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Doc, I think you might be right. I have had a little fog today but it was minor. I'm keeping quit today I know that. I'm not giving up but I need a good swift kick in the ass. I'm going to work and taking care of my duties. Other than that I'm just existing til I get over this.
Quote from: doc2quit4good Quote from: mogul 52 today. I have been a bad friend.  I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here.  No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul You are still my friend. Have an nice holiday season! Hey Mogul keep the quit strong, that's the main thing. I'm feeling similarly lately. Will look forward to seeing you back in action when you get there!
Quote from: mogul 52 today. I have been a bad friend.  I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here.  No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul You are still my friend. Have an nice holiday season!
52 today. I have been a bad friend.  I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here.  No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul
Quote from: mogul 52 today. I have been a bad friend. I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here. No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul You are still my friend. Have an nice holiday season!
52 today. I have been a bad friend. I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here. No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul
52 today. I have been a bad friend. I'm sorry to all of you who have texted or sent messages on here. No excuse, just been busy with work and having Christmas with the family. Some of my bling has not been there lately. Kinda blah really. I think the holiday season has some effect on that. My quit is strong. No cravings at all lately. Hopefully I will reengage here soon on the intros and answering emails or texts. Please bear with me il after the new year. Mogul
Quote from: derk40 Quote from: ParadigmDawg Quote from: AppleJack Quote from: mogul Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul I do :)I also stare at the tobacco rack and intimidate it. I find myself disgusted by people who dip. It is really bad and I give them dirty looks and talk bad about them. It cracks my wife up and she just always says "if you could have just seen you a few months ago".... Hey congrats on 40 days mogul! I wanted to type this the other day but couldn't figure out how to say it so I will just say it. Don't get ahead of yourself with another 40 days and don't just let your days click away. You ever see that movie with Adam sandler "click"? He was always looking ahead and forgot to enjoy what he had in front of him. That is what ODAAT really means to me. Focus on today. Stay quit today. But more importantly ENJOY today! I mean you are quit brother! That is great. But as you are quit today... Do not be Afraid to enjoy the day for a bit. Get outside and soak in some clean air, go for a walk, or just do something fun. After all this hard work battling your quit today I believe you deserve it. Quit on! Good shit there.
Quote from: ParadigmDawg Quote from: AppleJack Quote from: mogul Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul I do :)I also stare at the tobacco rack and intimidate it. I find myself disgusted by people who dip. It is really bad and I give them dirty looks and talk bad about them. It cracks my wife up and she just always says "if you could have just seen you a few months ago".... Hey congrats on 40 days mogul! I wanted to type this the other day but couldn't figure out how to say it so I will just say it. Don't get ahead of yourself with another 40 days and don't just let your days click away. You ever see that movie with Adam sandler "click"? He was always looking ahead and forgot to enjoy what he had in front of him. That is what ODAAT really means to me. Focus on today. Stay quit today. But more importantly ENJOY today! I mean you are quit brother! That is great. But as you are quit today... Do not be Afraid to enjoy the day for a bit. Get outside and soak in some clean air, go for a walk, or just do something fun. After all this hard work battling your quit today I believe you deserve it. Quit on!
Quote from: AppleJack Quote from: mogul Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul I do :)I also stare at the tobacco rack and intimidate it. I find myself disgusted by people who dip. It is really bad and I give them dirty looks and talk bad about them. It cracks my wife up and she just always says "if you could have just seen you a few months ago"....
Quote from: mogul Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul I do :)I also stare at the tobacco rack and intimidate it.
Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul
Quote from: mogul Tomorrow is 40 days quit. Wow, I can't believe it but I also can't wait for another 40. It seems as though the first 10 days was very long and now they are clicking by quicker and quicker. The suck is getting less and less however everyone now and then the fog settles in just a bit. Especially when I have a big sleep deficit. My craves are down to 1 to 2 a day. I am having a hard time believing I did this shit to myself for 23 years. Stupid ass mogul, stupid, stupid, stupid. I have had some very positive feelings lately, such as getting back in a shape other than round. It seems my outlook on life is changing for the better. Does anybody else pass the tobacco area of your grocery store or gas station and say "fuck you" out loud or slightly under your breath? I just can't help it. Personally, I think this is a positive. I wish I was indifferent to it, but being an addict doesn't make this possible.Mogul Hey Mogul. This isn't surprising me at all. I knew you would make it this far and way further. I seen that you got that look man. I mean like that stunt you pulled to kick the bitch's ass in the beginning? Damn.The fog can come back. If you are still dealing with sleep issues it may just be fatique. Something hit me like that a few days ago. BUT I am now trying to beat the other bitch in my life which is alcohol. Another story though...And yeah if I go in a c-store I just look at the shit they present to us addicts right there in front of me and stare at it too. And then laugh at myself!!! AND get pissed that is that easy to get this shit!!!! Ban the stuff now!!!!