day 3 easier than day 2? I am fighting and i will get through today.
I'm going to lay it out there for you. Not to discourage you, but just to prepare you.
At this stage, you can't really compare Day 2 to Day 3, to Day 45, to Day 458. All you have is the right here, right now to worry about.
It sucks. We know.
It gets better. Trust us.
It takes a while. Sorry.
Think of it like this- You poisoned yourself for how many years? Two days isn't going to 'cure you'. You are going to feel like shit and be completely worthless for a while. For me, it was about the first 250 days or so. It wasn't until then that I actually started functioning like a grown up.
It's different for everyone. Look for the little victories, that will keep you strong. With every passing crave, you are winning!
That's some cold hard truth right there.
I struggled with that more than you can possibly know.
Always wanting to know, "when will I be better????".
Truth is, nobody knows, but I can sure as hell tell you it will be longer than 3 days, or even 30.
Not trying to scare you, just being honest.
Their is no "release date".
You fuck up, get a duo, go to jail...it sucks, but at least they tell you, "On such and such a date you will be out".
With this shit, their is no "end date" where magic unicorns come along sweep you up, fly you around and you're cured. It will not happen.
It does get easier though. You just have to take it one step at a time. Eventually you will feel better.
Not to toot my own horn, but go to words of wisdom and read my '"tend your garden". It is hart felt and TRUE of how I progressed.
You gotta find your groove buddy. I know its easier said than done, but I also know its gonna take more than 2-3 days to find It.
WE fucked ourselves for years by using that shit, but we finally
wised up and decided to quit.
Its not easy....its just not. It is possible though and the freedom on the other side is beyond description. Its one of the most beautiful feelings you will EVER have.
But we cannot lie....getting there is a MOTHER FUCKER and we have no idea when you will arrive.
All we can tell you is that if you follow the program you WILL get there, and we will be with you the entire time.