Alright, so here I am more than a year later. I grew complacent with my quit after hitting the 100 club with the May group from last year. About 30 days after hitting the 100 club (and after stopping posting roll), I caved. It was easy at that point, what harm would one more dip do? I had already been quit for "so long." I decided I would have just one more dip. I was 20 years old and quite honestly figured it was just one dip. About a year later, that was the biggest mistake I have made of my life to this day. Go ahead, call me a pussy all you want and I agree because I was/am. I owe Diesal and Dlee a special apology as they were there for me every step of the way and I have let them both down. I can say now, I am ready to kick the tin once and for good. I know it will not be easy and I also know that I cannot do it without you. I'm now 21, a month away from graduation and dip has once again consumed my life. I'm not willing to wait till graduation, until I get married, until I have kids etc. to quit. I'm ready at this moment. I know words cannot repair what I have done, but I promise to you all that I will prove it to you all through my actions.