I was writing in here a lot more when the quit was harder. It's still hard, it's tough, and it's a bitch, but I am starting to realize that I really Don't need that in my life. Almost an entire day without "thinking about" it, and it felt great.
The part that sucked was realizing I was without it. But I've also gone 2 days (today is 3) without even using the fake stuff. Feeling great.
The bank came back with a counter offer about 20k over my offer. I split the difference and am waiting the call back.
-Had to edit. I realized it sounded like I had used. To be clear, I have NOT used in 18 days, and will continue with my quit.