You said that you didnÂ’t want PMs, yet you sent me one. Again, IÂ’ll take it public. You said:
Dont try to act like youre superior over me. I didn't lie to my family and hide in my basement like a coward just to have a dip. You put the same shit in your mouth that I did. At least I was always honest about it.
First, when it comes to quitting, which this is the only thing that this is about, I am superior.
Yes, I was a ninja for 16 years. I didn’t lie to anybody about that unless you are using “chick logic” and think that lying by omission is “lying”. It’s not. Never once did she ask I was dipping. Never once was I caught dipping. Never once was there a suspicion that I dipped. Never once was a can found. Never once did I lie. Yes, I put the same shit in my face that you did, but that is all that we have in common.
Now, why am I superior to you? I knew for years that I was an addict and was too weak to quit and too scared to face life without my false crutch. It took a cancer scare to give me enough courage to seek help. That scare was enough to cause my balls to enlarge just enough to say, “I’m done”. Saying, “I’m done” and seeking help led me to KTC. This site, its philosophy, and these fellow addicts taught me how to quit for today.
LOOT taught me, through other quitter’s cave and return to posting roll, that you can never forget that you are an addict. As soon as you forget that you are an addict you are destined to fail. LOOT also says that you can never forget day one. Each day, as I post roll with the Mighty Wagins’ I say aloud, “I am an addict. I remember day one. I will not use nicotine and any way, shape, or form today.”
You also do not forget day 1, but for some stupid fucking reason you have said that you will buy a can of dip every hundred days to “test your quit”. If (you logic here) you pass your stupid test you will post day one again and start over (even though you tried to return and post a day 142 saying “you didn’t care what we say you are still quit 142 days). You don’t get it. You have learned nothing. You stopped posting after you hit 100, then at some point bought a can to test yourself, and had 4-5 dips before declaring yourself passed and you quit was still intact.cmark taught me that “just one” is not an option. You never know which one is the one that will cause the cancer that can’t be reversed by stopping. Cmark had me read the story of Tom Kern and Randy. He had me re-read these. He had every newbie that wandered into chat read these, and each time he points a newbie to them I read them again. “Never again for any reason”.
You feel that you are invincible and can tempt fate not just once, but 4-5 times after each one hundred days. Again, not only am I superior to you but a hell of a lot smarter.Aglawyer taught me, by example, that no matter what life throws at you, dip wonÂ’t help it. A problem plus dip equals two problems. This is just so badass it belongs here. IÂ’m sure that you have also defiled this KTC quitter commandment.
Sportsfan231 taught me to “Stick around and become a friend”. I listened and I have over sixty contacts in my phone of quitters that I can call in a moment of crisis.. I can also contact any of these for no other reason other than because they are my friends. I know about their lives, their jobs, the families, their nicotine past, and their quit.
You? I donÂ’t know if you have any friends here. I doubt it. You had about 100 posts when you came back with your horseshit HOF speech and begged for confrontation. Even if you posted 100% of the time you didnÂ’t contribute much and certainly didnÂ’t pay it forward (thankfully).I can go on and on with specific things that I have learned from reading this site, believing in its philosophy, or specifics from badass quitters, but I wonÂ’t. I have wasted enough time on your sorry ass. Please, go elsewhere,
www.quitsmokeless.org has been suggested. If thatÂ’s not good then start your own support group where you and your inferior cohorts can continue to tempt fate every few days and consider yourselves as quit as you can dream of. Again, feel free to FUCK OFF AND DIE.