God, please grant me strength and courage. I am terrified of what is going to happen.
Why are we taught and believe that if we work hard we will be rewarded. I don't know how much more rejection I can take, I don't know how I can keep moving forward , positivity. I am trying so hard to hold it together, but it is falling apart.
Candie. Be strong bro. You might feel like there is no light right now. You're not alone. But there is only one way to go, and that is forward. You gotta fight hard sometimes. Shit does not always come easy, or quick. But anything worth having is hard to get, but also worth the fight.
Stay strong brother. I know you're fighting demons right now. Keep fighting. You're stronger than you think you are.
Prayers man. Just never give up man.
I am trying not to. The mental games of this whole thing, suck. I just am questioning everything I am doing (not my quit). Is it the right or wrong choice, will it help or hurt. Trying to justify everything.
Just keep trying man. You will break through. Don't worry about rejection or any of the shit that is out of your control. Everything you are doing is correct and you are trying. Dont waste energy debating if it is correct, just keep on doing.
That's the doubt. I have no idea if it is correct or not.
Candy
I can't possibly imagine what you are going through. I can only imagine how painful it is.
Hang in there man. Keep fighting, keep doing what you think is right.
After the past 10 months my judgement and faith in what is right is shattered and off. I don't know what else to do.
Applying to jobs, praying for guidance, and hoping that something happens.
We care about what is happening to you even if it's long distance. Thoughts and prayers sent your way!!!
This family is what is giving me the strength to go forward. I know that I can do this and I will come out a new person.
I am struggling with words to express what this brotherhood is all about.
Quitting is all about changing who you are not what you do. Right now your prayers, thoughts, texts, and PMS are what is keeping me going.