Withdrawal sux

[Frazzled]

Day 75

I just found out today that my 50 year old brother's throat cancer has come back with a vengeance.Ã,  He now has a trach. He has a tumor growing on his cardioid artery, which the doctors don't have any way to treat.Ã,  A max of 5 years is what they give him. 5 years lived more like a sentence than a life....Indeed a sad day for me.Ã,  He was a smoker for the last 36 years or so.Ã,  He was still smoking in Feb when I saw him, despite going through chemo and radiation.Ã,  Reminded me of watching my mother smoking and then strapping the oxygen to her nose.Ã,  The oxygen that she needed because of emphysema.Ã,  As loot said the other day Addiction is a motherfucker.Ã,  And while we are all responsible for ourselves, and nobody forces us to use nicotine, the fact is there is a pusher out there.Ã,  That pusher doesn't give a damn about the lives, the misery, the destroyed families. Doesn't care about widows, or orphans.Ã,  Doesn't care about cancer. Doesn't care about someone who will never be able to talk again. Doesn't care that I lost my mother when she was 54.Ã,  A slow death by asphyxiation.Ã,  Or that I will probably loose my brother by the time he is 54.Ã,  Doesn't care that he will have surgery after surgery.Ã,  Doesn't care that my father has to watch his son in so much misery just like he watched his wife of 35 years. It's enough to break even the strongest of men - and it has.

That pusher only cares to keep you addicted. So the pusher can make money. I am ANGRY.Ã,  I HATE THE PUSHER, There is no justice.Ã,  There is no revenge to be had except this:Ã,  The only thing I can do to get even is to stay quit. And help you do the same.

I'll be back here tomorrow.Ã,  And my mission has more resolve than it ever has.Ã,  God help big tobacco.

I just got the sad news that Hospice has been called in for my brother. It is going to be a sad Christmas...not much to say except I am filled with sorrow. He is now 51 and it is unlikely that he will see 52.

My brother makes the third person in my family that has been murdered by big tobacco

Grandfather- emphysema

Mother - emphysema

Brother- Throat Cancer

Stay Quit.

Rest in Peace Keith

1960-2011

He is in a better place. Stay quit friend. Heart felt thoughts.

Nic,

You truly are evil.

Prayers for grace for your bro and peace for you and your family.

Tragedy. Prayers for everyone this has affected.

Hang in their 30. The least we can do for your brother now is to spread the word about how bad this stuff is and keep saving lives on this site.

Quit with you today.

I'm so very sorry...I have no words.

Stay strong, 30, and we quit with you.

[magnum9]

Day 75

I just found out today that my 50 year old brother's throat cancer has come back with a vengeance.Ã,  He now has a trach. He has a tumor growing on his cardioid artery, which the doctors don't have any way to treat.Ã,  A max of 5 years is what they give him. 5 years lived more like a sentence than a life....Indeed a sad day for me.Ã,  He was a smoker for the last 36 years or so.Ã,  He was still smoking in Feb when I saw him, despite going through chemo and radiation.Ã,  Reminded me of watching my mother smoking and then strapping the oxygen to her nose.Ã,  The oxygen that she needed because of emphysema.Ã,  As loot said the other day Addiction is a motherfucker.Ã,  And while we are all responsible for ourselves, and nobody forces us to use nicotine, the fact is there is a pusher out there.Ã,  That pusher doesn't give a damn about the lives, the misery, the destroyed families. Doesn't care about widows, or orphans.Ã,  Doesn't care about cancer. Doesn't care about someone who will never be able to talk again. Doesn't care that I lost my mother when she was 54.Ã,  A slow death by asphyxiation.Ã,  Or that I will probably loose my brother by the time he is 54.Ã,  Doesn't care that he will have surgery after surgery.Ã,  Doesn't care that my father has to watch his son in so much misery just like he watched his wife of 35 years. It's enough to break even the strongest of men - and it has.

That pusher only cares to keep you addicted. So the pusher can make money. I am ANGRY.Ã,  I HATE THE PUSHER, There is no justice.Ã,  There is no revenge to be had except this:Ã,  The only thing I can do to get even is to stay quit. And help you do the same.

I'll be back here tomorrow.Ã,  And my mission has more resolve than it ever has.Ã,  God help big tobacco.

I just got the sad news that Hospice has been called in for my brother. It is going to be a sad Christmas...not much to say except I am filled with sorrow. He is now 51 and it is unlikely that he will see 52.

My brother makes the third person in my family that has been murdered by big tobacco

Grandfather- emphysema

Mother - emphysema

Brother- Throat Cancer

Stay Quit.

Rest in Peace Keith

1960-2011

He is in a better place. Stay quit friend. Heart felt thoughts.

Nic,

You truly are evil.

Prayers for grace for your bro and peace for you and your family.

Tragedy. Prayers for everyone this has affected.

Hang in their 30. The least we can do for your brother now is to spread the word about how bad this stuff is and keep saving lives on this site.

Quit with you today.

[AgLawyer]

Day 75

I just found out today that my 50 year old brother's throat cancer has come back with a vengeance.Ã,  He now has a trach. He has a tumor growing on his cardioid artery, which the doctors don't have any way to treat.Ã,  A max of 5 years is what they give him. 5 years lived more like a sentence than a life....Indeed a sad day for me.Ã,  He was a smoker for the last 36 years or so.Ã,  He was still smoking in Feb when I saw him, despite going through chemo and radiation.Ã,  Reminded me of watching my mother smoking and then strapping the oxygen to her nose.Ã,  The oxygen that she needed because of emphysema.Ã,  As loot said the other day Addiction is a motherfucker.Ã,  And while we are all responsible for ourselves, and nobody forces us to use nicotine, the fact is there is a pusher out there.Ã,  That pusher doesn't give a damn about the lives, the misery, the destroyed families. Doesn't care about widows, or orphans.Ã,  Doesn't care about cancer. Doesn't care about someone who will never be able to talk again. Doesn't care that I lost my mother when she was 54.Ã,  A slow death by asphyxiation.Ã,  Or that I will probably loose my brother by the time he is 54.Ã,  Doesn't care that he will have surgery after surgery.Ã,  Doesn't care that my father has to watch his son in so much misery just like he watched his wife of 35 years. It's enough to break even the strongest of men - and it has.

That pusher only cares to keep you addicted. So the pusher can make money. I am ANGRY.Ã,  I HATE THE PUSHER, There is no justice.Ã,  There is no revenge to be had except this:Ã,  The only thing I can do to get even is to stay quit. And help you do the same.

I'll be back here tomorrow.Ã,  And my mission has more resolve than it ever has.Ã,  God help big tobacco.

I just got the sad news that Hospice has been called in for my brother. It is going to be a sad Christmas...not much to say except I am filled with sorrow. He is now 51 and it is unlikely that he will see 52.

My brother makes the third person in my family that has been murdered by big tobacco

Grandfather- emphysema

Mother - emphysema

Brother- Throat Cancer

Stay Quit.

Rest in Peace Keith

1960-2011

He is in a better place. Stay quit friend. Heart felt thoughts.

Nic,

You truly are evil.

Prayers for grace for your bro and peace for you and your family.

[Scowick65]

Day 75

I just found out today that my 50 year old brother's throat cancer has come back with a vengeance.Ã,  He now has a trach. He has a tumor growing on his cardioid artery, which the doctors don't have any way to treat.Ã,  A max of 5 years is what they give him. 5 years lived more like a sentence than a life....Indeed a sad day for me.Ã,  He was a smoker for the last 36 years or so.Ã,  He was still smoking in Feb when I saw him, despite going through chemo and radiation.Ã,  Reminded me of watching my mother smoking and then strapping the oxygen to her nose.Ã,  The oxygen that she needed because of emphysema.Ã,  As loot said the other day Addiction is a motherfucker.Ã,  And while we are all responsible for ourselves, and nobody forces us to use nicotine, the fact is there is a pusher out there.Ã,  That pusher doesn't give a damn about the lives, the misery, the destroyed families. Doesn't care about widows, or orphans.Ã,  Doesn't care about cancer. Doesn't care about someone who will never be able to talk again. Doesn't care that I lost my mother when she was 54.Ã,  A slow death by asphyxiation.Ã,  Or that I will probably loose my brother by the time he is 54.Ã,  Doesn't care that he will have surgery after surgery.Ã,  Doesn't care that my father has to watch his son in so much misery just like he watched his wife of 35 years. It's enough to break even the strongest of men - and it has.

That pusher only cares to keep you addicted. So the pusher can make money. I am ANGRY.Ã,  I HATE THE PUSHER, There is no justice.Ã,  There is no revenge to be had except this:Ã,  The only thing I can do to get even is to stay quit. And help you do the same.

I'll be back here tomorrow.Ã,  And my mission has more resolve than it ever has.Ã,  God help big tobacco.

I just got the sad news that Hospice has been called in for my brother. It is going to be a sad Christmas...not much to say except I am filled with sorrow. He is now 51 and it is unlikely that he will see 52.

My brother makes the third person in my family that has been murdered by big tobacco

Grandfather- emphysema

Mother - emphysema

Brother- Throat Cancer

Stay Quit.

Rest in Peace Keith

1960-2011

He is in a better place. Stay quit friend. Heart felt thoughts.

Nic,

You truly are evil.

[30yraddict]

Day 75

I just found out today that my 50 year old brother's throat cancer has come back with a vengeance.Ã,  He now has a trach. He has a tumor growing on his cardioid artery, which the doctors don't have any way to treat.Ã,  A max of 5 years is what they give him. 5 years lived more like a sentence than a life....Indeed a sad day for me.Ã,  He was a smoker for the last 36 years or so.Ã,  He was still smoking in Feb when I saw him, despite going through chemo and radiation.Ã,  Reminded me of watching my mother smoking and then strapping the oxygen to her nose.Ã,  The oxygen that she needed because of emphysema.Ã,  As loot said the other day Addiction is a motherfucker.Ã,  And while we are all responsible for ourselves, and nobody forces us to use nicotine, the fact is there is a pusher out there.Ã,  That pusher doesn't give a damn about the lives, the misery, the destroyed families. Doesn't care about widows, or orphans.Ã,  Doesn't care about cancer. Doesn't care about someone who will never be able to talk again. Doesn't care that I lost my mother when she was 54.Ã,  A slow death by asphyxiation.Ã,  Or that I will probably loose my brother by the time he is 54.Ã,  Doesn't care that he will have surgery after surgery.Ã,  Doesn't care that my father has to watch his son in so much misery just like he watched his wife of 35 years. It's enough to break even the strongest of men - and it has.

That pusher only cares to keep you addicted. So the pusher can make money. I am ANGRY.Ã,  I HATE THE PUSHER, There is no justice.Ã,  There is no revenge to be had except this:Ã,  The only thing I can do to get even is to stay quit. And help you do the same.

I'll be back here tomorrow.Ã,  And my mission has more resolve than it ever has.Ã,  God help big tobacco.

I just got the sad news that Hospice has been called in for my brother. It is going to be a sad Christmas...not much to say except I am filled with sorrow. He is now 51 and it is unlikely that he will see 52.

My brother makes the third person in my family that has been murdered by big tobacco

Grandfather- emphysema

Mother - emphysema

Brother- Throat Cancer

Stay Quit.

Rest in Peace Keith

1960-2011

[Larry Drummer]

I'm sorry 30. I keep you and your family in my prayers.

[Keddy]

Dale,

I too will add you and your family to our prayer list.

[Scowick65]

Prayers to you and the family.

Your courage and willpower indeed have purpose. Glad you are here friend. Glad you are quit.

[Frazzled]

Major prayers being sent your way, Dale.

My cousin, age 39, just died of a massive heart attack. He was a smoker and had high cholesterol. No chance to make it. He died while his friend tried to give him CPR.

There is no reason to go back ever again. Stay strong my friend. PM or text of you need anything.

[30yraddict]

LL, Ag.. Thanks for the prayers...means a whole lot to me.

[AgLawyer]

Deepest sympathies and prayers for your family...

[LLCope]

My thoughts and prayers as well------ I have lost several in my family to tobacco as well.

[30yraddict]

Thank you gentlemen. your support, well wishes, and prayers mean more to me than you know.

[magnum9]

Prayers for you and your family 30...

I can't possibly imagine how somber that makes this Christmas season.

Stay quit, this tobacco stuff is evil.

[tazmed]

You and your family will be in our prayers...