Ok. Looking for some feedback.
I have not had craves since early in my quit. However, I have had three bouts of depression in the 40/50s, 70/80s and 110s. It has wrecked my running. I am running the Boston this year which is supposed to be a real treat for a runner. I am fatter and I am out of shape because I have not been motivated. My training has sucked. I get depressed and sit at home. Probably why I am on this damn site too much. It does help though.
When is this going to end? Advice?
Well bro, there is good news here. The good news is, you are healing! The good news is, you have identified these funks, and hopefully you know that this too, shall pass.
When is it going to end? That's the bad news: I couldn't tell you. Some guys go through these things worse than others. I personally didn't get hit too hard. I identify with the not being motivated part, putting on weight, etc, but I don't think I went through any serious depression. Some guys have.
I think that if it gets too bad, and if you really start feeling down, there is no harm in seeing a doc. I'm not one myself, so the best I can do is offer that.
About being here too much, well, I think that can sometimes happen. I find myself sitting in here rather than making phone calls, or getting work done in general. While this place is a comfort zone, and a place to vent and shit, sometimes it is good to stick your head out in the real world for a while.
You won't miss that much bud...get your ass out there and get running!