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Offline Sgt12

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #82 on: November 08, 2013, 03:18:00 AM »
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My four year old son told me the other day, when he grows up he wants to "eat copenhagen like daddy"..... that's unacceptable, so I am quitting not only for myself but for my kids as well. It's just time.
REMEMBER WRITING THAT? Can you hear your little boy still saying that? IF YOU DON'T STOP BEING A PUSSY, HE MIGHT GET HIS WISH!

The cycle ends with you NOW. Kill that addiction chain so your son does not have to live it.

If not, you're nothing more than a coward.
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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #81 on: November 08, 2013, 03:16:00 AM »
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No Excuses man.. we all get tested with our quit, shit `2 weekends ago i was at my buddys cabin in the mountains going wheelin and dirt biking, you think i didnt want a dip then? or this last weekend when me and my buds had a get together and drank coors all night? they all smoke marlboros and dip grizz... you think i didnt want a dip then? your cave is bullshit man. you gotta show some resolve.. show that you are stronger than your addiction... prove to yourself that you can say no to those irritating urges you get.. i dont know about you man but each day im quit i know not only myself, but my wife is proud that her husband is showing strength against the demon that held him down for years. shes proud of me because i chose a life with her and my daughter over a early nap in a casket and a can of dip..  whats more important to you?

For the sake of you... quit with us again and dont take the pussy way out
There's that, and then there is also the people who have lost loved ones and went through divorces in the midst of their quits, and they had the testicular fortitude to say, "I'M NOT CAVING."

1 problem + nicotine = 2 problems. You caved. It sucks but it happened. Be done with that and get back up rather than giving up altogether. Your head is not right? JOIN THE CLUB. The fog hits even at day 50. The craves are still here for me but my resolve and strength get better each and every day and doing it the KTC way is my quit's salvation. Obviously, you don't want it enough -- it has NOTHING to do with your head not being in the 'right place.'

Weak, weak, weak ass stuff, Picker. I thought you had what it took. I guess I was dead wrong on that one. Enjoy stuffing your face with death. We'll be here should you ever choose to come back and MAN up.
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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #80 on: November 07, 2013, 05:37:00 PM »
No Excuses man.. we all get tested with our quit, shit `2 weekends ago i was at my buddys cabin in the mountains going wheelin and dirt biking, you think i didnt want a dip then? or this last weekend when me and my buds had a get together and drank coors all night? they all smoke marlboros and dip grizz... you think i didnt want a dip then? your cave is bullshit man. you gotta show some resolve.. show that you are stronger than your addiction... prove to yourself that you can say no to those irritating urges you get.. i dont know about you man but each day im quit i know not only myself, but my wife is proud that her husband is showing strength against the demon that held him down for years. shes proud of me because i chose a life with her and my daughter over a early nap in a casket and a can of dip.. whats more important to you?

For the sake of you... quit with us again and dont take the pussy way out
Grizzly Long Cut Wintergreen 5 yrs quit that shit 10/21/2013

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #79 on: November 07, 2013, 12:58:00 PM »
Sign here, Picker.

I give up my quit. Quitting is impossible and I cannot do it. I love dipping more than I love myself. I care about dipping more than I care about my personal health. I love dipping more than I love my family. I know this addiction will kill me, and I ACCEPT that fact. I enjoy spending time alone with my can more than I enjoy spending time with anyone else on the planet. I look forward to losing my jaw, my tongue, my throat, my life – it’s worth it. When I am lying in my hospital bed fighting a losing battle against cancer I will feel a sense of satisfaction knowing that this is the path I CHOSE. My only regret will be that I didn’t start dipping earlier in life. I will feel sorrow for my family’s heartbreak and suffer untold pain, but I know you must sacrifice for the things you truly love.

I know ALL the consequences of my actions and I accept them fully and without regret. I hereby choose to give my life to this addiction – I do so with a smile on face.

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #78 on: November 07, 2013, 02:51:00 AM »
You LIAR!! Not only did you lie all the people in your quit group but you lied to yourself. You can take your half-assed apology and shove it straight up your ass. " I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... " What kind of bullshit is that? Weak. May the chains of slavery rest lite upon your shoulders
EMBRACE THE SUCK

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Offline Grizzfall

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #77 on: November 06, 2013, 08:13:00 PM »
Picker,
Damn it, you came in with such commitment to quitting. I read what you post and so do others. Yes, i also liked to smoke and dip. For short periods i could exchange one method of nicotine addmission for another...but i always dipped in the end. You're using smoking as a NRT to cover up how absolutely fucked your head is. I came here hating myself for how useless i was 7 days into quitting. When you are paralayzed by anxiety, curled up in ball on the couch, you have nothing. I wasnt worried about "getting my head straight," i was worried about surviving the next ten seconds.
Give it some thought. My impression is that you are not comfortable with the weakness and vulnerability quitting brings. Endure it, because the reward is strength and personal fortitude. Buckle down and get back into it. I will be here.
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Offline srans

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #76 on: November 06, 2013, 12:03:00 PM »
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Quote from: Picker.of.Strings
Last night was tough! had the kids out for trick-or-treat. My neighborhood gets crazy for halloween. My wife and I had a bunch of friends over with their kids and many of our friends smoke. I had a really hard time not smoking. Honestly, I really think the only reason i did not smoke a cigarette was because i had posted roll yesterday morning.

I quit smoking and dipping at the same time and haven't craved cigarettes at all... only dip. until yesterday. Anyway Thanks to this site and the promise I made to myself and the Nic Killers yesterday I did not cave and I feel great today.
Guess this was some bullshit...
Must have met up with them friends again. Always easier to follow then lead. Just thinking of being around a room full of smokers makes me want to gag. Smoking and spitting,,, which one is worse? They both have slavery and death in their future,, why not do both!?!?! At least this way your end could be several differenift ways.

Think about it picker... You weren't meant to be lead around by a can or paper filled with poison.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #75 on: November 06, 2013, 11:48:00 AM »
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Last night was tough! had the kids out for trick-or-treat. My neighborhood gets crazy for halloween. My wife and I had a bunch of friends over with their kids and many of our friends smoke. I had a really hard time not smoking. Honestly, I really think the only reason i did not smoke a cigarette was because i had posted roll yesterday morning.

I quit smoking and dipping at the same time and haven't craved cigarettes at all... only dip. until yesterday. Anyway Thanks to this site and the promise I made to myself and the Nic Killers yesterday I did not cave and I feel great today.
Guess this was some bullshit...
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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #74 on: November 06, 2013, 11:34:00 AM »
Quote from: 30isEnuff
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: Picker.of.Strings
I caved. I felt I owed to ya'll to let you know where I've been. Last weekend, I caved and I've been smoking again since. No excuses. I want to thank those of you who've texted and PM'd me to check-up, I appreciate your concern. I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... I wish all of you the best, and good luck.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Ok, so you caved. That is weak as FUCK, but you know the drill. Answer the 3 questions and get back to it.

If I am reading this right, you are saying that you are going to continue smoking until you get your head out of your ass? From the sounds of it your head is coming out or your dick hole.

If that's the case...nice knowing you. Pussy. I've heard that one before.

I'll let the guys from your quit group coddle you or throttle you.

Best of LUCK to you.
You've been dipping 24 years.
Remember you had the chance here at KTC.
When you're on your cancer bed with not much life left..then it will be too late.
One is too many, 10,000 is never enuff.
I'm gonna outlive you because I drink the KTC koolaid daily.
The choice is mine and I choose to live quit.
It's yours too, all yours.
Picker, if your mind isn't right, get it right. Figure out why you caved. What tools are here that you weren't using. Get your ass back up and answer those questions.

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #73 on: November 06, 2013, 11:27:00 AM »
Quote from: Diesel2112
Quote from: Picker.of.Strings
I caved. I felt I owed to ya'll to let you know where I've been. Last weekend, I caved and I've been smoking again since. No excuses. I want to thank those of you who've texted and PM'd me to check-up, I appreciate your concern. I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... I wish all of you the best, and good luck.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Ok, so you caved. That is weak as FUCK, but you know the drill. Answer the 3 questions and get back to it.

If I am reading this right, you are saying that you are going to continue smoking until you get your head out of your ass? From the sounds of it your head is coming out or your dick hole.

If that's the case...nice knowing you. Pussy. I've heard that one before.

I'll let the guys from your quit group coddle you or throttle you.

Best of LUCK to you.
You've been dipping 24 years.
Remember you had the chance here at KTC.
When you're on your cancer bed with not much life left..then it will be too late.
One is too many, 10,000 is never enuff.
I'm gonna outlive you because I drink the KTC koolaid daily.
The choice is mine and I choose to live quit.
It's yours too, all yours.
Keeping my jaw and tongue...I like them.
It's poison I tell ya, You wouldn't drink Liquid Drano, would ya?

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #72 on: November 06, 2013, 09:55:00 AM »
Quote from: Picker.of.Strings
I caved. I felt I owed to ya'll to let you know where I've been. Last weekend, I caved and I've been smoking again since. No excuses. I want to thank those of you who've texted and PM'd me to check-up, I appreciate your concern. I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... I wish all of you the best, and good luck.
WHAT THE FUCK!!!

Ok, so you caved. That is weak as FUCK, but you know the drill. Answer the 3 questions and get back to it.

If I am reading this right, you are saying that you are going to continue smoking until you get your head out of your ass? From the sounds of it your head is coming out or your dick hole.

If that's the case...nice knowing you. Pussy. I've heard that one before.

I'll let the guys from your quit group coddle you or throttle you.

Best of LUCK to you.
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #71 on: November 06, 2013, 09:49:00 AM »
Quote from: Picker.of.Strings
I caved. I felt I owed to ya'll to let you know where I've been. Last weekend, I caved and I've been smoking again since. No excuses. I want to thank those of you who've texted and PM'd me to check-up, I appreciate your concern. I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... I wish all of you the best, and good luck.
It sounds to me like your apologizing. For what? I thank you for your cave. It showed me how easily i can be bound chained and gagged once again. I don't need your luck,, I'll stick to posting roll and keeping my word. Enjoy suckling with the poison, I'll enjoy my freedom.
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The poison sucks. I hate it. I hated it this morning, I hated it at noon, I hated it at supper and I hate it tonight. I enjoy hating it so much I'm going to wake up tomorrow and start over hating it. I quit with anyone that wants to hate it with me.

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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #70 on: November 06, 2013, 09:26:00 AM »
I caved. I felt I owed to ya'll to let you know where I've been. Last weekend, I caved and I've been smoking again since. No excuses. I want to thank those of you who've texted and PM'd me to check-up, I appreciate your concern. I will get my head out of my ass shortly but right now my heads just not right.... I wish all of you the best, and good luck.
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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #69 on: November 03, 2013, 07:39:00 AM »
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Last night was tough! had the kids out for trick-or-treat. My neighborhood gets crazy for halloween. My wife and I had a bunch of friends over with their kids and many of our friends smoke. I had a really hard time not smoking. Honestly, I really think the only reason i did not smoke a cigarette was because i had posted roll yesterday morning.

I quit smoking and dipping at the same time and haven't craved cigarettes at all... only dip. until yesterday. Anyway Thanks to this site and the promise I made to myself and the Nic Killers yesterday I did not cave and I feel great today.
Great job, man... There is so much power in posting roll and keeping our word.

Quit on.
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Re: Pretty F'n Scary!
« Reply #68 on: November 01, 2013, 08:56:00 AM »
Last night was tough! had the kids out for trick-or-treat. My neighborhood gets crazy for halloween. My wife and I had a bunch of friends over with their kids and many of our friends smoke. I had a really hard time not smoking. Honestly, I really think the only reason i did not smoke a cigarette was because i had posted roll yesterday morning.

I quit smoking and dipping at the same time and haven't craved cigarettes at all... only dip. until yesterday. Anyway Thanks to this site and the promise I made to myself and the Nic Killers yesterday I did not cave and I feel great today.
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