Do you know what caused me to go back to that chew?
Ooohh! Pick me! Pick me!!
It wasn't the patch and it wasn't the pain meds either.
It was the fact that you had
no support , the mindset that you were
trying to quit, and you had the pain meds to serve as an
excuse for your weakness. That little voice in your head was cupping your balls and whispering, "I'm proud of you scroffy baby. You made it two whole weeks without me. These pain meds are really fucking with your head, eh? You must feel really weak right now? Not thinking straight? I know, let's get a chew. Maybe it'll even make the pain meds stronger. Oh no, no, no. Of course you didn't fail. It was the stomach issues. It was the pain meds. You did great my little dove."
Now, what's that voice telling you? "Scroffy, baby...baby listen. These guys are mean. They don't get it. You're my special little quitter. Just give me 100 more days baby. If you don't like me then, I'll leave forever. I promise. But hey, don't listen to these guys. They don't know you like I know you. You can't do this now. Life is tough. If you quit cold turkey, there's no way you'll last. You've tried that before. Remember those two weeks. You're making the right choice snooky. I love you."
'Finger' nic bitch!