There is no doubt in my mind that without this place I wouldn't have made it this far. I love my wife and kids more than anything in this world, but I've never been able to do this strictly for them. I needed this site and you crazy mfers to keep the shield impenetrable. Nic still whispers several days a week, but my wife always told me I'm good at hearing but not always listening.
I'm in this thing for the long haul. No nic for me today and if I'm alive in the morning, I promise to promise the same again tomorrow. Thanks all, your support has likely saved my life.