Hi,
It's 19 th day of my quiting. I'm writing this post because things doesn't go good. I thing i'm losing strenght... It was bumpy week for me and i thought couple times of chewing. I'm staying clean so far but like i said slowly i'm losing strenght.. and now i think that snus will be the best thing to heal my mind. I know that's it's crazy but i think this way ...
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Losing strength? Hell no you aren't losing strength! You are gaining freedom. One day at a tie macgregor. Forget about yesterday. You'll never have to relive that day again and any misery that day or the ones before you were full of... Unless of course you were to give in to nicotine. You won't do that though... Because you posted your word.
No one. NO ONE NEEDS NICOTINE. No to live. Not to perform. Not to work. Not to anything. It doesn't make you stronger. It doesn't make you wiser. It doesn't improve your focus. It just takes... Slowly but surely it takes from you until you have nothing left to give. You are approaching a turning point my friend. You can do this. If some weak ass like me can, I know a bad ass like you can. And you will - your word is sacred.
I'm proud to quit with you today macgregor.
You want to know one of the worst feelings ever? You want to lose every bit of dignity you've been taking back for 19 days. Suck it up brother. 19 days is a new beginning.
Snus, what is that crap anyways. You make it sound like it's a can of bliss, happiness and wealth.
Like everything will get better if you go spend you're hard earned money on it, place it in your pie hole and suckle with it. Complete opposite my friend. You want the taste of failure and death, YOU GO RIGHT AHEAD!
By the way, you have posted roll today, so that cave will have to wait. Unless your word isn't worth a sh@@. Quit with you today.
