Day 9. I have a confession to make.
I didn't throw away all my chew when I quit. I saved an unopened can, and placed it in my bag for when the crisis situation arose. I really thought that there would be a time in the first few days that I would cave. I thought about that can many times over the first few days of my quit. If it wasn't for the daily promise I was posting, and all the bad ass quitters in my corner - hands down I would have caved.
I can't remember what day I forgot thinking about it, still in a bit of a fog, but I know this today. I am quit. I will succeed with this program because I know I am not alone. I did not cave even with the can near me all those days when I thought I would have killed for some.
I flushed it a few minutes ago and watched it spiral. I said goodbye forever, along with a prayer that it wasn't already too late.
Kill the Can, I thank you and all who make this happen. For all you who reach out to me and support me - so grateful.
You have all saved my life.