Have not written in here in a long time, I really have nothing profound to say except that I posted roll today for the 495th consecutive day, and I don't foresee tomorrow being any different. I was starting to get annoyed that I am not cured, that I have to post roll everyday, I was starting to think it sucks to be reminded every morning that I am an addict. All those negative thoughts were fleeting at best because sure it'd be easier to just be "cured" but nothing in life worth having is easy, I am just as much of an addict as I was 496 days ago, but today I have chosen to be free, I've committed to all of you that I will stick with that choice today, all damn day.