Matt3281

[Pinched]

day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.

One bite at a time! I sent you the info for the Pinched Hotline in a PM.

[Matt3281]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Great to hear. Keep up the quit!

Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!

Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.

Man I remember the stubborn newbie you were and how angry you sounded when you joined! Inst it nice to see where you are today as opposed to where you were 27 days ago? Great job! Keep adding the days up and I'm proud to see you posting each day!

day 28 ty guys...hey jake i need ya number brother so i can have another KTC brother in my phone same goes for Pinched i need your number too please. Have a good week brothers im staying quit for a long time.

[jake frawley]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Great to hear. Keep up the quit!

Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!

Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.

Man I remember the stubborn newbie you were and how angry you sounded when you joined! Inst it nice to see where you are today as opposed to where you were 27 days ago? Great job! Keep adding the days up and I'm proud to see you posting each day!

[Pinched]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Great to hear. Keep up the quit!

Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!

Matt,
That is good news. a Thyroid problem is no joke but much better than the C word. Congrats brother.

[B-loMatt]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Great to hear. Keep up the quit!

Very good news! Seconds on using the emotions of the scare to strengthen your quit. You have come a long way from the guy who posted first few days here. You are kicking ass bro!

[Diesel2112]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Great to hear. Keep up the quit!

[worktowin]

What ever happened with the doctor?Ã,  Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

Fan-fucking-tastic news!

Dude - use the anger and fear from this experience to build even more strength into the quit you've got going. Today I am celebrating, and quitting, with you.

[Matt3281]

What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?

Day 27 i do not have throat cancer i had my blood tested at American Cancer Soicity and i was told i don't have throat cancer but, have a thyrod problem with one of the glands that is why i have swallowing problems.

[Diesel2112]

What ever happened with the doctor? Hopefully you checked out ok?

[Matt3281]

Read ur post on taking out your cravings  stress on your fiance  kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.�Ã,  U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!

I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.

Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.

I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.

day 12 still going feels great....

How has it been with the family?

been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.

How is your quit going?

day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...

Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later

day 15 still going strong

Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.

Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.

Day 17 still going strong

Get some QLF today w you Matt

Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.

day 19 still going strong

Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .

day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.

day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.

day 25 going to work again whoop

Day 26 time to go to sleep and post roll and go to sleep long day yesterday at work..

[Matt3281]

Read ur post on taking out your cravings  stress on your fiance  kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.�Ã,  U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!

I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.

Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.

I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.

day 12 still going feels great....

How has it been with the family?

been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.

How is your quit going?

day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...

Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later

day 15 still going strong

Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.

Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.

Day 17 still going strong

Get some QLF today w you Matt

Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.

day 19 still going strong

Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .

day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.

day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.

day 25 going to work again whoop

[Matt3281]

Read ur post on taking out your cravings  stress on your fiance  kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.�Ã,  U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!

I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.

Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.

I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.

day 12 still going feels great....

How has it been with the family?

been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.

How is your quit going?

day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...

Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later

day 15 still going strong

Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.

Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.

Day 17 still going strong

Get some QLF today w you Matt

Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.

day 19 still going strong

Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .

day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.

day 24-25 cant remember what day it is but im still going whoop.

[Matt3281]

Read ur post on taking out your cravings  stress on your fiance  kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.�Ã,  U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!

I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.

Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.

I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.

day 12 still going feels great....

How has it been with the family?

been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.

How is your quit going?

day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...

Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later

day 15 still going strong

Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.

Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.

Day 17 still going strong

Get some QLF today w you Matt

Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.

day 19 still going strong

Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .

day 22 was working had a friend post for me . day 23 i just woke up and going to drop kids off with their dumb as a brick real daddy and then working again for my mother in md things going good.

[Matt3281]

Read ur post on taking out your cravings  stress on your fiance  kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.�Ã,  U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!

I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.

Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.

I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.

day 12 still going feels great....

How has it been with the family?

been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.

How is your quit going?

day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...

Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later

day 15 still going strong

Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.

Another victory, keep at it, the days stack up pretty quick.

Day 17 still going strong

Get some QLF today w you Matt

Day 18 and feeling great got to talk to cdaniels and his wife last night on xbox live had a nice long convo its nice to know i can come here or on their and play with KTC ppl. Anyways all's well that ends well.

day 19 still going strong

Day 20 - took my daughter to birthday thing in Washington DC
Day 21- woke up sore and tired from driving and walking all day but feeling great .

[Derk40]

Keep at it brother. You are doin great. ODAAT!! Quit with u today!