This one time at band camp

[Evil_Won]

493 is huge and so is my quit wood.  Not a troll in a lonely quit group,  not a bunch of assholes in a new one, not someone lying to us our whole HOF, not anything is gonna stop my quit. Not family, not friends, not work, nothing will make me a Slave to the can again. Not my stress, my weight, my back spasms, not how much I miss rugby, not a professional or collegiate sports team, nothing will make me cave. I am in control of my actions,  and I have quitters I can lean on. In fact, it's an insult to them if I cave and not reach out.

I am quit.

Perfect and well done. Thanks for being here.

Good inspiration here. Next beer is on me.

[Scowick65]

493 is huge and so is my quit wood. Not a troll in a lonely quit group, not a bunch of assholes in a new one, not someone lying to us our whole HOF, not anything is gonna stop my quit. Not family, not friends, not work, nothing will make me a Slave to the can again. Not my stress, my weight, my back spasms, not how much I miss rugby, not a professional or collegiate sports team, nothing will make me cave. I am in control of my actions, and I have quitters I can lean on. In fact, it's an insult to them if I cave and not reach out.

I am quit.

Perfect and well done. Thanks for being here.

[Zak3188]

493 is huge and so is my quit wood. Not a troll in a lonely quit group, not a bunch of assholes in a new one, not someone lying to us our whole HOF, not anything is gonna stop my quit. Not family, not friends, not work, nothing will make me a Slave to the can again. Not my stress, my weight, my back spasms, not how much I miss rugby, not a professional or collegiate sports team, nothing will make me cave. I am in control of my actions, and I have quitters I can lean on. In fact, it's an insult to them if I cave and not reach out.

I am quit.

Blah blah blah shut the fuck up

[Kubiak]

493 is huge and so is my quit wood. Not a troll in a lonely quit group, not a bunch of assholes in a new one, not someone lying to us our whole HOF, not anything is gonna stop my quit. Not family, not friends, not work, nothing will make me a Slave to the can again. Not my stress, my weight, my back spasms, not how much I miss rugby, not a professional or collegiate sports team, nothing will make me cave. I am in control of my actions, and I have quitters I can lean on. In fact, it's an insult to them if I cave and not reach out.

I am quit.

[mich 34]

Prayers work folks! Glen is a 92 year old man that has more tough than all of us combined. He had blood in his stool, a sign of internal bleeding, so he was in intensive care for 2 days and now is back home, stable and stubborn again. Thank you everyone for caring!

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[Kubiak]

Prayers work folks! Glen is a 92 year old man that has more tough than all of us combined. He had blood in his stool, a sign of internal bleeding, so he was in intensive care for 2 days and now is back home, stable and stubborn again. Thank you everyone for caring!

[cdaniels]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit.  Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy.  That's right.  Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure".  I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried.  Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!!  And not covered by insurance (checking on that).  And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!!  Fucking asshole nicotine.  All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs.  I'm so fucking pissed.  Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done.  I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done.  Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

Yup, glad I slept on it. I need to wait a few if I tell her, because my wife's grandma died over the weekend (pneumonia, 70's), her great aunt died yesterday (cancer, 70's), and her grandfather went into intensive care yesterday (internal bleeding, 92 years).

They say bad news comes in threes? Let's hope her grandpa pulls through this. Prayers for him would be appreciated. His name's Glen, until this year he lived in the farmhouse he bought in the 1950's with his wife, they've been married 65 years.

Prayers lifted for you all

Just saw this Kubiak, prayers for you and your family

Prayers for Glen and your biopsy brother Kub! Hang tough and know that we are here for you man.

hi. so sory for all the stress going on now. you have prayers as well. i also have an oral surgen visit this tuesday. a knot in my tongue. i hope and pray for the both of us for a good report. i feel your anxiety. thanks for shareing your worries

[TSNUS]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit.  Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy.  That's right.  Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure".  I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried.  Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!!  And not covered by insurance (checking on that).  And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!!  Fucking asshole nicotine.  All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs.  I'm so fucking pissed.  Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done.  I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done.  Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

Yup, glad I slept on it. I need to wait a few if I tell her, because my wife's grandma died over the weekend (pneumonia, 70's), her great aunt died yesterday (cancer, 70's), and her grandfather went into intensive care yesterday (internal bleeding, 92 years).

They say bad news comes in threes? Let's hope her grandpa pulls through this. Prayers for him would be appreciated. His name's Glen, until this year he lived in the farmhouse he bought in the 1950's with his wife, they've been married 65 years.

Prayers lifted for you all

Just saw this Kubiak, prayers for you and your family

Prayers for Glen and your biopsy brother Kub! Hang tough and know that we are here for you man.

[mich 34]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit.  Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy.  That's right.  Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure".  I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried.  Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!!  And not covered by insurance (checking on that).  And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!!  Fucking asshole nicotine.  All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs.  I'm so fucking pissed.  Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done.  I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done.  Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

Yup, glad I slept on it. I need to wait a few if I tell her, because my wife's grandma died over the weekend (pneumonia, 70's), her great aunt died yesterday (cancer, 70's), and her grandfather went into intensive care yesterday (internal bleeding, 92 years).

They say bad news comes in threes? Let's hope her grandpa pulls through this. Prayers for him would be appreciated. His name's Glen, until this year he lived in the farmhouse he bought in the 1950's with his wife, they've been married 65 years.

Prayers lifted for you all

Just saw this Kubiak, prayers for you and your family

[30yraddict]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit.  Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy.  That's right.  Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure".  I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried.  Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!!  And not covered by insurance (checking on that).  And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!!  Fucking asshole nicotine.  All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs.  I'm so fucking pissed.  Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done.  I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done.  Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

Yup, glad I slept on it. I need to wait a few if I tell her, because my wife's grandma died over the weekend (pneumonia, 70's), her great aunt died yesterday (cancer, 70's), and her grandfather went into intensive care yesterday (internal bleeding, 92 years).

They say bad news comes in threes? Let's hope her grandpa pulls through this. Prayers for him would be appreciated. His name's Glen, until this year he lived in the farmhouse he bought in the 1950's with his wife, they've been married 65 years.

Prayers lifted for you all

[Kubiak]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit.  Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy.  That's right.  Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure".  I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried.  Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!!  And not covered by insurance (checking on that).  And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!!  Fucking asshole nicotine.  All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs.  I'm so fucking pissed.  Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done.  I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done.  Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

Yup, glad I slept on it. I need to wait a few if I tell her, because my wife's grandma died over the weekend (pneumonia, 70's), her great aunt died yesterday (cancer, 70's), and her grandfather went into intensive care yesterday (internal bleeding, 92 years).

They say bad news comes in threes? Let's hope her grandpa pulls through this. Prayers for him would be appreciated. His name's Glen, until this year he lived in the farmhouse he bought in the 1950's with his wife, they've been married 65 years.

[kana]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit. Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy. That's right. Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure". I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried. Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!! And not covered by insurance (checking on that). And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!! Fucking asshole nicotine. All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs. I'm so fucking pissed. Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done. I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done. Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

with you brother.. between the dentist and the dip cost me a effin fortune. Not to mention the wife's teeth too. I will be thinking about you pray that the visit goes well. main thing is you're in there and doing something about it, and you're quit. I personally would wait to tell her, but that's just my opinion. If everything is ok like we all want then you'll save her some stress.. stay strong brother, and yes I ALWAYS make a better decision after sleeping on it...peace

[Kubiak]

How I posted January 16th on my intro page but wrote January 10th on my calendar is beyond me... I can only blame the fog of quit. Speaking of which, I can only blame my rash of recent crazy posts on the nervousness of today's appointment with the periodontist, because since I showed up at the dentist last Thursday all worked up in a lather and being told it was "next wednesday", I've had to get nervous for this fucking thing twice!!

So bottom line is... 4 gum grafts, two on each side right where I put those little soul-sucking parasite devils, and one biopsy. That's right. Now this doctor said it looked "better in there" than what the dentist described, that my tongue looked ok, but on the inside cheek there was a white spot that was worrisome, that he thinks is ok but "we should get it checked out just to be sure". I specifically asked if the biopsy is because he saw something or if it's my history of chewing tobacco use, and he said it's because of the tobacco use, that we should make sure it's nothing, that if I didn't have the tobacco use he wouldn't be worried. Well saying sure let's do it is easy, but that fucker's $500!! And not covered by insurance (checking on that). And the gum grafts are another $2,300!!! Fucking asshole nicotine. All that goddamn savings $4/day for 171 days pays for the biopsy and I have another couple of years to recognize the graft costs. I'm so fucking pissed. Sure cut my mouth up and patch my gum at my tooth, that's fine, but now the bitch is gonna have my wife worried about cancer until the biopsy is done. I'm debating if I should go it alone and not tell her until we get the test done. Like all well made decisions, I will be sleeping on it.

Kubiak Out.

[tarpon17]

OK I have to get a few things off my chest, and then I'm gonna try to be productive today for a change.  It's been a rough week in quittersville, not that my quit is struggling, just the things that go along with being quit.

Dentist yesterday.  My last visit in 2009 was the last time I was quit.  I got abused by the dentist lady about chew so I never went back.  This time new lady, but I can't believe her dumb ass aked me questions about HOW LONG DID YOU USE CHEWING TOBACCO right in front of my 9 year old.  No fucking way lady.  Then she goes on to tell me I need a referral for some questionable spots on the back left side of my tongue and the inside of my right cheek.  WHERE DID YOU PUT THE CHEWING TOBACCO MOST FREQUENTLY?  I swear I almost grabbed her by the throat.  I just mumbled "I'm not gonna get into that right now can we move on". She finally got the hint, and then told me that the referral is mostly precautionary, that she's not an expert, bla bla bla.  January 16th I'll see the expert.

November 2012 needs a fresh start.  We never voted on being called cuntface, it just kinda grew on us, so I feel that if we all vote on a new name, that would help.  Personally I feel that Cuntface is far too self-deprecating for the badass quitters we have, but if the group votes for cuntface, then i'll be a cuntface.  I supported The Caver's shenanigans without the benefit of foresight, but from the start it was a
test of boundaries.  At some point, if all the boundaries are pushed, then there's nothing left and it's not a quit group.  This KTC that we all rely on is about quitting tobacco period. 

Weird week.  Regardless of anything, whether it be something in my mouth or some asshole caver that wants to hold my quit and my support hostage with threats of suicide, NEVER AGAIN FOR ANY REASON.

Those last 5 words sum it up perfectly kub. I know what you mean November has been weird as fuck but the real quitters know who they are.

Dentist appointment for me after I quit was scary as hell but I took the guys word that everything was good. You'll be fine bro. Keep quitting like you know and love!

I wouldn't say Cuntface "grew on your group." I'd say it was forced on your group.

You guys and ladies need to find your own identity. I don't think your previous ruler permitted such free thinking. If it were me, I'd wipe the whole slate clean starting with that "fancy" roll page.

I think you hit the nail on the head right there coach

NAFAR Quit with you Brother Kubiak!! 'bang head'

NAFAR! I like it, carry on bad asses

[tarpon17]

Anyone notice someone dipping just by the smell? The smell is so fucking strong. Is it just my addict nose, or did everyone else smell that shit when I was ninja dipping? Thought of the day on day 151.

my father in laws wg rooster shit across the room. nasty