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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #215 on: September 16, 2012, 10:08:00 AM »
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Just spent 6 hrs dealing blackjack at my kids fundraising carnival for their school.  (That's how Catholics raise money,  gambling and drinking).  It was in an out door tent where people could smoke.   Jesus Christ I saw every type of nic usage under the sun.  Cigarettes, chew,  cigars,  pipes,  cloves, little fruity smelling cigars thingys, etc...

What a fucking disgusting thing to do.  I am literally ashamed I fell victim to chew.  Sick ass bummy mother fuckers sitting at my table spitting into plastic pop bottles as they say "it me" because they couldn't produce an "h" sound to say "hit me" because their lip was full of shit.  The smokers...my God they kept lighting them up like maniacs.  The smoke was so thick in there you could barely see from one side of the tent ti the other.  My lungs hurt so fucking bad right now I literally can hardly breathe.

I guess I cant condemn the people too much as I was once one of them.  Thank God I decided to grow up and quit and now can see what a disgusting and despicable thing nic addiction really is.  Thanks to every mofo on this site for helping me stay quit.  Its nights like tonight that cement the fact that my struggles to quit have been worth it and I will be a better and healthier person because of it.
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Don't even think about how disgusting we were, that's behind us! Only Think about how good it feels not to be one of them. We are free!
Diesel right on.... Proud of you my brother.. Into the lions den out with the head.. This is how you do it boys, this is how men quit. Every time I see a cig, or dip poster, (everyday) I just thank god I'm no longer a prisoner.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #214 on: September 16, 2012, 09:43:00 AM »
I'm at day 10 and I swear the shit is making me emotional. I don't typically consider myself a pussy but I'm sitting her at work listening to Shenandoah wanting to cry like a bitch. Also, does anyone feel like they can feel the part of the brain that wants tobacco? I swear there's a part of my brain in the left front about an inch in that wants tobacco. Needless to say, it's not been a good day so far.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #213 on: September 16, 2012, 09:34:00 AM »
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Just spent 6 hrs dealing blackjack at my kids fundraising carnival for their school.  (That's how Catholics raise money,  gambling and drinking).  It was in an out door tent where people could smoke.  Jesus Christ I saw every type of nic usage under the sun.  Cigarettes, chew,  cigars,  pipes,  cloves, little fruity smelling cigars thingys, etc...

What a fucking disgusting thing to do.  I am literally ashamed I fell victim to chew.  Sick ass bummy mother fuckers sitting at my table spitting into plastic pop bottles as they say "it me" because they couldn't produce an "h" sound to say "hit me" because their lip was full of shit.  The smokers...my God they kept lighting them up like maniacs.  The smoke was so thick in there you could barely see from one side of the tent ti the other.  My lungs hurt so fucking bad right now I literally can hardly breathe.

I guess I cant condemn the people too much as I was once one of them.  Thank God I decided to grow up and quit and now can see what a disgusting and despicable thing nic addiction really is.  Thanks to every mofo on this site for helping me stay quit.  Its nights like tonight that cement the fact that my struggles to quit have been worth it and I will be a better and healthier person because of it.
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Don't even think about how disgusting we were, that's behind us! Only Think about how good it feels not to be one of them. We are free!
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #212 on: September 16, 2012, 01:47:00 AM »
Just spent 6 hrs dealing blackjack at my kids fundraising carnival for their school. (That's how Catholics raise money, gambling and drinking). It was in an out door tent where people could smoke. Jesus Christ I saw every type of nic usage under the sun. Cigarettes, chew, cigars, pipes, cloves, little fruity smelling cigars thingys, etc...

What a fucking disgusting thing to do. I am literally ashamed I fell victim to chew. Sick ass bummy mother fuckers sitting at my table spitting into plastic pop bottles as they say "it me" because they couldn't produce an "h" sound to say "hit me" because their lip was full of shit. The smokers...my God they kept lighting them up like maniacs. The smoke was so thick in there you could barely see from one side of the tent ti the other. My lungs hurt so fucking bad right now I literally can hardly breathe.

I guess I cant condemn the people too much as I was once one of them. Thank God I decided to grow up and quit and now can see what a disgusting and despicable thing nic addiction really is. Thanks to every mofo on this site for helping me stay quit. Its nights like tonight that cement the fact that my struggles to quit have been worth it and I will be a better and healthier person because of it.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #211 on: September 14, 2012, 06:15:00 PM »
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103 days quit.  Not one drop of caffinated pop,  not one sip of coffee,  nor one swig of beer or alcohol of any kind in those 103 days.  Never been a big drinker but do miss an ocassional beer, a can of coke and a cup of coffee.  I stayed away from that stuff because I read something bad about them on here and got scared cause I'm a pussy.  Do you guys think it would be safe to drink some of that stuff again?
That's very impressive Diesel! I myself have also had no alcohol since I started my quit(29 days ago). I have also cut my caffeine consumption way down. Probably 5% of what it used to be.

If you can avoid these things. Why not? Good for you.
I miss a good cup of coffee. Might try one tonight. Hope i don't die or something. Lol.
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #210 on: September 14, 2012, 05:43:00 PM »
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103 days quit. Not one drop of caffinated pop, not one sip of coffee, nor one swig of beer or alcohol of any kind in those 103 days. Never been a big drinker but do miss an ocassional beer, a can of coke and a cup of coffee. I stayed away from that stuff because I read something bad about them on here and got scared cause I'm a pussy. Do you guys think it would be safe to drink some of that stuff again?
That's very impressive Diesel! I myself have also had no alcohol since I started my quit(29 days ago). I have also cut my caffeine consumption way down. Probably 5% of what it used to be.

If you can avoid these things. Why not? Good for you.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #209 on: September 14, 2012, 04:51:00 PM »
103 days quit. Not one drop of caffinated pop, not one sip of coffee, nor one swig of beer or alcohol of any kind in those 103 days. Never been a big drinker but do miss an ocassional beer, a can of coke and a cup of coffee. I stayed away from that stuff because I read something bad about them on here and got scared cause I'm a pussy. Do you guys think it would be safe to drink some of that stuff again?
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #208 on: September 13, 2012, 08:11:00 PM »
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Congratulations Diesel!  That is awesome! (not the part about selling the gimp masks and shit, the part about hitting the HOF)
Thank you!!!! I had some serious doubts if I could make it. Glad I did!
Funny I never doubted you! I doubted myself many times, But talking with you and understanding your pain strengthened my quit. I know that is just what you will say! That is the genius of KTC. That is the brotherhood, it is a powerful force.
Amen
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #207 on: September 13, 2012, 02:31:00 AM »
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Congratulations Diesel!  That is awesome! (not the part about selling the gimp masks and shit, the part about hitting the HOF)
Thank you!!!! I had some serious doubts if I could make it. Glad I did!
Funny I never doubted you! I doubted myself many times, But talking with you and understanding your pain strengthened my quit. I know that is just what you will say! That is the genius of KTC. That is the brotherhood, it is a powerful force.
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #206 on: September 13, 2012, 12:10:00 AM »
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Congratulations Diesel! That is awesome! (not the part about selling the gimp masks and shit, the part about hitting the HOF)
Thank you!!!! I had some serious doubts if I could make it. Glad I did!
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #205 on: September 12, 2012, 08:49:00 PM »
Congratulations Diesel! That is awesome! (not the part about selling the gimp masks and shit, the part about hitting the HOF)
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #204 on: September 12, 2012, 08:43:00 PM »
Thanks Morgan. Sold a couple kick start dildos, 130 pocket pussies, 12 Peter North gyser dongs, and 2 pulpl fiction gimp masks. You need a hook up lemme know, Ill cut you a deal. No free troals though. Hahaaa.

Seriously, thanks. I did have some rough times but i feel pretty damn good right now, and am digging it!
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"Celebrate the moment as it turns into one more"..
"You can fight without ever winning, but never ever win, win without a fight".
"Onion rings...funyons. A connection? Yeah. I fucking think so."
"Honest Abe had a fake jaw".
"In a world that seems so small, I can't stop thinking big"
"Someone set a bad example. Made surrender seem all right
The act of a noble warrior. Who lost the will to fight."

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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #203 on: September 12, 2012, 03:03:00 PM »
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Hours from the HOF (I cant fucking believe it) and i keep worrying i will be tested greatly on my "big day." Early flight to Chicago tomorrow to work a trade show for two days. Have done the show many times but never without dip. Been nervous but kept wondering today, why? Not afraid to work the show, not nervous talk to the Ceo and other corporate big wigs, a little afraid to fly (on 9/11 especially), but never dipped on a plane. So what the fuck am I nervous about...not going back to my hotel room and filing my lip full of posion shit? BINGO

Well fuck you nic whore. I've gone 100 days without your skank ass not all easy but I'm kinda Rollin right now. No fucking way are you gonna fuck with my hof day. Go fuck yourself bitch.
I do not need you...never did. I will cunt punch your putrid sausage wallet all while in Chicago and return home a FUCKING CHAMP with laser like focus on the 2nd floor. Fuck you bitch!
Nice job Diesel. You've come a long way man. Some of it has been bumpy for you, but you have won your battle every day for 100 days plus. I'm happy for you man and proud to quit with you! At the trade show, dipping was always a bad idea....you will do much better without it....people checking out dildos and leather masks just don't like the image presented by tobacco. Stay on your game and display your latest and greatest anal beads and space docking videos. You'll do great!
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #202 on: September 11, 2012, 02:04:00 PM »
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Hours from the HOF (I cant fucking believe it) and i keep worrying i will be tested greatly on my "big day." Early flight to Chicago tomorrow to work a trade show for two days. Have done the show many times but never without dip. Been nervous but kept wondering today, why? Not afraid to work the show, not nervous talk to the Ceo and other corporate big wigs, a little afraid to fly (on 9/11 especially), but never dipped on a plane. So what the fuck am I nervous about...not going back to my hotel room and filing my lip full of posion shit? BINGO

Well fuck you nic whore. I've gone 100 days without your skank ass not all easy but I'm kinda Rollin right now. No fucking way are you gonna fuck with my hof day. Go fuck yourself bitch.
I do not need you...never did. I will cunt punch your putrid sausage wallet all while in Chicago and return home a FUCKING CHAMP with laser like focus on the 2nd floor. Fuck you bitch!
way to go Diesel recognize the triggers and prepare for battle- you will win no doubts
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Re: Diesel's Intro Page
« Reply #201 on: September 10, 2012, 10:56:00 PM »
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Hours from the HOF (I cant fucking believe it) and i keep worrying i will be tested greatly on my "big day." Early flight to Chicago tomorrow to work a trade show for two days. Have done the show many times but never without dip. Been nervous but kept wondering today, why? Not afraid to work the show, not nervous talk to the Ceo and other corporate big wigs, a little afraid to fly (on 9/11 especially), but never dipped on a plane. So what the fuck am I nervous about...not going back to my hotel room and filing my lip full of posion shit? BINGO

Well fuck you nic whore. I've gone 100 days without your skank ass not all easy but I'm kinda Rollin right now. No fucking way are you gonna fuck with my hof day. Go fuck yourself bitch.
I do not need you...never did. I will cunt punch your putrid sausage wallet all while in Chicago and return home a FUCKING CHAMP with laser like focus on the 2nd floor. Fuck you bitch!
Just another day diesel. The fact that your anticipating your trigger shows how far you've come. Day 100 is kick ass but it isn't any different than day 99 or day 3000 .
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