Anger brought me back to Day 1

[slinger]

I'll repeat this...

He posted earlier this morning knowing he caved last night... "Daviddim - day5!I'm so proud I've made it this far, it really does get easier"

Then... he posted a "whoa is me I cheated 'cuz I got mad" day 1 a few hours later.

He lied on roll.

This should not get a pass.

I missed that he caved last night. Then posted roll this morning?
Oh man... is right!
There is no excuse for not upholding the sanctity of roll call.

That's horse shit if accurate. I say boot his ass.

Dude, if you went and caved because you didn't get your hooch, what the fuck are you going to do when you face some real problems. Grow a set of nuts and either quit or don't, but don't jerk us around. that is all.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

I'll repeat this...

He posted earlier this morning knowing he caved last night... "Daviddim - day5!I'm so proud I've made it this far, it really does get easier"

Then... he posted a "whoa is me I cheated 'cuz I got mad" day 1 a few hours later.

He lied on roll.

This should not get a pass.

I missed that he caved last night. Then posted roll this morning?
Oh man... is right!
There is no excuse for not upholding the sanctity of roll call.

That's horse shit if accurate. I say boot his ass.

[G]

Are you fucking kidding me? You have been given various numbers, we're hanging out in chat last night as you were struggling, and then went out and consciously used? Perhaps you don't understand how we do things around here and how serious this is. NO FUCKING NICOTINE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. You don't think you are going to struggle unbelievably throughout the first 100? 200? 365? News flash - there is a whole lot of suck still to come. It's the price we pay for being stupid.

Unreal. Since you are new, I'll introduce you to how you answer to fucking up. You have to post answers to the three retread questions in this intro and in your group page:

1. What happened?

2. Why did it happen?

3. What are you going to do to make sure it never happens again?

Mandatory

Go easy on the guy. He didn't get his Hooch. He was mad. He couldn't help it. It wasn't his fault. He didn't really cave, it was the rage and the lack of hooch that caved.

None of us were ever as mad as this guy when we quit. He HAD to cave. He HAD to sully roll call, lie and then make lame ass excuses. It saved his life. None of us understand. We had it easy, but this guy is just struggling more than the thousands of others who quit here everyday. WE are only semi-addicted and he's a full blown addict.

Answer the questions, david. And no bullshit excuses.

[rdad]

I'll repeat this...

He posted earlier this morning knowing he caved last night... "Daviddim - day5!I'm so proud I've made it this far, it really does get easier"

Then... he posted a "whoa is me I cheated 'cuz I got mad" day 1 a few hours later.

He lied on roll.

This should not get a pass.

I missed that he caved last night. Then posted roll this morning?
Oh man... is right!
There is no excuse for not upholding the sanctity of roll call.

[AppleJack]

I'll repeat this...

He posted earlier this morning knowing he caved last night... "Daviddim - day5!I'm so proud I've made it this far, it really does get easier"

Then... he posted a "whoa is me I cheated 'cuz I got mad" day 1 a few hours later.

He lied on roll.

This should not get a pass.

[rdad]

The addict in all of us is looking for an excuse to Cave. The Addict loves Nic. I found that Hating the FUCK out of Nic helps. I am tested every day. (I am on day 9 today). I have looked at my own intro thread and more importantly, the July Roll with my name on it promising to no use today. It works one day at a time. So, Fucking HATE NICOTINE. it works for me.

so 1. answer the questions.
2. post roll
and I will quit with you.

Quitter123

What Quitter 123 said. And change your quit date in your profile. Almost as bad as the guy who caved over a diet coke...We should let WCWBigNasty in here.

I don't know if that's such a good idea slug.go. It would spice up this Friday afternoon though. I'm bored. 'Popcorn'

[slug.go]

The addict in all of us is looking for an excuse to Cave. The Addict loves Nic. I found that Hating the FUCK out of Nic helps. I am tested every day. (I am on day 9 today). I have looked at my own intro thread and more importantly, the July Roll with my name on it promising to no use today. It works one day at a time. So, Fucking HATE NICOTINE. it works for me.

so 1. answer the questions.
2. post roll
and I will quit with you.

Quitter123

What Quitter 123 said. And change your quit date in your profile. Almost as bad as the guy who caved over a diet coke...We should let WCWBigNasty in here.

[quitter123]

The addict in all of us is looking for an excuse to Cave. The Addict loves Nic. I found that Hating the FUCK out of Nic helps. I am tested every day. (I am on day 9 today). I have looked at my own intro thread and more importantly, the July Roll with my name on it promising to no use today. It works one day at a time. So, Fucking HATE NICOTINE. it works for me.

so 1. answer the questions.
2. post roll
and I will quit with you.

Quitter123

[srans]

I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life...

Wrong.

You, alone, make the choice to save your life by NOT choosing to be a slave. Blaming outside forces... full on addict speak.

Get with it.

Answer the 3.

If you take the time, and make the effort to snoop around KTC you will find tales of serious quitters that have faced horrible tragedy and not caved. You didn't get your hooch shipment? Give me a break. You have to want this more than that.

Rdad nailed it. I've seen people lose wives, jobs and lives and remain quit. You on the other hand get upset because your special herb doesn't arrive. You drive to the neighborhood bar and suckle with the poison like it's your fix it.

You want this you gotta dig a heck of a lot deeper. You say it's different today. Only +1's are believable. Addicts are liars until they aren't.

Let's see them answers. Not for us, but yourself.

Start reading about your addiction. Arm yourself with knowledge. Began getting that dignity back that has been stolen. You will be tested again my friend. Soon!!

Check your local walmart. They might carry smoky mountain. The fake will only help to a point. The real answer lies deep. You can do this. You have to take it. The poison don't just give it to you freely. Let's see what you got. Right now I'm thinking, not much.

[AppleJack]

I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life...

Wrong.

You, alone, make the choice to save your life by NOT choosing to be a slave. Blaming outside forces... full on addict speak.

Get with it.

Answer the 3.

If you take the time, and make the effort to snoop around KTC you will find tales of serious quitters that have faced horrible tragedy and not caved. You didn't get your hooch shipment? Give me a break. You have to want this more than that.

And you posted a day 5 earlier on roll!?

We. Do. Not. Lie. On. Roll.

Oh man...

[rdad]

I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life...

Wrong.

You, alone, make the choice to save your life by NOT choosing to be a slave. Blaming outside forces... full on addict speak.

Get with it.

Answer the 3.

If you take the time, and make the effort to snoop around KTC you will find tales of serious quitters that have faced horrible tragedy and not caved. You didn't get your hooch shipment? Give me a break. You have to want this more than that.

[AppleJack]

I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life...

Wrong.

You, alone, make the choice to save your life by NOT choosing to be a slave. Blaming outside forces... full on addict speak.

Get with it.

Answer the 3.

[Knockout]

Are you fucking kidding me? You have been given various numbers, we're hanging out in chat last night as you were struggling, and then went out and consciously used? Perhaps you don't understand how we do things around here and how serious this is. NO FUCKING NICOTINE UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES. You don't think you are going to struggle unbelievably throughout the first 100? 200? 365? News flash - there is a whole lot of suck still to come. It's the price we pay for being stupid.

Unreal. Since you are new, I'll introduce you to how you answer to fucking up. You have to post answers to the three retread questions in this intro and in your group page:

1. What happened?

2. Why did it happen?

3. What are you going to do to make sure it never happens again?

Mandatory

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

Unfortunately my hooch was held from me yesterday by the mail lady because shes scared of dogs. I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life, drove to the bar, and had a cigarette with a friend. I will not let it happen again, i do not want nicotine in my life anymore and last night was yet another example of its negative effect on my life and my happiness. Its day 1 no nicotine for me again, but i feel stronger this time, smarter this time. Get away from me Nicotine.

Sheesh. You should've sacked up.

[Daviddim]

Unfortunately my hooch was held from me yesterday by the mail lady because shes scared of dogs. I EXPLODED in a fit of rage that she held the one thing that could save my life, drove to the bar, and had a cigarette with a friend. I will not let it happen again, i do not want nicotine in my life anymore and last night was yet another example of its negative effect on my life and my happiness. Its day 1 no nicotine for me again, but i feel stronger this time, smarter this time. Get away from me Nicotine.