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[srans]

Day 44. Damn if I am not feeling like shit the past few days. Cloudy. Sad. Can't seem to motivate myself wortha shit. Of course we've been under a pile of rain and flooding so can't go anywhere til now either. What is going on? I get so full of self-pity sometimes. I wanna cut myself off from the world. Stop giving a fuck. The lone wolf syndrome has kicked into high gear and there is a pain in me somewhere that I just can't seem to alleviate. I know this will pass, but I'm throwing it out there because I feel myself drifting from some of my brothers here and I'm attempting to get back in the middle of the pack. Don't want this bump in the road to be anything more than that- a bump.

Quit with you.

Peace.

You got the "fuck its". Totally normal and totally sucks .

Shake your fucking self my man. You know going back to the bitch will do no good. You busted balls for 44 days, don't fuck it up.

Why the self pity? Why cut yourself off to the outside world? What are you gonna do, walk around your house in an oversized stained sweatshirt , eating ice cream right out of the tub like a fat chick who can't get a date?

Why?

You miss her? You miss the nic bitch? You miss the sore lip, achy gums, numb tongue, shit breath, spitting into a bottle, dwindling pocket book, and increased risk of cancer?

You want to go back to her for one more bang for old times sake?

You know there's no "one more", you know it will only lead to more and more and eventually your dick falling off.

I get you're feeling down and in a rut, but FIGHT God Dammit!!! Don't bitch out and throw yourself a pity party. Ain't nobody here want to hear that shit.

Get up off the mat. Get involved with your quit group, comment on 10 intros threads, help a newbie, read some shit, but KEEP MOVING!!!!

The nic bitch LOVES a sitting target, don't give her a chance...get off your ass!!!

You got this shit, bro. We are here for you, use us!

Quit on...

Diesel is right, keep moving. Very good advice if taken literally. Go get some cardio, drink water. (not powerade, gatorade, koolaid, coke, redbull, coffee etc) water.

Getting some exercise will help you get out of the funk.

44 days is some good quitting gorilla. That is awesome work! Some difficult times out in your home state  I bet very stressful. Stay safe out there!

- First, the old gorilla... the "addicted to nicotine gorilla" would not have recognized this was happening. He would have went back to old ways... the "new, quit gorilla" recognizes a rough patch and wants to get back in the game. That is how a quitter thinks. I am proud of you bro! Recognize, react  hold that quit.

- Remember that just because you are quit... that does not stop the world around us. We are going to have good and bad times. Know that. The thing you go to remember is why you are here  know that you will be quit during both good and bad times. The quit is you! Just like waking up in the morning, brushing your teeth, eating... you are quit! You are doing this!

- Everyone goes thru these rough patches. We build the relationships with folks on this site to help get thru exactly what you are going thru. When all is well... quitting is easy. It is days like these... when it is just off or we feel like garbage that the the true accountability starts. We lean on and support each other!

- As stated above... do something that will get your mind moving in the right direction. Exercise is great... but just about anything to get your mind moving in the right direction.

You are doing this brother! I am damn proud to be quit with you! Now, wake up and post roll for a day 45!

Your going through one of them there funks. Dig deep brother and turn that 44 into 45,,, That's how quitting is done. Turn that funk into being proud of where you are. Turn that funk into victory. I think them funks are your brain saying thank you. I think the brain just wants to take a few days off after working hard to fix what you screwed up for years.

Exercise, get some pushups, go for a walk/run and then go get a milk shake. I like smoothies,, as a matter of fact i'm going to get one of those for lunch,, yea! Thanks for the idea.

You got this tony,, just bide your time. Great things coming, get through the next door. You will like what's on the other side. Damn glad to be quit with you.

[Derk40]

Day 44. Damn if I am not feeling like shit the past few days. Cloudy. Sad. Can't seem to motivate myself wortha shit. Of course we've been under a pile of rain and flooding so can't go anywhere til now either. What is going on? I get so full of self-pity sometimes. I wanna cut myself off from the world. Stop giving a fuck. The lone wolf syndrome has kicked into high gear and there is a pain in me somewhere that I just can't seem to alleviate. I know this will pass, but I'm throwing it out there because I feel myself drifting from some of my brothers here and I'm attempting to get back in the middle of the pack. Don't want this bump in the road to be anything more than that- a bump.

Quit with you.

Peace.

You got the "fuck its". Totally normal and totally sucks .

Shake your fucking self my man. You know going back to the bitch will do no good. You busted balls for 44 days, don't fuck it up.

Why the self pity? Why cut yourself off to the outside world? What are you gonna do, walk around your house in an oversized stained sweatshirt , eating ice cream right out of the tub like a fat chick who can't get a date?

Why?

You miss her? You miss the nic bitch? You miss the sore lip, achy gums, numb tongue, shit breath, spitting into a bottle, dwindling pocket book, and increased risk of cancer?

You want to go back to her for one more bang for old times sake?

You know there's no "one more", you know it will only lead to more and more and eventually your dick falling off.

I get you're feeling down and in a rut, but FIGHT God Dammit!!! Don't bitch out and throw yourself a pity party. Ain't nobody here want to hear that shit.

Get up off the mat. Get involved with your quit group, comment on 10 intros threads, help a newbie, read some shit, but KEEP MOVING!!!!

The nic bitch LOVES a sitting target, don't give her a chance...get off your ass!!!

You got this shit, bro. We are here for you, use us!

Quit on...

Diesel is right, keep moving. Very good advice if taken literally. Go get some cardio, drink water. (not powerade, gatorade, koolaid, coke, redbull, coffee etc) water.

Getting some exercise will help you get out of the funk.

44 days is some good quitting gorilla. That is awesome work! Some difficult times out in your home state  I bet very stressful. Stay safe out there!

- First, the old gorilla... the "addicted to nicotine gorilla" would not have recognized this was happening. He would have went back to old ways... the "new, quit gorilla" recognizes a rough patch and wants to get back in the game. That is how a quitter thinks. I am proud of you bro! Recognize, react  hold that quit.

- Remember that just because you are quit... that does not stop the world around us. We are going to have good and bad times. Know that. The thing you go to remember is why you are here  know that you will be quit during both good and bad times. The quit is you! Just like waking up in the morning, brushing your teeth, eating... you are quit! You are doing this!

- Everyone goes thru these rough patches. We build the relationships with folks on this site to help get thru exactly what you are going thru. When all is well... quitting is easy. It is days like these... when it is just off or we feel like garbage that the the true accountability starts. We lean on and support each other!

- As stated above... do something that will get your mind moving in the right direction. Exercise is great... but just about anything to get your mind moving in the right direction.

You are doing this brother! I am damn proud to be quit with you! Now, wake up and post roll for a day 45!

[Mjollnir]

Day 44. Damn if I am not feeling like shit the past few days. Cloudy. Sad. Can't seem to motivate myself wortha shit. Of course we've been under a pile of rain and flooding so can't go anywhere til now either. What is going on? I get so full of self-pity sometimes. I wanna cut myself off from the world. Stop giving a fuck. The lone wolf syndrome has kicked into high gear and there is a pain in me somewhere that I just can't seem to alleviate. I know this will pass, but I'm throwing it out there because I feel myself drifting from some of my brothers here and I'm attempting to get back in the middle of the pack. Don't want this bump in the road to be anything more than that- a bump.

Quit with you.

Peace.

You got the "fuck its". Totally normal and totally sucks .

Shake your fucking self my man. You know going back to the bitch will do no good. You busted balls for 44 days, don't fuck it up.

Why the self pity? Why cut yourself off to the outside world? What are you gonna do, walk around your house in an oversized stained sweatshirt , eating ice cream right out of the tub like a fat chick who can't get a date?

Why?

You miss her? You miss the nic bitch? You miss the sore lip, achy gums, numb tongue, shit breath, spitting into a bottle, dwindling pocket book, and increased risk of cancer?

You want to go back to her for one more bang for old times sake?

You know there's no "one more", you know it will only lead to more and more and eventually your dick falling off.

I get you're feeling down and in a rut, but FIGHT God Dammit!!! Don't bitch out and throw yourself a pity party. Ain't nobody here want to hear that shit.

Get up off the mat. Get involved with your quit group, comment on 10 intros threads, help a newbie, read some shit, but KEEP MOVING!!!!

The nic bitch LOVES a sitting target, don't give her a chance...get off your ass!!!

You got this shit, bro. We are here for you, use us!

Quit on...

Diesel is right, keep moving. Very good advice if taken literally. Go get some cardio, drink water. (not powerade, gatorade, koolaid, coke, redbull, coffee etc) water.

Getting some exercise will help you get out of the funk.

[Diesel2112]

Day 44. Damn if I am not feeling like shit the past few days. Cloudy. Sad. Can't seem to motivate myself wortha shit. Of course we've been under a pile of rain and flooding so can't go anywhere til now either. What is going on? I get so full of self-pity sometimes. I wanna cut myself off from the world. Stop giving a fuck. The lone wolf syndrome has kicked into high gear and there is a pain in me somewhere that I just can't seem to alleviate. I know this will pass, but I'm throwing it out there because I feel myself drifting from some of my brothers here and I'm attempting to get back in the middle of the pack. Don't want this bump in the road to be anything more than that- a bump.

Quit with you.

Peace.

You got the "fuck its". Totally normal and totally sucks .

Shake your fucking self my man. You know going back to the bitch will do no good. You busted balls for 44 days, don't fuck it up.

Why the self pity? Why cut yourself off to the outside world? What are you gonna do, walk around your house in an oversized stained sweatshirt , eating ice cream right out of the tub like a fat chick who can't get a date?

Why?

You miss her? You miss the nic bitch? You miss the sore lip, achy gums, numb tongue, shit breath, spitting into a bottle, dwindling pocket book, and increased risk of cancer?

You want to go back to her for one more bang for old times sake?

You know there's no "one more", you know it will only lead to more and more and eventually your dick falling off.

I get you're feeling down and in a rut, but FIGHT God Dammit!!! Don't bitch out and throw yourself a pity party. Ain't nobody here want to hear that shit.

Get up off the mat. Get involved with your quit group, comment on 10 intros threads, help a newbie, read some shit, but KEEP MOVING!!!!

The nic bitch LOVES a sitting target, don't give her a chance...get off your ass!!!

You got this shit, bro. We are here for you, use us!

Quit on...

[gorilla1]

Day 44. Damn if I am not feeling like shit the past few days. Cloudy. Sad. Can't seem to motivate myself wortha shit. Of course we've been under a pile of rain and flooding so can't go anywhere til now either. What is going on? I get so full of self-pity sometimes. I wanna cut myself off from the world. Stop giving a fuck. The lone wolf syndrome has kicked into high gear and there is a pain in me somewhere that I just can't seem to alleviate. I know this will pass, but I'm throwing it out there because I feel myself drifting from some of my brothers here and I'm attempting to get back in the middle of the pack. Don't want this bump in the road to be anything more than that- a bump.

Quit with you.

Peace.

[ERDVM]

Vegas is currently taking no action on Gheyrilla.  The over - under is 36.5 days.  

Hmmm....usually don't like being wrong. But I am this time. Your quit is gaining momentum gorilla and growing more erect every day. Proud to quit with you today.

Vadge 605

[kana]

Day 33

Thank you for helping me out. There is no way I could have gotten this far on my own. And, I'm sure, to continue on, I've got to keep growing this thing. Reaching out to new guys and vets and my peers in Nov13 has been helpful. I'm gonna keep that up cause I'm seeing what happens when you don't. We've been seeing some brothers drop off the radar in our group lately. As a chronic fucking cave dweller I"m not surprised. This quit business is not for the meek, it's not for the lazy and it's certainly not for those who need it. It is for those who WANT it. And I am quitting with those who WANT it. I'm not mad or frightened by those brothers or sisters who cave. There is no reason to fear a caver. They have reminded me of what not to do; of where I never wish to be again. I feel bad for them because they've got to continue to suffer under the deceitful tyranny of addiction. They've believed the lie. The lie of just one more or tomorrow or I've got this thing or insert bullshit reasoning of choice here. I will only ever use that shit again under the guile of a lie. I will not use again on the truth. Well, the problem with a guy like me is that I am forgetful. I've got a built-in fucking forgetter and need to be in contact with KTC and my crew in order to continue to hear the truth. The unity that I am experiencing here, building here with others is truly remarkable. I extend my hand to those who wanna join us in building that and discover what it means to really live.

Peace.

+1 I still can't hardly believe the brotherhood on this site. It's truly incredible actually. But I like what Mookie told me on FB earlier, that a group of men working with a common purpose can achieve great things. I like it. I know there's no way I could've gotten this far without the group. So thankyou all too!

the most important thing to remember is we're all the same. We understand what each other are going through. I told my sister in law when I hit 1 year nic free, her reply - wow that's great, hey where's helen at? Bless her heart she cares, but she doesn't understand. There's a certain breed that can achieve what we're doing, and we all do it together. we celebrate together, we get through the tough times together, this IS a special place. This place saved my life, This is where i belong, this is the ktc brotherhood, and it's my destiny..quit

[Mike from AB]

Day 33

Thank you for helping me out. There is no way I could have gotten this far on my own. And, I'm sure, to continue on, I've got to keep growing this thing. Reaching out to new guys and vets and my peers in Nov13 has been helpful. I'm gonna keep that up cause I'm seeing what happens when you don't. We've been seeing some brothers drop off the radar in our group lately. As a chronic fucking cave dweller I"m not surprised. This quit business is not for the meek, it's not for the lazy and it's certainly not for those who need it. It is for those who WANT it. And I am quitting with those who WANT it. I'm not mad or frightened by those brothers or sisters who cave. There is no reason to fear a caver. They have reminded me of what not to do; of where I never wish to be again. I feel bad for them because they've got to continue to suffer under the deceitful tyranny of addiction. They've believed the lie. The lie of just one more or tomorrow or I've got this thing or insert bullshit reasoning of choice here. I will only ever use that shit again under the guile of a lie. I will not use again on the truth. Well, the problem with a guy like me is that I am forgetful. I've got a built-in fucking forgetter and need to be in contact with KTC and my crew in order to continue to hear the truth. The unity that I am experiencing here, building here with others is truly remarkable. I extend my hand to those who wanna join us in building that and discover what it means to really live.

Peace.

+1 I still can't hardly believe the brotherhood on this site. It's truly incredible actually. But I like what Mookie told me on FB earlier, that a group of men working with a common purpose can achieve great things. I like it. I know there's no way I could've gotten this far without the group. So thankyou all too!

[traumagnet]

Day 33

Thank you for helping me out. There is no way I could have gotten this far on my own. And, I'm sure, to continue on, I've got to keep growing this thing. Reaching out to new guys and vets and my peers in Nov13 has been helpful. I'm gonna keep that up cause I'm seeing what happens when you don't. We've been seeing some brothers drop off the radar in our group lately. As a chronic fucking cave dweller I"m not surprised. This quit business is not for the meek, it's not for the lazy and it's certainly not for those who need it. It is for those who WANT it. And I am quitting with those who WANT it. I'm not mad or frightened by those brothers or sisters who cave. There is no reason to fear a caver. They have reminded me of what not to do; of where I never wish to be again. I feel bad for them because they've got to continue to suffer under the deceitful tyranny of addiction. They've believed the lie. The lie of just one more or tomorrow or I've got this thing or insert bullshit reasoning of choice here. I will only ever use that shit again under the guile of a lie. I will not use again on the truth. Well, the problem with a guy like me is that I am forgetful. I've got a built-in fucking forgetter and need to be in contact with KTC and my crew in order to continue to hear the truth. The unity that I am experiencing here, building here with others is truly remarkable. I extend my hand to those who wanna join us in building that and discover what it means to really live.

Peace.

Some serious quit going on here. :rolleyes:

yes sir this is a good read the realization that dip is nothing more than a pipedream, we thought for years it was necessary now we know it is not. Keep up your guard be vigilant.

[traumagnet]

Vegas is currently taking no action on Gheyrilla.  The over - under is 36.5 days.   'Popcorn'

Gorilla

You're kicking some serious ass and helping out others like a true leader. I just wanted to let you know that I'm taking the OVER +life on your quit.

Keep it up, bro!

Having spoken to Gorilla recently and the fact that he posted day 33 today I can tell you, the brother will continue way past that date. He knows the true definition of quit now.

he has some jackwagin blood in him keep it up bro.

Kickin it.

:ph43r:

I know this gorilla guy you speak of... he is a bada$$ quitter!

No problem vouching for this quitter

He has put in the work taken his lumps has his ears pinned down and his thread entry speaks of the Kool Aid he has ingested. I will quit w this gorilla monsoon EDD.

[srans]

Day 33

Thank you for helping me out. There is no way I could have gotten this far on my own. And, I'm sure, to continue on, I've got to keep growing this thing. Reaching out to new guys and vets and my peers in Nov13 has been helpful. I'm gonna keep that up cause I'm seeing what happens when you don't. We've been seeing some brothers drop off the radar in our group lately. As a chronic fucking cave dweller I"m not surprised. This quit business is not for the meek, it's not for the lazy and it's certainly not for those who need it. It is for those who WANT it. And I am quitting with those who WANT it. I'm not mad or frightened by those brothers or sisters who cave. There is no reason to fear a caver. They have reminded me of what not to do; of where I never wish to be again. I feel bad for them because they've got to continue to suffer under the deceitful tyranny of addiction. They've believed the lie. The lie of just one more or tomorrow or I've got this thing or insert bullshit reasoning of choice here. I will only ever use that shit again under the guile of a lie. I will not use again on the truth. Well, the problem with a guy like me is that I am forgetful. I've got a built-in fucking forgetter and need to be in contact with KTC and my crew in order to continue to hear the truth. The unity that I am experiencing here, building here with others is truly remarkable. I extend my hand to those who wanna join us in building that and discover what it means to really live.

Peace.

Some serious quit going on here. :rolleyes:

[gorilla1]

Day 33

Thank you for helping me out. There is no way I could have gotten this far on my own. And, I'm sure, to continue on, I've got to keep growing this thing. Reaching out to new guys and vets and my peers in Nov13 has been helpful. I'm gonna keep that up cause I'm seeing what happens when you don't. We've been seeing some brothers drop off the radar in our group lately. As a chronic fucking cave dweller I"m not surprised. This quit business is not for the meek, it's not for the lazy and it's certainly not for those who need it. It is for those who WANT it. And I am quitting with those who WANT it. I'm not mad or frightened by those brothers or sisters who cave. There is no reason to fear a caver. They have reminded me of what not to do; of where I never wish to be again. I feel bad for them because they've got to continue to suffer under the deceitful tyranny of addiction. They've believed the lie. The lie of just one more or tomorrow or I've got this thing or insert bullshit reasoning of choice here. I will only ever use that shit again under the guile of a lie. I will not use again on the truth. Well, the problem with a guy like me is that I am forgetful. I've got a built-in fucking forgetter and need to be in contact with KTC and my crew in order to continue to hear the truth. The unity that I am experiencing here, building here with others is truly remarkable. I extend my hand to those who wanna join us in building that and discover what it means to really live.

Peace.

[duathman]

Vegas is currently taking no action on Gheyrilla.  The over - under is 36.5 days.   'Popcorn'

Gorilla

You're kicking some serious ass and helping out others like a true leader. I just wanted to let you know that I'm taking the OVER +life on your quit.

Keep it up, bro!

Having spoken to Gorilla recently and the fact that he posted day 33 today I can tell you, the brother will continue way past that date. He knows the true definition of quit now.

he has some jackwagin blood in him keep it up bro.

Kickin it.

:ph43r:

I know this gorilla guy you speak of... he is a bada$$ quitter!

No problem vouching for this quitter

[Derk40]

Vegas is currently taking no action on Gheyrilla.  The over - under is 36.5 days.   'Popcorn'

Gorilla

You're kicking some serious ass and helping out others like a true leader. I just wanted to let you know that I'm taking the OVER +life on your quit.

Keep it up, bro!

Having spoken to Gorilla recently and the fact that he posted day 33 today I can tell you, the brother will continue way past that date. He knows the true definition of quit now.

he has some jackwagin blood in him keep it up bro.

Kickin it.

:ph43r:

I know this gorilla guy you speak of... he is a bada$$ quitter!

[Evil_Won]

Vegas is currently taking no action on Gheyrilla.  The over - under is 36.5 days.   'Popcorn'

Gorilla

You're kicking some serious ass and helping out others like a true leader. I just wanted to let you know that I'm taking the OVER +life on your quit.

Keep it up, bro!

Having spoken to Gorilla recently and the fact that he posted day 33 today I can tell you, the brother will continue way past that date. He knows the true definition of quit now.

he has some jackwagin blood in him keep it up bro.

Kickin it.

:ph43r: