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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #103 on: May 14, 2013, 04:56:00 PM »
Oh yeah!!!! It gets a lot better when you are off this stuff. Quit one day at a time!!!!
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #102 on: May 14, 2013, 11:41:00 AM »
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In a bit of a fog this morning, sorry for not posting earlier.
Get to work and hit the ground running.

I am hoping the fog lifts soon, seems the worst of the crazy cravings have abated. I seem able to swim through those with out too much problem.. I need my brain back from the fog.
I am with you Nebraskadad. I am 15 days in and still missing my freaking brain. I miss my brain way more than I miss the copenhagen, seriously I miss being able to process thoughts. Hell I miss being able to have thoughts LMAO. We will get it back, and when we do we will never ever ever ever never, for any reason ever. put that shit into our bodies again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We know how long this bullshit takes us to get over. However long it takes we only have to quit today, and I quit with you today Bro.
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #101 on: May 14, 2013, 10:14:00 AM »
In a bit of a fog this morning, sorry for not posting earlier.
Get to work and hit the ground running.

I am hoping the fog lifts soon, seems the worst of the crazy cravings have abated. I seem able to swim through those with out too much problem.. I need my brain back from the fog.
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #100 on: May 13, 2013, 03:37:00 PM »
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thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
Whatever it takes Brother to "not" put the poison in our mouths! If it means singing mary had a little lamb while we scratch our balls, then so be it. 'Crazy'
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Cheers! 'bang head'
Hey NB -

if you can just picture 30 scratching his balls and singing, I think that alone would kill any cravings you may have (and get sick....LOL 'Crazy' )

Anyway well done on the weekend victory, remember what you did as there are many more ahead, but that will also bring many more good times.
I am a little slow on the uptake.
Each day gets a little bit better.
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tackle each trigger one at a time! You will soon find out that things in your world that you associated having a dip with function just fine without a load your pie-hole! Keep up good work!!!

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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #99 on: May 13, 2013, 03:29:00 PM »
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thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
Whatever it takes Brother to "not" put the poison in our mouths! If it means singing mary had a little lamb while we scratch our balls, then so be it. 'Crazy'
NAFAR ODAAT
Cheers! 'bang head'
Hey NB -

if you can just picture 30 scratching his balls and singing, I think that alone would kill any cravings you may have (and get sick....LOL 'Crazy' )

Anyway well done on the weekend victory, remember what you did as there are many more ahead, but that will also bring many more good times.
I am a little slow on the uptake.
Each day gets a little bit better.
:rolleyes:

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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #98 on: May 13, 2013, 12:29:00 PM »
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Quote from: nebraskadad58
thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
Whatever it takes Brother to "not" put the poison in our mouths! If it means singing mary had a little lamb while we scratch our balls, then so be it. 'Crazy'
NAFAR ODAAT
Cheers! 'bang head'
Hey NB -

if you can just picture 30 scratching his balls and singing, I think that alone would kill any cravings you may have (and get sick....LOL 'Crazy' )

Anyway well done on the weekend victory, remember what you did as there are many more ahead, but that will also bring many more good times.
I am a little slow on the uptake.
Each day gets a little bit better.
Quit Day - May 6 2013
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #97 on: May 13, 2013, 09:45:00 AM »
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Quote from: nebraskadad58
thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
Whatever it takes Brother to "not" put the poison in our mouths! If it means singing mary had a little lamb while we scratch our balls, then so be it. 'Crazy'
NAFAR ODAAT
Cheers! 'bang head'
Hey NB -

if you can just picture 30 scratching his balls and singing, I think that alone would kill any cravings you may have (and get sick....LOL 'Crazy' )

Anyway well done on the weekend victory, remember what you did as there are many more ahead, but that will also bring many more good times.

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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #96 on: May 13, 2013, 09:37:00 AM »
Quote from: nebraskadad58
thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
Whatever it takes Brother to "not" put the poison in our mouths! If it means singing mary had a little lamb while we scratch our balls, then so be it. 'Crazy'
NAFAR ODAAT
Cheers! 'bang head'
Keeping my jaw and tongue...I like them.
It's poison I tell ya, You wouldn't drink Liquid Drano, would ya?

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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #95 on: May 13, 2013, 09:19:00 AM »
thanks all,

finally weekend over. my major trigger was driving by myself to visit out state family.. some craving, no caving..

did get the fake stuff, it did seem to help with the head games i was playing with myself.

i
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #94 on: May 12, 2013, 08:03:00 AM »
Fake chew, ginger, atomic fireballs, rabbit droppings.....whatever it takes. And keep posting first thing in the morning....nothing better than reaching for the (nonexistent) can in your pocket/hide hole, then realizing that it's simply NOT AN OPTION today, because you're word is good, and you've already posted roll. Great job guys. Glad to be quit with you.
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #93 on: May 12, 2013, 07:29:00 AM »
Very proud of you and er, good support of each other. Stay strong, as was said already head games now. You are getting stronger each minute, hour and day.
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #92 on: May 11, 2013, 09:20:00 PM »
made it back to town..no cave.. did gum but got friggin annoying..
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #91 on: May 11, 2013, 06:23:00 PM »
Actually I too have craved symptomaticly today. Missing the seeds but the tip of my tounge is so raw from the alt I guess, that I need a day off lmao. Trau you and neb hang in there brothers.
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #90 on: May 11, 2013, 02:20:00 PM »
Neb dad grab yourself a bag full of seeds and cup n reach for them when u feel a crave u r rewiring retrain yourself crave =seeds. Or gum. Nic is gone just the head game now quit w u today brother
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Re: day zero - tired of the lies
« Reply #89 on: May 11, 2013, 02:14:00 PM »
ER, hope you are having a good weekend as well. I am having a bit of a sucky wave right now. Gotta to run out of town for a graduation thing, and feeling my old triggers hittting me.

i know it will pass, but is sucking a bit right now and just needed to admit it to someone.
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