day zero - tired of the lies

[nebraskadad58]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick  before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains.   'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

YES. It is normal for quitters to have that shit. You are NOT ALONE. Hell I'm 4 days from a year and still get some anxiety. I'll take it over cancer and being controlled by the nic bitch any day of the week. I does get better though, I'm not trying to scare you by any means. Just being honest.

Keep on fighting. And keep everything in ONE intro. It's cooler to look back on ALL this shit one day when it's under one roof, sort of speak. (I also did this when I first quit, had like 4 intros going).

yea.,

I didn't think about the Intro thing.

Just needed to vent the fucking anxiety. mild ear ache in my head is morphed into jaw cancer probably just the fucking pollen and normal spring sinus infection.. any one else play that head game?

Feeling a little paranoid crazy right now about it .. Not about the quit but the result of my usage.

My normal dental appt is 3 month away. I have always been religious about it. and things have been good on that..


I can handle the nic dreams. just want the fear and anxiety (and minor aches to disappear)

Yes. I can. I did the same shit. Everytime I'd have a stomach ache, a cold, the flu, bit my tongue, had a canker sore, etc...every day normal shit, I blamed it on my quit and thought I was dieing, which caused me mass quantities of anxiety.

Dont do the same. Its a fucking waste and will cause you useless anxiety that will only make things worse.

I'm no doctor but i can almost guarantee you are fine. Make an appointment to get a physical, push up your dental appointment date for piece of mind if you wish.

I know from experience this is WAAAAAY easier said than done, but don't let the nic bitch play head games with you.

Hang tough bro. Youre in a fucking war. Keep battling.

Thanks All!!
the fucking game, I will see my doc as planned anyway b4 vacation and dentist /hygenist at 6 months when the phucking insurance will pay again.

[Bean]

Diesel is right. Dip dreams, anxiety, paranoia...all normal and expected. Here's what to do...TURN the TABLES on the Nic Bitch and EMBRACE her bullshit! See these antics for what they are...signs you are winning!!!

In the very early days, minutes are indistiguishable. The Fog runs together in a caucophony of suck. But after a couple of weeks or months, it is difficult to measure the progress...Day 17 or 39 or whatever...all starts to sorta feels the same.

So, thankfully, the Nic Bitch sends little reminders of the cell she used to keep you in. Learn to laugh at her feeble attempts to lure you back. Just say the following out loud, "Nice try, Bitch...but you'll have to do better than that!!! I'm never going back. I'll be here all day kicking the shit out of you."

Stay strong, stay quit. You got this, brothers!!!

[jake frawley]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick  before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains.   'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

YES. It is normal for quitters to have that shit. You are NOT ALONE. Hell I'm 4 days from a year and still get some anxiety. I'll take it over cancer and being controlled by the nic bitch any day of the week. I does get better though, I'm not trying to scare you by any means. Just being honest.

Keep on fighting. And keep everything in ONE intro. It's cooler to look back on ALL this shit one day when it's under one roof, sort of speak. (I also did this when I first quit, had like 4 intros going).

yea.,

I didn't think about the Intro thing.

Just needed to vent the fucking anxiety. mild ear ache in my head is morphed into jaw cancer probably just the fucking pollen and normal spring sinus infection.. any one else play that head game?

Feeling a little paranoid crazy right now about it .. Not about the quit but the result of my usage.

My normal dental appt is 3 month away. I have always been religious about it. and things have been good on that..


I can handle the nic dreams. just want the fear and anxiety (and minor aches to disappear)

Yes. I can. I did the same shit. Everytime I'd have a stomach ache, a cold, the flu, bit my tongue, had a canker sore, etc...every day normal shit, I blamed it on my quit and thought I was dieing, which caused me mass quantities of anxiety.

Dont do the same. Its a fucking waste and will cause you useless anxiety that will only make things worse.

I'm no doctor but i can almost guarantee you are fine. Make an appointment to get a physical, push up your dental appointment date for piece of mind if you wish.

I know from experience this is WAAAAAY easier said than done, but don't let the nic bitch play head games with you.

Hang tough bro. Youre in a fucking war. Keep battling.

Since I quit, I see everything as cancer. My doc told me to stop looking online at cancer symptoms. If I didn't have health insurance, Id be broke with how much I have bothered her in the last 6 weeks. I took her advice and for the last few weeks I worry a lot less. Funny that you talk about the ear ache. I had the same thought cross my mind the other day. But I'm betting cancer makes your ear REALLY ache. My theory now a days is that I'm not gonna worry. If I get cancer I will KNOW something is wrong. Of course that doesn't mean to avoid doc checkups....

[Diesel2112]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick  before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains.   'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

YES. It is normal for quitters to have that shit. You are NOT ALONE. Hell I'm 4 days from a year and still get some anxiety. I'll take it over cancer and being controlled by the nic bitch any day of the week. I does get better though, I'm not trying to scare you by any means. Just being honest.

Keep on fighting. And keep everything in ONE intro. It's cooler to look back on ALL this shit one day when it's under one roof, sort of speak. (I also did this when I first quit, had like 4 intros going).

yea.,

I didn't think about the Intro thing.

Just needed to vent the fucking anxiety. mild ear ache in my head is morphed into jaw cancer probably just the fucking pollen and normal spring sinus infection.. any one else play that head game?

Feeling a little paranoid crazy right now about it .. Not about the quit but the result of my usage.

My normal dental appt is 3 month away. I have always been religious about it. and things have been good on that..


I can handle the nic dreams. just want the fear and anxiety (and minor aches to disappear)

Yes. I can. I did the same shit. Everytime I'd have a stomach ache, a cold, the flu, bit my tongue, had a canker sore, etc...every day normal shit, I blamed it on my quit and thought I was dieing, which caused me mass quantities of anxiety.

Dont do the same. Its a fucking waste and will cause you useless anxiety that will only make things worse.

I'm no doctor but i can almost guarantee you are fine. Make an appointment to get a physical, push up your dental appointment date for piece of mind if you wish.

I know from experience this is WAAAAAY easier said than done, but don't let the nic bitch play head games with you.

Hang tough bro. Youre in a fucking war. Keep battling.

[nebraskadad58]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick  before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains.  'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

YES. It is normal for quitters to have that shit. You are NOT ALONE. Hell I'm 4 days from a year and still get some anxiety. I'll take it over cancer and being controlled by the nic bitch any day of the week. I does get better though, I'm not trying to scare you by any means. Just being honest.

Keep on fighting. And keep everything in ONE intro. It's cooler to look back on ALL this shit one day when it's under one roof, sort of speak. (I also did this when I first quit, had like 4 intros going).

yea.,

I didn't think about the Intro thing.

Just needed to vent the fucking anxiety. mild ear ache in my head is morphed into jaw cancer probably just the fucking pollen and normal spring sinus infection.. any one else play that head game?

Feeling a little paranoid crazy right now about it .. Not about the quit but the result of my usage.

My normal dental appt is 3 month away. I have always been religious about it. and things have been good on that..


I can handle the nic dreams. just want the fear and anxiety (and minor aches to disappear)

[Diesel2112]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains. 'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

YES. It is normal for quitters to have that shit. You are NOT ALONE. Hell I'm 4 days from a year and still get some anxiety. I'll take it over cancer and being controlled by the nic bitch any day of the week. I does get better though, I'm not trying to scare you by any means. Just being honest.

Keep on fighting. And keep everything in ONE intro. It's cooler to look back on ALL this shit one day when it's under one roof, sort of speak. (I also did this when I first quit, had like 4 intros going).

[traumagnet]

Nebdad,
I bet you will take a nic dream anyday over your first days here. I am proud of ya you pulled through it...aches and pains are nothing compared to the venom of the nic bitch...quit with you today...I been having cigar dreams I havent smoked one in years...

[kkljinc]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick  before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains.  'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

It's Funny because The NIC Bitch knows you are strong in your quit with chew. So she try's to subconsciously lure you back through an old vice you had..... that's not chew. So maybe that will be ok this time. She thinks she is slick! But you know her trick already! I don't need to tell you to be strong. Your there already

Mine are cig dreams now, and I never smoked!

[jake frawley]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains. 'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

It's Funny because The NIC Bitch knows you are strong in your quit with chew. So she try's to subconsciously lure you back through an old vice you had..... that's not chew. So maybe that will be ok this time. She thinks she is slick! But you know her trick already! I don't need to tell you to be strong. Your there already

[nebraskadad58]

24 days quit on,
and had 1st nic dream, wasn't dip, it was a Salem Light, (my preferred stick before i quit in 1989)..

Fucking mind is playing games, lot of anxiety, every little ache and pain is a symptom of somthing bigger. at 54 going on 55 there are a lot of little aches and pains. 'bang head'

Guessing it's normal for a Quitter to have that shit?

[Erussell]

Awesome just looking out for a brother. Yea I'm in the twenties and have foggy moments. Hang in there getting better. I quit with you.

[Steve Mc.]

Ed, I did notice my Roll Call post got lost today..

 
Posted: May 22, 2013, 7:59 am
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QUOTE (Romandog @ May 22, 2013, 7:46 am)
BAD ASS AUGUST QUITTERS

If your quit dat e is between 4/24/2013 and 5/24/2013, this is your quit group.
1.  Be sure to visit the WELCOME CENTER  for what you need to know to get started
2.  Stop by  Introductions and tell us something about yourself
3  Know what to expect when you quit is found here  and  here
4  Print this contract Contract to give ,up...  , put it in your wallet and commit to signing it before you can take another dip.
5.  Read about Tom and Jenny Kern , It will be a tough read-but do it, start from the bottom.
6.  Now you are ready, Post ROLL CALL Follow directions below or how to post roll
7.  For inspiration stop by Words of Wisdom  and HOF Speeches

You can do this! We are all here to support your quit!
The KTC  community.
Wise Man Once Said "Keep on Keeping on!" ODAAT
TODAY is Wednesday, May 22nd 2013


...Tell us about yourself's; after all, you have now found your brothers from other mothers'
                                                                                                           
New Kick ASS Quitters (post below)
Killin'It21, 5/21/13, Wasted money for the last six years of my life, Time to quit and  start Livin' with no regrets. (up here, home skillet)
Crg031- day 14- two weeks! I quit today with Eric and mike.
Shyronnie - day 4 - Will be free today (fixed)
Jday6591 - Day 2 - Look forward to today not tomorrow
Matt F - D-4. Your humble quitter
mtommasi- Day 3- I quit today
Highcotton- Day 16- On the phone again, keep quittin fellas.
nebraskadad58 Day 16 Still Quit
jlud007 - Day 2  Quit today embracing the suck
BigRed - Day 8 - I am quit!
michaelw - 2 weeks today. proud to be quit another day with this group
Jake Frawley-  day 4. Gonna be a good day.  Even if its bad, its good because we are quit.
Chaddy08 - Day 8 - I am quit today with the rest of August!
Shooter1414- I am quit today!
dgreak - day 14 - 2 weeks (bumped)
Hambone007- day 11 today I quit with August
KC_Guy day 3. Last night was really rough. I didnt sleep much.
kevvbob12- day 14, 2 weeks here ! quit with phil mark ron and the rest of august

You are back on the roll. You got bumped right after you posted this morning.

[highcotton]

In a bit of a fog this morning, sorry for not posting earlier.
Get to work and hit the ground running.

I am hoping the fog lifts soon, seems the worst of the crazy cravings have abated. I seem able to swim through those with out too much problem.. I need my brain back from the fog.

I am with you Nebraskadad. I am 15 days in and still missing my freaking brain. I miss my brain way more than I miss the copenhagen, seriously I miss being able to process thoughts. Hell I miss being able to have thoughts LMAO. We will get it back, and when we do we will never ever ever ever never, for any reason ever. put that shit into our bodies again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We know how long this bullshit takes us to get over. However long it takes we only have to quit today, and I quit with you today Bro.

I still seem to get into the haze too, day 16 here. I've found staying busy helps alot, down time is a killer. We're wide open baling hay, and keeping equipment going hasn't left much idle time. Bouts of fog seem to be getting further apart and not quite as severe.

[nebraskadad58]

Didnt see you post roll today you Ok?

Ed, I did notice my Roll Call post got lost today..


Posted: May 22, 2013, 7:59 am
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QUOTE (Romandog @ May 22, 2013, 7:46 am)
BAD ASS AUGUST QUITTERS

If your quit dat e is between 4/24/2013 and 5/24/2013, this is your quit group.
1. Be sure to visit the WELCOME CENTER for what you need to know to get started
2. Stop by Introductions and tell us something about yourself
3 Know what to expect when you quit is found here and here
4 Print this contract Contract to give ,up... , put it in your wallet and commit to signing it before you can take another dip.
5. Read about Tom and Jenny Kern , It will be a tough read-but do it, start from the bottom.
6. Now you are ready, Post ROLL CALL Follow directions below or how to post roll
7. For inspiration stop by Words of Wisdom and HOF Speeches

You can do this! We are all here to support your quit!
The KTC community.
Wise Man Once Said "Keep on Keeping on!" ODAAT
TODAY is Wednesday, May 22nd 2013


...Tell us about yourself's; after all, you have now found your brothers from other mothers'

New Kick ASS Quitters (post below)
Killin'It21, 5/21/13, Wasted money for the last six years of my life, Time to quit and start Livin' with no regrets. (up here, home skillet)
Crg031- day 14- two weeks! I quit today with Eric and mike.
Shyronnie - day 4 - Will be free today (fixed)
Jday6591 - Day 2 - Look forward to today not tomorrow
Matt F - D-4. Your humble quitter
mtommasi- Day 3- I quit today
Highcotton- Day 16- On the phone again, keep quittin fellas.
nebraskadad58 Day 16 Still Quit
jlud007 - Day 2 Quit today embracing the suck
BigRed - Day 8 - I am quit!
michaelw - 2 weeks today. proud to be quit another day with this group
Jake Frawley- day 4. Gonna be a good day. Even if its bad, its good because we are quit.
Chaddy08 - Day 8 - I am quit today with the rest of August!
Shooter1414- I am quit today!
dgreak - day 14 - 2 weeks (bumped)
Hambone007- day 11 today I quit with August
KC_Guy day 3. Last night was really rough. I didnt sleep much.
kevvbob12- day 14, 2 weeks here ! quit with phil mark ron and the rest of august

[Erussell]

Didnt see you post roll today you Ok?