It has been a while since I have written anything here.....honestly, after a small funk in the 60's, the days got pretty easy. I'm on day 88 today and the cravings I've had the last couple of days have been out of this world. I can taste my old Copenhagen....I smell Skoal Cherry...I can feel the wad of dog shit in my mouth and my brain has the gumption to tell me how much I miss holding that dog shit in my mouth.....
I don't know what is wrong with me, but each time I have a fucked up thought about wanting dip, I just keep telling myself I quit and remind myself why I quit. Caving isn't an option...just have to power through each day, ODAAT, NAFAR.....QLFEDD, unless you are a Mayhem Quitter, then it is QLFE14D or every full Gordon...