Nicotine, I Hate You

[srans]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head.� None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip.� Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away.� I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years.� Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc.� I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today.� I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take.� I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program.� It is a fact!� Done wasting energy on you.

Sixer... Breathe. Breathe.

We say it will get better because we are asking you to trust us. There is no magical day this will happen. It just will. It is gonna suck until it doesn't and then it won't. These words are so true.

The most important thing you can do right now is just worry about TODAY and staying quit TODAY. You can do this. Don't get ahead of yourself.

Remember this. You are 39 days quit. You are winning. You are owning your quit. You are not a slave today. Keep at it!

Listen to Derk, sixer. 39 days is a mere blip. You poisoned yourself for how many years? It will get better!!! I'm day 162 after 23 years of poisoning myself and feeling pretty damn good. It didn't happen overnight but I feel 100 times better than I did on day 39. Keep quittin badass style.

Because you came on here and posted this means you are winning. The Nic Bitch is crafty and her sultry words seem to be bouncing off of you. I remember during some of my "stops" before that I would hear those same words that you are thinking. I began to gain weight and actually convinced myself that if dipping kept me from getting heart disease that it was worth it. WTF was I thinking? Yes quitting is hard as hell but in the end it is so damn worth it. I am only 3 days ahead of you and still get the "urge" every now and then. Is will get easier. Each persons reaction is different. Stay strong and you will overcome these feelings. Keep it one day at a time and the main person you need to worry about is YOU.

That a boy 6r! Barf that shit out of your head. You are winning. Keep drinking the Kool-aid. It is already better...the nic bitch just keeps telling you that it isn't. You are 39 days quit! That is huge!
Just mind games dude.
PM me if you need anything and keep using this to rant, if you need!
Quit on.

Great job sixer. That first funk sucks. I remember thinking,, what is going on? I've never experienced anxiety and depression until quitting. It gave me a whole new perspective on life. Now I know a little of what people with depression and anxiety go through. My wife actually deals with anxiety regularly. Now I'm able to help her through it with a little more of an understanding of what she's going through.

It will pass sixer. You'll go through these once in a while. They will become few and farther between as your quit becomes stronger. Your doing it man. Keep racking up them days. ODAAT and NAFAR

[Doc Chewfree]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head.  None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip.  Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away.  I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years.  Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc.  I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today.  I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take.  I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program.  It is a fact!  Done wasting energy on you.

Sixer... Breathe. Breathe.

We say it will get better because we are asking you to trust us. There is no magical day this will happen. It just will. It is gonna suck until it doesn't and then it won't. These words are so true.

The most important thing you can do right now is just worry about TODAY and staying quit TODAY. You can do this. Don't get ahead of yourself.

Remember this. You are 39 days quit. You are winning. You are owning your quit. You are not a slave today. Keep at it!

Listen to Derk, sixer. 39 days is a mere blip. You poisoned yourself for how many years? It will get better!!! I'm day 162 after 23 years of poisoning myself and feeling pretty damn good. It didn't happen overnight but I feel 100 times better than I did on day 39. Keep quittin badass style.

Because you came on here and posted this means you are winning. The Nic Bitch is crafty and her sultry words seem to be bouncing off of you. I remember during some of my "stops" before that I would hear those same words that you are thinking. I began to gain weight and actually convinced myself that if dipping kept me from getting heart disease that it was worth it. WTF was I thinking? Yes quitting is hard as hell but in the end it is so damn worth it. I am only 3 days ahead of you and still get the "urge" every now and then. Is will get easier. Each persons reaction is different. Stay strong and you will overcome these feelings. Keep it one day at a time and the main person you need to worry about is YOU.

That a boy 6r! Barf that shit out of your head. You are winning. Keep drinking the Kool-aid. It is already better...the nic bitch just keeps telling you that it isn't. You are 39 days quit! That is huge!
Just mind games dude.
PM me if you need anything and keep using this to rant, if you need!
Quit on.

[Raider]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head.  None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip.  Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away.  I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years.  Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc.  I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today.  I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take.  I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program.  It is a fact!  Done wasting energy on you.

Sixer... Breathe. Breathe.

We say it will get better because we are asking you to trust us. There is no magical day this will happen. It just will. It is gonna suck until it doesn't and then it won't. These words are so true.

The most important thing you can do right now is just worry about TODAY and staying quit TODAY. You can do this. Don't get ahead of yourself.

Remember this. You are 39 days quit. You are winning. You are owning your quit. You are not a slave today. Keep at it!

Listen to Derk, sixer. 39 days is a mere blip. You poisoned yourself for how many years? It will get better!!! I'm day 162 after 23 years of poisoning myself and feeling pretty damn good. It didn't happen overnight but I feel 100 times better than I did on day 39. Keep quittin badass style.

Because you came on here and posted this means you are winning. The Nic Bitch is crafty and her sultry words seem to be bouncing off of you. I remember during some of my "stops" before that I would hear those same words that you are thinking. I began to gain weight and actually convinced myself that if dipping kept me from getting heart disease that it was worth it. WTF was I thinking? Yes quitting is hard as hell but in the end it is so damn worth it. I am only 3 days ahead of you and still get the "urge" every now and then. Is will get easier. Each persons reaction is different. Stay strong and you will overcome these feelings. Keep it one day at a time and the main person you need to worry about is YOU.

[Grizzlyhasclaws]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head.  None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip.  Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away.  I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years.  Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc.  I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today.  I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take.  I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program.  It is a fact!  Done wasting energy on you.

Sixer... Breathe. Breathe.

We say it will get better because we are asking you to trust us. There is no magical day this will happen. It just will. It is gonna suck until it doesn't and then it won't. These words are so true.

The most important thing you can do right now is just worry about TODAY and staying quit TODAY. You can do this. Don't get ahead of yourself.

Remember this. You are 39 days quit. You are winning. You are owning your quit. You are not a slave today. Keep at it!

Listen to Derk, sixer. 39 days is a mere blip. You poisoned yourself for how many years? It will get better!!! I'm day 162 after 23 years of poisoning myself and feeling pretty damn good. It didn't happen overnight but I feel 100 times better than I did on day 39. Keep quittin badass style.

[Derk40]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head. None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip. Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away. I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years. Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc. I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today. I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take. I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program. It is a fact! Done wasting energy on you.

Sixer... Breathe. Breathe.

We say it will get better because we are asking you to trust us. There is no magical day this will happen. It just will. It is gonna suck until it doesn't and then it won't. These words are so true.

The most important thing you can do right now is just worry about TODAY and staying quit TODAY. You can do this. Don't get ahead of yourself.

Remember this. You are 39 days quit. You are winning. You are owning your quit. You are not a slave today. Keep at it!

[sixercountry]

(Disclaimer: I recognize that everything I am about to say is not my true thoughts and just addict speak. I am not blaming anyone for the position I have placed myself. It is all my doing.)

Today is 39 days. Another funk is upon me. The funks seem to last 4-5 days and I am only on day 3. I have a lot of thoughts running through my head. None of these thoughts and urges have been strong enough to put me inside a car on my way to buy a tin of dip. Here is goes with some of the ridiculous things I have been thinking:
"All these fuckers have said it gets easier. This is all I hear over and over again. It does not get easier!!! On the 39th day it has consumed my thoughts. I have thought that I am just meant to die earlier than others, if dip actually causes death like many say. I would rather live another 20 years happily than 40 miserable because these urges do not seem like they will ever go away. I am only 33 years old. These people on this site are much older than me and have been dipping many more years. Even if I dipped and continued to dip, I still have many years to catch up to many people that I know. I can afford to still dip for a few more years until I am ready to quit. I am sick of seeds, gum, chatrooms, forums, typing the url for this fuckin website, fighting back against this bullshit every day, etc. I am sick of going to the gym, doing pushups, going running, and every other stress reliever/mind occupier that I have tried over the past 5 weeks. I am fuckin tired of everything."
I am sitting here gathering the thoughts I have collected throughout the day today. I actually can say most days are easier. I can also say that no one knows when their time is up. The next dip could be the end for me or it could take 20 years. This is not a chance I am willing to take. I have heard the "slave" thing over and over but never fully understood it until now. For 39 days, I have not given in for 3 reasons. 1) The site and the people I have became friends with that I have made promises to 2) myself 3) I do not want to be a slave. I know if i were to go back, I would just be prolonging the never ending feeling of craving that next dip and being a whore to that pimp nic......I need to get it together and do it quick. Maybe I feel this way because I am having a pity party for myself and feeling bad for how I feel, I dont know. I do know I am stronger than I am acting and need to man up.




I am sorry for some of my language in the forums but some of these weak ass quitters (very few) just piss me the fuck off. I have no time for them. They say, "take what you want from the site, leave the rest". I am leaving these people that think this shit is a joke and I am taking the rest of you. I will save 1 WG, wedge KO, PP, SLUG, West, Bronc, Brad, Tls, Lk, Maino, Braves, 224, sport, bird, mark, and the rest of you fuckers that I forgot over 10 of you soft ass excuse making cavers. You will be here for another 20 days or 110 days but you will cave again unless you buy in to the program. It is a fact! Done wasting energy on you.

[Mthomas3824]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer.  It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it.  I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

Nice way to own your quit. Show that NB the door!

Good news bro. I'm glad it worked out.

Way to go bro.

congrats on making it through...glad you had a good time without the nic bitch.

Props 6r

Looks like you are taking the road to freedom and have the right mindset. Nice resolve.

[Doc Chewfree]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer.  It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it.  I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

Nice way to own your quit. Show that NB the door!

Good news bro. I'm glad it worked out.

Way to go bro.

congrats on making it through...glad you had a good time without the nic bitch.

Props 6r

[jayd41]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer.  It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it.  I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

Nice way to own your quit. Show that NB the door!

Good news bro. I'm glad it worked out.

Way to go bro.

congrats on making it through...glad you had a good time without the nic bitch.

[Nolaq]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer.  It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it.  I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

Nice way to own your quit. Show that NB the door!

Good news bro. I'm glad it worked out.

Way to go bro.

[slug.go]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer.  It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it.  I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

Nice way to own your quit. Show that NB the door!

[Pinched]

Well done, you seem to have taken the advice well. Congrats and you are spot on beer is much better when full flavored.

[MonsterMedic]

If you're able to enjoy a beer, or several, have at it. The fact that it's even more enjoyable now that your taste buds aren't being destroyed by dip is awesome!

[Mogul]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer. It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it. I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out

Cheers bro. You protect that quit like that, and you will never regret a beer or 5.

[sixercountry]

I don't want other quitters jumping into using alcohol right away after reading this intro post. I want you to remember that I thought about last night for 30 straight days. I prepared myself for this day for a long time. It definitely effected the outcome.
Last night I walked into the bar and ordered a beer. It had been 30 days since having a sip of alcohol. The last time I had a beer, my taste buds were shot to shit from dip and cigarettes. I had the best sip of beer last night in over ten years. The taste was fantastic and something I did not remember. I drank the first beer and the following 5 like they had a nipple on it. I guarded my quit almost too cautiously. I refused to allow myself to pack anything more than a buzz in fear that I would hinder my resolve. I was so excited when I got home. I posted roll for the following day and exchanged texts with some quitters. I am using last night as a stepping stone. This is all a work in progress and I refuse to let my guard down. Day 28 today. One month. Thank you everyone. out