750 days nicotine free!
Interesting day. Woke up. Posted Roll. Made a cup of coffee. Started to go upstairs into my newly renovated home office and it hit me, It wasn't a crave. It was a thought, a thought that I really haven't had in quite a long time: In my head a voice said, "wouldn't a dip be good right about now". I stopped from going upstairs, sat on the couch again, and texted my promise to my quit circle to promise not to use nicotine. Early on I would hold off on texting my promise until I got to work as that was one of the hardest times of the day for me. Know your tools and use them when needed.....
So, in the late afternoon I was cleaning up some of the aftermath from the home office renovation and I found something. Hidden away, stashed in a seldom used suit coat pocket, was a cigar. Yes, that instrument of death that has tricked many into going back to being addicts. I didn't over react. I didn't rush to throw it away. I stopped and thought; Why today? Why today is nicotine trying so hard to lure me back? I am blessed that I am stronger now than a year ago, and I am entirely grateful that I am so different from the person I was 2 years ago. If this day would have happened back then, I probably would not be telling you of today's events. I might not have made it to 750 days nicotine free. Thank God I Quit.
Thanks for the Accountability and Brotherhood,
oldschool