Game on Sweetie

[ChickDip]

Day 469
I was sound asleep, flat on my back as my imaginary nemsis once again invaded dream world. As usual, he was out to do me bodily harm. As I raced across the landscape with him/it in hot pursuit, I came upon an old barn and was forced to take a stand. As I turned to face this evildoer, I KICKED @ him/it as hard as i could with both legs. Like a man shot from a cannon, I propelled myself completely out of the bed and came to a not so soft landing on the cotton-picken hardwood floor. Luckily, my head caught the top of the laundrey basket that was sitting beside the bed and somewhat cushioned my fall. With a bra draped over one shoulder and clothing scattered here and there, all I could think to myself was ...wtf! I gotta mentioned this to sawbones on my next visit-
Old Es - Sultan Proud

Wondering if you really are an ass man after reading, "With a bra draped over one shoulder"

[Enough snuff]

Day 469
I was sound asleep, flat on my back as my imaginary nemsis once again invaded dream world. As usual, he was out to do me bodily harm. As I raced across the landscape with him/it in hot pursuit, I came upon an old barn and was forced to take a stand. As I turned to face this evildoer, I KICKED @ him/it as hard as i could with both legs. Like a man shot from a cannon, I propelled myself completely out of the bed and came to a not so soft landing on the cotton-picken hardwood floor. Luckily, my head caught the top of the laundrey basket that was sitting beside the bed and somewhat cushioned my fall. With a bra draped over one shoulder and clothing scattered here and there, all I could think to myself was ...wtf! I gotta mentioned this to sawbones on my next visit-
Old Es - Sultan Proud

[pab1964]

Day 425 The dreams return:

I posted this back around day 90 and thought I'd update my most recent one.
Dip dream = X-ray

94 days into my quit and my 1st dip dream lands me in the doctors office getting my wrist x-rayed. I spent about 20 years coaching high school football (linebackers) and I dreamed the fellas were tackling like a bunch of panies. I dreamed I pulled out my can, stuffed my face and said "let me show you how it's done". The next thing I know I'm on the floor in the corner of the bedroom on the OPPOSITE side of the bed, having cleared of the night stand... the phone, pictures and some other shit were scattered about...WTF...it's a dam good thing Mrs. Enough hadn't come to bed yet or surely she would've been fuckin snow plowed under. X-ray results are due today-

Well the other night I had a return of the Dream Weaver. Seems like there is always somebody chasing me or out to do me bodily harm in my dreams. Anyway, the chaser had all but caught up to me, so my only alterative was to turn and face him and try to fake him out. From flat on my back I did a 180 degree turn to my hands and knees, much like a cat, dropped from a garage roof, landing on its feet. I faked left, then right.....right into the back of the headboard. The swelling is now just starting to ease, but the black and blue mark remains. Old Es is gonna have to bounce this of sawbones next visit, before I do a swan dive out the window some night.

Congratulations on the 425 days, you grown ass man! Lock your windows, we still need the olé wisdom! Hehe

[Enough snuff]

Day 425 The dreams return:

I posted this back around day 90 and thought I'd update my most recent one.
Dip dream = X-ray

94 days into my quit and my 1st dip dream lands me in the doctors office getting my wrist x-rayed. I spent about 20 years coaching high school football (linebackers) and I dreamed the fellas were tackling like a bunch of panies. I dreamed I pulled out my can, stuffed my face and said "let me show you how it's done". The next thing I know I'm on the floor in the corner of the bedroom on the OPPOSITE side of the bed, having cleared of the night stand... the phone, pictures and some other shit were scattered about...WTF...it's a dam good thing Mrs. Enough hadn't come to bed yet or surely she would've been fuckin snow plowed under. X-ray results are due today-

Well the other night I had a return of the Dream Weaver. Seems like there is always somebody chasing me or out to do me bodily harm in my dreams. Anyway, the chaser had all but caught up to me, so my only alterative was to turn and face him and try to fake him out. From flat on my back I did a 180 degree turn to my hands and knees, much like a cat, dropped from a garage roof, landing on its feet. I faked left, then right.....right into the back of the headboard. The swelling is now just starting to ease, but the black and blue mark remains. Old Es is gonna have to bounce this of sawbones next visit, before I do a swan dive out the window some night.

[ChickDip]

I guess all I can say is congrats on your year and I understand whether I agree or not really don't matter, but I will say your a grown ass man and if you can make I agree 100 percent and hats off to you as for me I have no idea right now I need all the accountability I can get! But I can tell it is getting somewhat better at least the craves are not as intense and often. Quit on brother!

Pab.....

Why did you call Ol ES an ass man? Do you know something about his proclivities that we do not? Just curious....

'facepalm''

Grown ass man

Old Chinese proverb...better to be ass man than ass hat! It's all good fellas-
Ol' ES

ES is a bad ass as a grown ass man... (Pab, funny to see you so damn FOGGY in the early days hahaha)

[Enough snuff]

I guess all I can say is congrats on your year and I understand whether I agree or not really don't matter, but I will say your a grown ass man and if you can make I agree 100 percent and hats off to you as for me I have no idea right now I need all the accountability I can get! But I can tell it is getting somewhat better at least the craves are not as intense and often. Quit on brother!

Pab.....

Why did you call Ol ES an ass man? Do you know something about his proclivities that we do not? Just curious....

'facepalm''

Grown ass man

Old Chinese proverb...better to be ass man than ass hat! It's all good fellas-
Ol' ES

[pab1964]

I guess all I can say is congrats on your year and I understand whether I agree or not really don't matter, but I will say your a grown ass man and if you can make I agree 100 percent and hats off to you as for me I have no idea right now I need all the accountability I can get! But I can tell it is getting somewhat better at least the craves are not as intense and often. Quit on brother!

Pab.....

Why did you call Ol ES an ass man? Do you know something about his proclivities that we do not? Just curious....

'facepalm''

Grown ass man

[CavMan83]

I guess all I can say is congrats on your year and I understand whether I agree or not really don't matter, but I will say your a grown ass man and if you can make I agree 100 percent and hats off to you as for me I have no idea right now I need all the accountability I can get! But I can tell it is getting somewhat better at least the craves are not as intense and often. Quit on brother!

Pab.....

Why did you call Ol ES an ass man? Do you know something about his proclivities that we do not? Just curious....

'facepalm''

[pab1964]

Day 100x4=400 days of freedom from the fat ass! Thank you KTC and all the supporters out there.
Old ES

Nice!

Quit with you today sir!

From olé Pab to olé es congratulations on 400 my friend! Damn proud to be quit with you!

[worktowin]

Day 100x4=400 days of freedom from the fat ass! Thank you KTC and all the supporters out there.
Old ES

Nice!

Quit with you today sir!

[Enough snuff]

Day 100x4=400 days of freedom from the fat ass! Thank you KTC and all the supporters out there.
Old ES

[worktowin]

All I have to say on the subject is this... After 100 the only people who fail are those who stop paying roll. I will post until my fingers fall off.

And Old ES, I'm proud to quit with you.

[pab1964]

I guess all I can say is congrats on your year and I understand whether I agree or not really don't matter, but I will say your a grown ass man and if you can make I agree 100 percent and hats off to you as for me I have no idea right now I need all the accountability I can get! But I can tell it is getting somewhat better at least the craves are not as intense and often. Quit on brother!

[Enough snuff]

Day 376 - - the post 1 year mark - - - Alot of Sultans brothers talking about tapping out after a year-

I'm really not sure how long I'll stay active on the Sultans rolls, but I can tell you, it will NOT be until the end of time. The coach in me has always looked @ posting roll as sort of a "can't miss a practice challenge," but there has to come a time when you graduate from that. I'm still at 100% posting, but I gotta tell you, there has been times when I felt like missing on purpose to take that pressure off.
If I was sent to the Betty Ford clinic for substance abuse, I wouldn't expect to spend the rest of my life in the clinic. Hopefully. in a clinic setting, after 30/60 days I'm given the tools to deal with my issues and released to make my way through life. I look @ KTC thru the same lens. I see nothing wrong with someone coming back after drifing away, sort of like a graduate of the program, to touch base or say hello to folks who helped kick a nasty, fucking miserable addiction in their life to the curb. In the end, we've all quit for OURSELVES. If we've helped another addict along the way, great. Do what you gotta do....as they say here @ KTC, own your quit - - -just stay the HELL THE QUIT.
Post or no post... I am quit with the nic shit and the nic bitch fat ass can "take a suck"!
Old ES

[CavMan83]

One year Old ES! You are winning everyday after how many years of failure? Dude it only gets better from here... It is an honor to quit with you, and inthankbyiu for the leadership you have shown here.

Oh, YEAH!!! (reminds me of the Kool-Aid dude)