Carlen, I will ask again (BTW, I already know the answer). How many times have you caved while using killthecan?
I ask this seriously because, at this point in time, I do not believe that killthecan is the solution for you. It hasn't worked for you in the past, and I seriously doubt this website will help you quit this time. It would be nice if you actually quit this time, but there are serious concerns that you don't understand this program. You weren't able to abide by the protocol for some reason on your previous attempts here. Is there something that is not clicking? Have you read the welcome center thoroughly? Do you understand how this program works? If not, please take the time to learn and truly digest the KTC philosophy.
Also, after your repeated failures here at KTC. The fact that you won't seriously answer the three questions and take some time to evaluate yourself is insulting to those of us who do take our quits seriously. It's also probably extremely self-defeating for you. I implore you to look deeply at yourself, look deeply how the KTC system works, and ask yourself if you are truly up for it. From where I stand I do not think you are up for it. Granted, I only have your repeated past failures as evidence with which to base this on. The fact that you have yet to thoroughly examine the reasons for your past repeated failures, and additionally not appearing to really take a moment to think about how you will be doing it differently this time, leads me to believe that you are destined for another failed quit attempt.
Please drop the attitude and get serious. It's quit or early death. Your choice.