Day 33
Just random thoughts that I wanted to keep.
This is really starting to feel like something to feel proud of! I'm quit and don't want to be any other way.
I'm still dealing with the blahs at least one day every weekend but its getting easier each week. I'm sure part of that is that I used to drink, and drink heavily on the weekends. Thats gone now too. Forever. I'm finding myself awake and sober and I think my mind just isn't sure what to do with this yet.
The nic bitch is still around. Had a sick thought pop into my head the other day. I could quit this quit today and everybody on my list that got the email below would forgive me and life would go on. Everybody except me. And this quit is about and for ME. I'm not going to fail me!
So, The re-invention of Swampdrummer continues. No telling how he is going to turn out. But I bet its gonna be a pretty decent fellow 'no'
Swampie, this update is awesome and that e-mail to your friends and family is even better..!!
Good for you man, I'm sure they're just as proud as you are.. Stay strong and stay quit!!
Oh by the way, in the morning when I'm waking up and posting roll, I forget what day I'm on.. I say to myself "just check Swampie, and you're a day behind him".. Hahah, so don't fuck me over and post after me!! hahahah