Quitting will be the best decision you have ever made. After a few days/weeks you will think you made a bad decision to quit, don't let your emotions run your mind. If you don't understand now, you will later.
I post and ghost a lot, dealing with life after dip and it gets better. 30+ year dipper myself. Trying to get myself more involved again with KTC because if it had not been for complete strangers, who now I call "BROTHERS" I would have caved a long time ago.
We are all NIC addicts here and no one will ever be cured, we are treating the addiction by way of accountability!
This site will help you succeed if you use the resources available here.
If you need someone to talk to about anything, HMU, I think I've been through it all and the other side is looking beautiful.
PM me if you need to chat
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