Well, then help me
Here's some helpful advice...
Pull your fucking head out of your ass and decide if you are IN or if you are OUT. You want to do this, then do it all the way. NO half ass efforts, because they get half assed results, as proven by past performance.
I'll help you as much as possible. PM me anytime with whatever you need. You wanna swap digits, you have specific question, you want to to tell me to fuck off...I don't care as long as it's helping you to stay quit.
A LOT of guys and gals here can help you out, but ultimately it will be you who has to do the heavy lifting. We can't be with you all day to make sure you do the right thing.
I'm all in to help you, but are you all in to quit?
Up to you, Sport.