I'm done with chew

[Pinched]

Got to meet up with Candoit today for several hours and some drinks. He is the first quit brother I've had the pleasure to meet. It's something I highly recommend to quitters who have the opportunity. Candoit has been instrumental in my quit from the beginning 203 days ago. Having the ability to now put a face and personality behind the posts and texts is going to make the connection even more real. It was a good day and an experience I'll benefit from.

^^^This all of this, it is quite amazing how the "accountability" goes form a word to a real thing when you meet that first quitter face to face. Knowing that there is a real person behind that keyboard that is ready and willing to be there when you need them or has a boot to put in your ass when you start to get off track.

Meeting quitters face to face is truly a life and quit changing event. Plus Candoit definitely needed that this weekend, thank you for taking that leap, glad to hear it did not turn out like a creepy craigslist meet-up.

[I'm done with chew]

Got to meet up with Candoit today for several hours and some drinks. He is the first quit brother I've had the pleasure to meet. It's something I highly recommend to quitters who have the opportunity. Candoit has been instrumental in my quit from the beginning 203 days ago. Having the ability to now put a face and personality behind the posts and texts is going to make the connection even more real. It was a good day and an experience I'll benefit from.

[I'm done with chew]

Thanks for the support guys. 200 days feels good. I would have never thought I could last so long before I came to KTC. It's my interaction with all of you that has kept me focused on my quit. I've signed up for 300 days so you can bet your asses you will see me everyday still. QLF with all of you!

[KingNothing]

Thanks for all the support bro. 200 days is bad ass and I am glad I was here to see it. Keep up the awesome work.

[pab1964]

"My worst day quit is better then my best day as a slave."

CONGRATS JJ on reaching the Second Floor.

You and your Quit Rock!
I quit with you today.

Rawls 269

Hell yes 200 is badass my brother! That means for 200 days you didn't have death by tin in your mouth! Quit on you badass!

[Rawls]

"My worst day quit is better then my best day as a slave."

CONGRATS JJ on reaching the Second Floor.

You and your Quit Rock!
I quit with you today.

Rawls 269

[pab1964]

This whole thread is awesome and inspirational. Any newbies looking for a kick in the shorts to keep after it, read this bad boy start to finish. Quit with you every damn day IDWC.

King

King get this badass right here in your shirt pocket and you will have super quitter in your corner! He really gets it. Just remember you're an addict and always will be, if you can admit that everyday and understand how bad that is, almost as bad as a crack whore and you never want to go back it makes quitting alot easier! Quit on and idwc you know I'm always quitting with you Odaat! EDD!

[KingNothing]

This whole thread is awesome and inspirational. Any newbies looking for a kick in the shorts to keep after it, read this bad boy start to finish. Quit with you every damn day IDWC.

King

[pab1964]

I'M DONE WITH CHEW

"My worst day quit is better then my best day as a slave. I never believed I could handle a few hours without a dip let alone 4 months. I was an open chewer who took pride in the image I portrayed. I am sad at how long I let myself believe the lie and so very grateful I was given the tools to dig myself to freedom. Our quits are the most precious things we need to protect. We can never forget how we felt just before we finally quit. The despair and sense of defeat. We are free today because we have chosen to honor our word and commit to ourselves and others that we will remain dip free. This has taught many of us that we are able to change other deficiencies in our lives and made us better men. Quitting has been the best thing I have ever done and it has rippled throughout my life and those around me."

I can still remember the way I felt 4 months ago as I was throwing out the last dip of chew I ever "hoped" to have. I felt hopeless and full of despair. I wanted to quit in the worst way but I didn't think it was possible to last even a few hours without the crutch I had been leaning on for half my life. How was I going to last forever? That was a concept my enslaved self couldn't comprehend. I searched the web for hours looking for NRT options. I was convinced that I would be most successful if I weaned myself off Nicotine. Somehow I found KTC amongst all the propaganda associated with NRT's. This was about to change my life....

The next day I cleaned out all the spit bottles in my house and made sure I had nothing left to sabotage my quit and joined the brotherhood. I was completely lost, I had never been on a forum based site before. I wasn't sure I would even want to talk to anyone anyway. How could a bunch of strangers help me? Somehow I figured out how to post roll and make an introduction. Not sure why but I introduced myself as Jacob Johnson, which is my first and middle name. Guess I was a bit guarded at first. It was several days before I actually talked with anyone. I kinda sat back and observed and tried to read as much as I could so I could understand what I was dealing with. Talk about being in a fog! Eventually I felt comfortable enough to reach out to a few of my Misfit brothers and a few Vets who I felt I could relate to and who where people that would strengthen me. This was when I really started to grasp the concept of KTC as a brotherhood and what accountability really meant.

Over the last four months I have grown to truly care about my fellow Misfits and those that support me. My quit (like most others) has been tough in many ways. I have been tested. It started with the fog and mood swings. Then my mother was in a head on collision early in my quit, and I had to deal with the cancer treatment and ultimate death of my wife's grandmother (who I was very close with). Recently I lost the job I have had for almost a decade, only to find another very quickly that had more benefits then ever expected. Throughout each of these trials I had the support and the ability to lean on my Brothers here. They carried me many days, even if I seemed strong on my own.

We have had many issues in May. People have come and gone. Some have caved and returned, others have left in a furry of drama. Some days are filled with anger amongst ourselves and towards others posting with us. The thing I am most amazed with is the bond so many of us have formed. MChapman was the first I became close with. He has been a huge asset to my quit in many ways. Hawsman, Kramer, Flredneck, Tom92673, JimJamRustin, Jpfabel1073, PJ8324, you all have been equally instrumental in my success. The conversations on GroupMe have allowed me to get to know you on a personal level. And I always look at your KTC posts with respect. I know that you are all in the trenches with me daily and I would do anything for any of you if the day comes that you need it. My other brothers in May are just as important in other ways. As they grow I grow with them. As they suffer I suffer as well. Our lives are intertwined and success and pain are equally felt. My quit is strong today because of my supporters outside of May as well. Candoit and Pope were the first Vets that took an interest in my quit and helped me through some of the worst days I've had. They were amongst the first I called when My mother was in an accident. I talked with them before I had even reached the scene because I knew I was going to need them. You both have played a large part in my growth. Basshaug, Tuco, 30yrAddict, Rkymtnman, all have challenged me and led by great examples. The involvement you have had with May and myself personally has been key to leading me in the right direction. Some of the Apes have helped my quit as well. Pab, Your the man! Kash, Woosel and BigK, GA, believe it or not I have gained a lot and learned a lot about myself and quitting from you. I see good intentions daily even if we don't always agree.

I have learned that "forever" is a concept left for others not dealing with addiction. As addicts we can only focus on today! Our success comes from making a promise to ourselves and our brothers to not use Nicotine for today only and then honoring our word. If you have truly committed to KTC principles then you will understand that Honoring our word and being men of integrity are two of the most critical things needed to remain free of this poison. Some days are easy and some are hard. It is during the hard moments where integrity alone may be the only thing keeping us from failing.

KTC provides all the tools needed to quit Nicotine and regain the freedom we all so foolishly gave away. It is up to each of us to learn to use these tools and become men we can be proud of. Men who do not leave their wives to be widows, and children to be fatherless. I am thankful that I found this group of Misfits and pledge to stand by each one of them as long as God allows me to breath. I am an addict. I will never be cured. But with the help of my brothers here and the integrity I am building, I will continue to add +1 daily. I will not be going anywhere.

Thank you to all those who have led before me and all those that will follow. I will continue to honor my word and offer support to anyone who needs it. This is what makes KTC strong.

IDWC -125

Awesome post my brother! Need alot more like you! I for one will always fight a daily battle side by side with you! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend!

[I'm done with chew]

I'M DONE WITH CHEW

"My worst day quit is better then my best day as a slave. I never believed I could handle a few hours without a dip let alone 4 months. I was an open chewer who took pride in the image I portrayed. I am sad at how long I let myself believe the lie and so very grateful I was given the tools to dig myself to freedom. Our quits are the most precious things we need to protect. We can never forget how we felt just before we finally quit. The despair and sense of defeat. We are free today because we have chosen to honor our word and commit to ourselves and others that we will remain dip free. This has taught many of us that we are able to change other deficiencies in our lives and made us better men. Quitting has been the best thing I have ever done and it has rippled throughout my life and those around me."

I can still remember the way I felt 4 months ago as I was throwing out the last dip of chew I ever "hoped" to have. I felt hopeless and full of despair. I wanted to quit in the worst way but I didn't think it was possible to last even a few hours without the crutch I had been leaning on for half my life. How was I going to last forever? That was a concept my enslaved self couldn't comprehend. I searched the web for hours looking for NRT options. I was convinced that I would be most successful if I weaned myself off Nicotine. Somehow I found KTC amongst all the propaganda associated with NRT's. This was about to change my life....

The next day I cleaned out all the spit bottles in my house and made sure I had nothing left to sabotage my quit and joined the brotherhood. I was completely lost, I had never been on a forum based site before. I wasn't sure I would even want to talk to anyone anyway. How could a bunch of strangers help me? Somehow I figured out how to post roll and make an introduction. Not sure why but I introduced myself as Jacob Johnson, which is my first and middle name. Guess I was a bit guarded at first. It was several days before I actually talked with anyone. I kinda sat back and observed and tried to read as much as I could so I could understand what I was dealing with. Talk about being in a fog! Eventually I felt comfortable enough to reach out to a few of my Misfit brothers and a few Vets who I felt I could relate to and who where people that would strengthen me. This was when I really started to grasp the concept of KTC as a brotherhood and what accountability really meant.

Over the last four months I have grown to truly care about my fellow Misfits and those that support me. My quit (like most others) has been tough in many ways. I have been tested. It started with the fog and mood swings. Then my mother was in a head on collision early in my quit, and I had to deal with the cancer treatment and ultimate death of my wife's grandmother (who I was very close with). Recently I lost the job I have had for almost a decade, only to find another very quickly that had more benefits then ever expected. Throughout each of these trials I had the support and the ability to lean on my Brothers here. They carried me many days, even if I seemed strong on my own.

We have had many issues in May. People have come and gone. Some have caved and returned, others have left in a furry of drama. Some days are filled with anger amongst ourselves and towards others posting with us. The thing I am most amazed with is the bond so many of us have formed. MChapman was the first I became close with. He has been a huge asset to my quit in many ways. Hawsman, Kramer, Flredneck, Tom92673, JimJamRustin, Jpfabel1073, PJ8324, you all have been equally instrumental in my success. The conversations on GroupMe have allowed me to get to know you on a personal level. And I always look at your KTC posts with respect. I know that you are all in the trenches with me daily and I would do anything for any of you if the day comes that you need it. My other brothers in May are just as important in other ways. As they grow I grow with them. As they suffer I suffer as well. Our lives are intertwined and success and pain are equally felt. My quit is strong today because of my supporters outside of May as well. Candoit and Pope were the first Vets that took an interest in my quit and helped me through some of the worst days I've had. They were amongst the first I called when My mother was in an accident. I talked with them before I had even reached the scene because I knew I was going to need them. You both have played a large part in my growth. Basshaug, Tuco, 30yrAddict, Rkymtnman, all have challenged me and led by great examples. The involvement you have had with May and myself personally has been key to leading me in the right direction. Some of the Apes have helped my quit as well. Pab, Your the man! Kash, Woosel and BigK, GA, believe it or not I have gained a lot and learned a lot about myself and quitting from you. I see good intentions daily even if we don't always agree.

I have learned that "forever" is a concept left for others not dealing with addiction. As addicts we can only focus on today! Our success comes from making a promise to ourselves and our brothers to not use Nicotine for today only and then honoring our word. If you have truly committed to KTC principles then you will understand that Honoring our word and being men of integrity are two of the most critical things needed to remain free of this poison. Some days are easy and some are hard. It is during the hard moments where integrity alone may be the only thing keeping us from failing.

KTC provides all the tools needed to quit Nicotine and regain the freedom we all so foolishly gave away. It is up to each of us to learn to use these tools and become men we can be proud of. Men who do not leave their wives to be widows, and children to be fatherless. I am thankful that I found this group of Misfits and pledge to stand by each one of them as long as God allows me to breath. I am an addict. I will never be cured. But with the help of my brothers here and the integrity I am building, I will continue to add +1 daily. I will not be going anywhere.

Thank you to all those who have led before me and all those that will follow. I will continue to honor my word and offer support to anyone who needs it. This is what makes KTC strong.

IDWC -125

[pab1964]

I've been having a tough week. Not sure if it's because I just changed careers or because my career change encompasses one of my triggers, or because it's the post HOF funk. Either way I have noticed myself becoming less engaged. My desire to keep a close bond with my brothers here is still strong, but I haven't felt very talkative. And I can FEEL the daily battle. Camping was a time I could chew my face off. I took a job where I'm a manager of a Camping World RV dealership. Everyone chews or smokes freely. It's been a tough week where I've had to make sure everyone knows I quit chewing 117 days ago. I've been shown respect with it, but the job is still a constant reminder of old triggers. With learning a new role I've also had less free time to get the daily dose of KTC I feel I need so much at this point in my quit. I NEED to find my healthy balance. I am quit with all of you today. None of us have permission to lose sight of our quits and cave for any reason.

New stress, new life changes, new environments can be as much of a trigger as anything else. Stay strong brother. I am here to tell you that at 117 Day, you are walking the path in the right way. It gets EASIER! Soon enough you won't even have a second or third thought about it. You'll look at those guys you work with and feel pity on them that they are still slaves and you are a free man.

I posted my Day 1,896 today. You have my word I won't cave today. I'm Quit with you today IDWC. Rock on!

What Nolaq says makes good sense.
Also, get selfish about your quit. You are the only one who uses your jaw...keep it. Don't put the poison in Your mouth Today...Just Today...It really does get much easier after you re-learn that dip is pure poison and deadly.
I quit with You Today, just Today.
You're in a much better place mentally than whoever puts the poison in their mouth, period

Stay strong JJ....
There is a serious stretch after HOF but it gets easier every day...
Don't get wrapped up in what you think you should be feeling and or doing.

Just stay quit for today!
Keep it easy and simple.
EDD ODAAT.
Kick her in the nuts!
Rawls
186

Go back and read your on post. Tough ,hard didn't matter then, as well as I know you it don't matter now! You will continue to defeat the bitch! Damn proud to be quit with you today my friend! This temporary bump will pass and life will continue to get better!

[Rawls]

I've been having a tough week. Not sure if it's because I just changed careers or because my career change encompasses one of my triggers, or because it's the post HOF funk. Either way I have noticed myself becoming less engaged. My desire to keep a close bond with my brothers here is still strong, but I haven't felt very talkative. And I can FEEL the daily battle. Camping was a time I could chew my face off. I took a job where I'm a manager of a Camping World RV dealership. Everyone chews or smokes freely. It's been a tough week where I've had to make sure everyone knows I quit chewing 117 days ago. I've been shown respect with it, but the job is still a constant reminder of old triggers. With learning a new role I've also had less free time to get the daily dose of KTC I feel I need so much at this point in my quit. I NEED to find my healthy balance. I am quit with all of you today. None of us have permission to lose sight of our quits and cave for any reason.

New stress, new life changes, new environments can be as much of a trigger as anything else. Stay strong brother. I am here to tell you that at 117 Day, you are walking the path in the right way. It gets EASIER! Soon enough you won't even have a second or third thought about it. You'll look at those guys you work with and feel pity on them that they are still slaves and you are a free man.

I posted my Day 1,896 today. You have my word I won't cave today. I'm Quit with you today IDWC. Rock on!

What Nolaq says makes good sense.
Also, get selfish about your quit. You are the only one who uses your jaw...keep it. Don't put the poison in Your mouth Today...Just Today...It really does get much easier after you re-learn that dip is pure poison and deadly.
I quit with You Today, just Today.
You're in a much better place mentally than whoever puts the poison in their mouth, period

Stay strong JJ....
There is a serious stretch after HOF but it gets easier every day...
Don't get wrapped up in what you think you should be feeling and or doing.

Just stay quit for today!
Keep it easy and simple.
EDD ODAAT.
Kick her in the nuts!
Rawls
186

[30isEnuff]

I've been having a tough week. Not sure if it's because I just changed careers or because my career change encompasses one of my triggers, or because it's the post HOF funk. Either way I have noticed myself becoming less engaged. My desire to keep a close bond with my brothers here is still strong, but I haven't felt very talkative. And I can FEEL the daily battle. Camping was a time I could chew my face off. I took a job where I'm a manager of a Camping World RV dealership. Everyone chews or smokes freely. It's been a tough week where I've had to make sure everyone knows I quit chewing 117 days ago. I've been shown respect with it, but the job is still a constant reminder of old triggers. With learning a new role I've also had less free time to get the daily dose of KTC I feel I need so much at this point in my quit. I NEED to find my healthy balance. I am quit with all of you today. None of us have permission to lose sight of our quits and cave for any reason.

New stress, new life changes, new environments can be as much of a trigger as anything else. Stay strong brother. I am here to tell you that at 117 Day, you are walking the path in the right way. It gets EASIER! Soon enough you won't even have a second or third thought about it. You'll look at those guys you work with and feel pity on them that they are still slaves and you are a free man.

I posted my Day 1,896 today. You have my word I won't cave today. I'm Quit with you today IDWC. Rock on!

What Nolaq says makes good sense.
Also, get selfish about your quit. You are the only one who uses your jaw...keep it. Don't put the poison in Your mouth Today...Just Today...It really does get much easier after you re-learn that dip is pure poison and deadly.
I quit with You Today, just Today.
You're in a much better place mentally than whoever puts the poison in their mouth, period

[Nolaq]

I've been having a tough week. Not sure if it's because I just changed careers or because my career change encompasses one of my triggers, or because it's the post HOF funk. Either way I have noticed myself becoming less engaged. My desire to keep a close bond with my brothers here is still strong, but I haven't felt very talkative. And I can FEEL the daily battle. Camping was a time I could chew my face off. I took a job where I'm a manager of a Camping World RV dealership. Everyone chews or smokes freely. It's been a tough week where I've had to make sure everyone knows I quit chewing 117 days ago. I've been shown respect with it, but the job is still a constant reminder of old triggers. With learning a new role I've also had less free time to get the daily dose of KTC I feel I need so much at this point in my quit. I NEED to find my healthy balance. I am quit with all of you today. None of us have permission to lose sight of our quits and cave for any reason.

New stress, new life changes, new environments can be as much of a trigger as anything else. Stay strong brother. I am here to tell you that at 117 Day, you are walking the path in the right way. It gets EASIER! Soon enough you won't even have a second or third thought about it. You'll look at those guys you work with and feel pity on them that they are still slaves and you are a free man.

I posted my Day 1,896 today. You have my word I won't cave today. I'm Quit with you today IDWC. Rock on!

[I'm done with chew]

I've been having a tough week. Not sure if it's because I just changed careers or because my career change encompasses one of my triggers, or because it's the post HOF funk. Either way I have noticed myself becoming less engaged. My desire to keep a close bond with my brothers here is still strong, but I haven't felt very talkative. And I can FEEL the daily battle. Camping was a time I could chew my face off. I took a job where I'm a manager of a Camping World RV dealership. Everyone chews or smokes freely. It's been a tough week where I've had to make sure everyone knows I quit chewing 117 days ago. I've been shown respect with it, but the job is still a constant reminder of old triggers. With learning a new role I've also had less free time to get the daily dose of KTC I feel I need so much at this point in my quit. I NEED to find my healthy balance. I am quit with all of you today. None of us have permission to lose sight of our quits and cave for any reason.