Read ur post on taking out your cravings stress on your fiance kids.� U know the answer to your question... that is wrong and you need to knock that off.� Ur quit and that is badass.� But don't take out your issues on them.� That is not badass - that is BS.� U need to find a better outlet.� You are stressed and that is understandable.� Take a deep breath... get some seeds, candy, gum, work out, text someone, run, do push ups, eat a cheeseburger, clean the garage, do the dishes, jump in a pool, take a cold shower, bite your fingernails, punch yourself in the face or junk, etc. Those are a few ideas, but do anything to divert your stress away from the people u love.� Use the site - vent your issues here.� Just like you just did.� That is perfect.� Do not take it out on them bro. PM me if you need someone else to vent 2.� U r doing great!� Quit with you!
I agree with dirk totally. Your significant other and kids do not deserve your nicotine rage. Now is not the time for teaching anything. Wait until your more sound minded to deal with issues concerning kids. Right now you need to focus on yourself. Take a jog, go fishin, find An outlet.
Come on here and call us a holes. Do whatever it takes. Leave wife fiancee and kids out of it. Get your head right brother.
I agree with them. The issue of work vs chores is a valid point in my opinion you need to wait on that battle until your rage is over and you dont make your family look at you like your crazy. One thing leads to another next thing you know you have said something you can never take back. Go jerk off in the bathroom untill you cant walk then you might start to feel better. Vent on here to us WE can take it.
day 12 still going feels great....
How has it been with the family?
been alot better now.. boi i am one busy man now.. I got a part time job in thurmont md. I gotta work all day today making 20.00 an hr and then all day on friday so by friday i will have made 320.00 tax free undertable job hehe. Saturday is a busy day also gotta pay rent , then mow grass and at 3pm got a family reunion to go to.. Then sunday i gotta finish the mowing. Monday-wednesday next week im working 3 days of 8 hrs and will make bout 480.00 then its my little girl's bday Aug. 8th . Im taking her to Smithsonian National Zoo by metro she and her family never rode the metro before.. It wil be a excitting day for her. cant wait.
How is your quit going?
day 13 and going great... ty for asking ...
Day 14 going good have to get dressed and head to work today well catch ya all later
day 15 still going strong
Day 16- had a family reunion yesterday. no stress or anything. This morning , i wake up to kids pushing me and trying to wake me up for breakfast which i dont eat breakfast cause it makes my tummy upset or i have to poop all day long. Plus, kids really piss me off cause i am trying to blog or do my daily log in on here and they don't understand it. I been craving the nic bitch very little. I have wanted her but, don't have the want to buy her again. So i would have to say im doing good.
