Ya I fucked up. I remember how good unfelt after like 20 days of quitting I want that feeling forever. I ain't gona cave this time.
You got ADHD man, or are you just experimenting with that stuff?
ADHD ya but I took myself off after I caved.
Just making sure.
Sometimes, we use all sorts of drugs to self medicate issues. What did your doctor have to say? Are there other alternatives, or you doing fine without it?
As for the nicotine cave, (as CBird noted) the drug didn't make you go buy the stuff and use. You chose to based upon your past experience with the reaction you had to both drugs.
That's why this thing is so evil.
It knows when you are feeling weak, and it will attack. It will tell you that good times were good with it, and that bad times are better because of it. It attaches itself right to the memory receptacles in your brain.
There isn't a magic pill that's going to make this go away either. It's a day by day assault you need to wage. I guarantee, though, that the good days will outweigh the bad. For example, I used for approximately 17 years (or 6,205 days). When I quit 778 days ago, I have had approximately 40-50 bad days, 100 so-so days, and the rest have been good to great.
Take this one moment at a time. Make some friends here. Use them when you're in trouble. Use them when you're not.
You can do this because I did.
