Thanks for checking in on me WorktoWin, Srans, CleanFuel, and Ryan.
I didn't see an offer of numbers, though no reason I can't ask in PM, but y'all seem like you can help anybody through any trouble. I know I'm in good company with guys here for sure. This forum is great for reaching out, I still can't believe the support/help that guys offer total strangers on here.
Not sure I'm so young though at 38. Starting to get old feel old well it's better to quit now while I still have that choice otherwise what, do I have another 2, 5, 10 years? Who knows. But do I want to find out the hard way? Nope.
SO thanks again for the mindsets votes of confidence. Yall did do this, so far whether I thought I would or not, i am doing it. Rough day but it can only get better from here.
Thanks again guys, really appreciate it!