Addressing the “I'm reminded of dip when I come here feeling”
I don't know about you, but I used for a long time from an early age about 11 or 12. I can't remember a time in my life without that shit in my mouth other than now. I'm fucking scared to forget that I'm an ex Nicotine user. If I'm not reminded daily I would easily forget the pain I put myself through, the money I wasted, the teeth and gums I destroyed, the lies to family about being quit and most importantly the pain of those Pre-Hof days trying to push through. I will not go back to that and I will not suffer an agonizing death because of a weed in a can. If I'm reminded of who I used to be everyday then I'm winning this battle. If I forget who I used to be then I become that person againÂ….. Never again for any reason NAFARÂ…...
That is the lamest excuse going for leaving the site and it drives me nuts.
Let's be honest, there are 1000 things that I run into in my life that remind me of dip. Every single gas station that I pass, for instance. A daily promise NOT to use is by far the least destructive reminder that I have.
Anyone making that argument isn't being honest with themselves about their temptations and is looking for an excuse to fail.
So.very. lame.
Anyone can find an excuse to leave, and when they do, they were searching for one....but none are worth it if you want to be held accountable daily.
If i hadn't found this site and tried to quit, again, like before, I'd have bought more cans, dipped more crap, just like before.
I want to think of it, ...cuz if i dont, I'll become complacent and think i can do it on my own, and dont need accountability.
This is fool proof, of you really want it.
Own it.