Wow.... Just..... Wow! Thanks! 500 days later and I can promise you, if it were not for all of you that have supported me I never would have made it. I'm an addict, I always will be, I've learned to except that. There's no magic number! There's no cure, I'm weak without ktc family. With them I will continue to defeat this awful addiction that has taken way to much of my life away. How can anyone say there stopping after they reach a 100 days. Damn I still battle this shit nearly everyday! I think some chest pumpers are to full of themselves to admit they can't make it alone. I'm not saying everyone that stops posting will fail but I'm willing to bet that the majority will! I've battle this demon with help. I could have never made it alone. I will continue posting until I'm cured. A special shout out to chewie and all the badasses that invented KTC! My life has done a complete 180! Yes I've finally, after 38 years have started to figure out what normal is. It took me forever to even like myself. I don't hide behind a can no more, I'm the man that I've always wanted to be and damn proud of it. I'm really writing my hof that I've never wrote. There's a numerous amount of men and women on here that I truly respect and would drive to your house tomorrow. I've watched several guy's struggle with different things. Some survived because they ask for help and they wanted to. Others failed because they were to proud to ask for help or they knew all the answers and some just gave up. If one thing I've learned in my 52 years here on God's beautiful earth is, To be thankful everyday for what I have and not grip about what I don't. I've truly grown to love ( that's right love not in a ghey way GA and DD) alot of my KTC family because I feel like I know them and have only met a couple but we talk more than I do with my real family. I could continue writing a whole bunch more because I'm so humbled and honored to be a part of KTC! As for my brothers Teray, kdip and trauma you guys are on mind everyday and prayers are sent constantly, some of the strongest men I know and not once have I ever heard you complain. Damn.....just...... Damn! Thanks again, I will see you all on roll tomorrow unless, I'm called home! Quit on!
