

[Raider]

At day 133 I posted my last roll. At day 135 I caved. I planned it and went ahead without using any of my tools that were available. I just had to try it and my intent was to quit again right after that. Long story short, it turned into a fullblown fuck fest with the nic bitch and I am not ready to get out of bed with her yet.

Sorry I let you guys down but wanted to confirm what many of you had surmised. When I'm ready to really quit I know where you are and will be back.

AA

Get the fuck out of here and stay the fuck out.

Oh you'll be back when you're ready? That statement alone tells everyone here that you belong on lite.

Enjoy your cans dickhead.

Now this is the KTC I remember...bad to the bone and harsh to all that had it coming!

I tried to reach out to you when the software change happened and it turns out you were using your frustration with the new layout as an excuse. Such Bullshit. How can you "plan" and cave after 133 days? I just don't get it. You knew where it would lead and fucking did it anyway. Weak.

I had, what I thought was the pleasure, of writing Apogeeammo's HOF Intro to the HOF Train! I have made a few changes..... Enjoy

Anyways, we have a lot of ground to cover today and we are going to make a quick shot to Marysville, KS where this quitter caver recently moved into the “Real God’s Country” sorry Ginet, but this is Starr’s home and native land. Apogeeammo shit all over it! Welcome aboard Get the fuck off the HOF Train! this quitter has been married for 25 years to his high school sweetheart Renee, who couldn't be more thrilled he has quit disappointed he gave up his good word to sleep around with the nic bitch. She has probably will never seen him without dip and neither have his 2 kids since he started dipping at the age of 16!

Apogeeammo enjoys the music of is a Tool and is going to bring this on the train to blow everyone’s mind. He is my hero because I don’t know how much more music of ‘The Maestro’ I can take. In event of an accident just throw Apogeeammo out the window, I would have been right behind you if you didn’t bring some music! will be happy to toss him out.

Golfpro would be proud pissed to hear the craziest thing this quitter has done is you climbed the UGA coliseum and sneak into Sanford Stadium, home of the Bulldogs. I think he did this just to bask in the glory that is Georgia footballÂ….. or he was just drunk. Either way that is just good fun! This quitter bitch enjoys wearing creepy as all fuck clown masks and walking around outside in diapersÂ… With a fat dip in Well you and Francis Neon Panther have something in common there! There are going to be diapers stocked just for you on this train. I didnÂ’t think I would ever say that.


Signing up for 200 days? Abso-fucking-lutely! Then he is going to throw everything he has ever learned out the window at day 135 and say fuck you to everyone here!!!! This quitter is on the train for the long haul! ItÂ’s easy to stay quit when all you have to do is post roll and stay active on KTC, I mean after you watch some jigglies from Pinched, Emulator, and especially JazzyZag01 (We gotta find that girl and get her on this train). This is as true today as when I said it on your HOF date Inspiration comes from his fellow He decided to spit in the faces of every Resolute Bastards, and Apogeeammo wants to Zilla, Peters6278, Derk40, Canvasback, Sam83, and Applejack who have all stayed in close contact and supported him. Now get your creepy clown mask on and board this train already! get the fuck out!

Amen.

Wow talk about giving everyone the giant middle finger. You planned it and knowingly didn't use the tools..
It sucked when neon panther caved. Bothered me for days. I remember when you joined this brotherhood. I sent you a message. I rooted for you. I read your HOF speech. I followed your journey.

You can kiss my ass.
I wouldn't piss on you if you were on fire. Not because you caved but because of the way you caved and the shitty way you just treated all of us.

Very disappointing AA. I know it's addiction speak, but dude you signed up for the 2nd floor. If you had a planned cave, why sign up for the 2nd floor?

You let us down. Get serious or get the fuck out. Your choice..........

A planned cave after 135 days.....What a load of shit.

Fuck this guy.

I second with the comment, "enjoy the cans dickhead"

Stay the fuck out of our KTC, we quit here.

Why bother coming back and posting that BS comment if you are not ready to be back?

Back to the can huh .... When you pull you head out of your ass,,, come back.

Did you not learn anything those 130+ days? I can't beg you to quit if you don't want it.

Awfully sad.

Why?

AA - The great experiment. A planned cave after 135 days because you fucking wanted to try it. What, the 30 fucking years you tried it before weren't enough? To me, this is total bullshit. Quit of GTFO!!!!