So here's the deal KTC family...there is about the be a new addition to my actual family! Thats right, i knocked up mrs. jayd41 again...That makes two for us and 4 for me all together. We are 10 weeks in confirmed today and that would mean that puts the due date right around the first of November. So why am i telling you all this...well partly to brag...i'm a proud papa. And the other is to tell you that there are many excuses to dip...excuses and reasons are two different things....i had every excuse in the book and i normally rationalized those excuses to continue to abuse nicotine. And although i am overly excited to be a dad again i can tell you that this would have been another excuse to continue using for another 26-30 weeks...all of the other parents on this site can attest that being a parent while being the most fulfilling thing you can do, can also be the most stressful thing to do...especially to prepare for! Spouses get hormonal and you are wrong if you say the sky is blue some days...nerves are frayed just a bit especially as the end of the pregnancy gets near...and last time around we got to throw in colic baby with asthma which was just super! Anyhow...all of that is many excuses to cave and go back to dipping and/or smoking...but for today, that little peanut growing inside my wonderful wife...is my reason to stay quit...tomorrow i'll get back to quitting for me. There is always an EXCUSE to use, there is never a REASON. There is never an EXCUSE to quit...but only a REASON. if that makes any sense.
