Hello everyone. I am new so if I do not post in the right section... I apologize. To give a little background about myself...
I have chewed Skoal then Red Seal for a combined 20 years anywhere from 1/2 can to 1 1/2 can per day. My family wanted me to quit, asked me quit and even annoyed me with reminding me to quit. I never had that desire to quit. Honestly, just never wanted to. Then this past Saturday, my 13 year old son woke me up to go turkey hunting. I woke up, did my normal routine went about my business and prior to getting in the truck, I realized I didn't put my chew in as I normally do every morning. I said to myself, "Hey, I've already gone an hour, I wonder if I can go two". Before I knew it, cough drops, candy, gum and seeds have taken over and it is now Monday and no chew. I went and bought a can of Smokey Mountain.
Is what is odd is, within 5 minutes of waking up each day, I have a chew. Then literally the only time through the day I don't have a chew is when I am eating. It was really, really bad. I didn't make a concious decision to quit... I just got on this road by challenging myself 1 hour at a time. Now I am on my third day, yes I'm ready to scream. Yes I have two unopened cans in my truck. One I even opened and smelled the snuff but I know I can do it. I was getting a really bad craving but I started typing and it seems to be going away. Has anyone else just kinda fell into quitting like I did or am I just a wierd one? Oh, the other reason I am wanting to stay quit is I treated my family like crap over the weekend. They did not know I was quittting. I figured since I was a royal jerk and it has been 3 days... I might as well stay quit. but I will admit it sucks and I really dont know if I can do it.
Sorry for the ramble, this just helped me. cant explain it but it just helped.