I guess my story is similar to lots, Ive tried quitting unsuccessfully several times, tried patch, chantix, and the nic bitch keeps coming back, Skip time with my wife and kids, just for a dip, lie, cheat and am just an sob for what i let nicotine rob me off...... Im tired of being a piece of shit..... threw my can down last night at work..... so I guess is is Day one of a difficult journey, that from trolling on here i now have discovered has no destination, thats what made me want to join, as soon as you get somewhere quit, or a place or whatever, you can turn around and go back, but if you are forever on the journey a day at a time, there is no turning around...... I appreciate all the help I can get taking this walk one step, one day one craving at a time......