As I sit on my back porch reading and posting, I read about Keddy 's friend. I think to myself how fortunate I am to be sitting here able to read, write because 38 years of poison I probably don't deserve to be here. I also read of a young man who is 19 and telling everyone, look I've only been dipping a year but I wanna stop and I'm gonna need help. One week, one year, 10,20, 30 whatever years, 1 day it's all to long. We all struggle daily not just craving but life in general but we manage ,we're fighter's we don't give up! I will never get a trophy for writing but I can promise you my heart is broken sitting here thinking about all these young kids that will never enjoy the pleasures of life that I have because that one day they choose to dip and die an early horrific oral death. Peace to you all and my freedom is due to ktc and all my brothers and sisters! Bk is huge in helping me everyday. Remember we may have to work side by side everyday with that asshole but we don't have to be friends. Quit on!