Day 300
I don't even know where to start. 300 days ago my life was honestly a mess. I had the same great wife, same great job, same nice house and stuff, but I was miserable. My health was in shambles, and I was controlled by a powerful opponent. I made a lot of lifestyle changes on Christmas Eve. A lot. But compared to the battle against nicotine, they were all a cakewalk. I had no idea how much control nicotine had over me. The first 50 days were miserable. The next 50 were a fight, but not miserable. The next 50 were sort of a downer after hof. My April 2013 group shrank after hof and it was kind of a rough time to navigate as you watch people you have fought a battle with leave. And then... Nirvana!
One day it just all came together. I feel amazing, and today I am incredibly humbled. Without each of you, I would not be where I am today. Life is so much better than I ever imagined. So good, that about 30 minutes ago I finally told my wife the extent of my addiction. We both sat on the couch and tears were running down both of our faces. She was shocked, and disappointed. I don't blame her - I would be too. But she is also happy and proud of me. And she started connecting a lot of dots.... That's why you used to take so many showers. That's why you bought gas at 1030. That's why I could never touch your suitcase....
It was time. And so today, a new milestone has been achieved. True freedom.
I owe each of you a depth of gratitude. I am a pretty confident (arrogant) guy. But this I could not do alone. 300 is just the beginning, but right now I have a sense of freedom that I can truly say I have never felt before. Thank you.