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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #113 on: January 29, 2016, 07:34:00 AM »
I appreciate the thoughts and prayers from everyone. My pop continues on his path to my mom. With dignity, respect and hopefully as little pain as possible. To be honest I don't even give nic a second
thought. That promise on roll this morning is solid. My shift with him is tonight and I can tell you it will be a long night, but it will be nic free. Stay quit friends it is so worth it.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #112 on: January 28, 2016, 05:30:00 PM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.
Wow, what a great post. Yea, you're right this place "can be" an anonymous and safe place to quit. And what makes that cool is that you can share these deep issues with a bunch of randoms and next thing you know, these randoms are by your side giving you support beyond your quit. To me, that's not a random person anymore, that's a friend. The guy who posted in front of me...bonafide friend of mine. We've met, we text, our lives are connected. We're there for you bro.

Other lesson you just taught and reinforced. One problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Huge stressor going on in your life, and you're here posting roll and quitting your ass off. That's how you do it my friend.
Thanks guys. Appreciate the thoughts and prayers. It's a tough time right now but does not give me an excuse. Honestly all last nigtht
I did not once think of that sickening crap. I thank this place for that!!
Steakbomb's right with "Wow, what a great post".
My thoughts and prayers are with you, your dad, and family.
I know how it feels to lose a parent, as a I lost my Dad a little more than 8 years ago.
I remember how he would always be on me about quitting tobacco, as he passed from COPD.
Watching him suffer from not being able to breath for 10 or so years was enough for me to quit smoking, However the romance with tobacco wasn't over at that time. Worktowin hits the nail on the head, when he says "you're giving your dad a great gift".
Unfortunately I wasn't able to give that same gift, but I know my father's looking down on me now, and very proud of the fact that I'm quit alongside a BAD ASS QUITTER such as youself JGlav!!!

Again thoughts and prayers your way bro!
JG,
My heart and soul reach out to you. This hits so hard. I feel deeply for what you are going through.
We just lost my mother in law on Veterans Day this past November and she slowly slipped from her normal, strong, beautiful, healthy self to almost forgetting who we were.
I am thankful I got to spend over half the day with her every day, for a few weeks, it was very difficult physically, but there was no other place I wanted to be, she was there for us always.
I pray you find some comfort in the days to come, in all those precious memories.
Much love to you and your entire family. God Bless.
JGlav your dad sounds like a wonderful man!!! I can see why you call him your hero. You and your family will be in my prayers tonight. May you find peace in this difficult time. Treasure your memories and celebrate his life with your siblings. If there is anything I can do please do not hesitate to ask.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #111 on: January 28, 2016, 03:26:00 PM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.
Wow, what a great post. Yea, you're right this place "can be" an anonymous and safe place to quit. And what makes that cool is that you can share these deep issues with a bunch of randoms and next thing you know, these randoms are by your side giving you support beyond your quit. To me, that's not a random person anymore, that's a friend. The guy who posted in front of me...bonafide friend of mine. We've met, we text, our lives are connected. We're there for you bro.

Other lesson you just taught and reinforced. One problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Huge stressor going on in your life, and you're here posting roll and quitting your ass off. That's how you do it my friend.
Thanks guys. Appreciate the thoughts and prayers. It's a tough time right now but does not give me an excuse. Honestly all last nigtht
I did not once think of that sickening crap. I thank this place for that!!
Steakbomb's right with "Wow, what a great post".
My thoughts and prayers are with you, your dad, and family.
I know how it feels to lose a parent, as a I lost my Dad a little more than 8 years ago.
I remember how he would always be on me about quitting tobacco, as he passed from COPD.
Watching him suffer from not being able to breath for 10 or so years was enough for me to quit smoking, However the romance with tobacco wasn't over at that time. Worktowin hits the nail on the head, when he says "you're giving your dad a great gift".
Unfortunately I wasn't able to give that same gift, but I know my father's looking down on me now, and very proud of the fact that I'm quit alongside a BAD ASS QUITTER such as youself JGlav!!!

Again thoughts and prayers your way bro!
JG,
My heart and soul reach out to you. This hits so hard. I feel deeply for what you are going through.
We just lost my mother in law on Veterans Day this past November and she slowly slipped from her normal, strong, beautiful, healthy self to almost forgetting who we were.
I am thankful I got to spend over half the day with her every day, for a few weeks, it was very difficult physically, but there was no other place I wanted to be, she was there for us always.
I pray you find some comfort in the days to come, in all those precious memories.
Much love to you and your entire family. God Bless.
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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #110 on: January 28, 2016, 02:41:00 PM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.
Wow, what a great post. Yea, you're right this place "can be" an anonymous and safe place to quit. And what makes that cool is that you can share these deep issues with a bunch of randoms and next thing you know, these randoms are by your side giving you support beyond your quit. To me, that's not a random person anymore, that's a friend. The guy who posted in front of me...bonafide friend of mine. We've met, we text, our lives are connected. We're there for you bro.

Other lesson you just taught and reinforced. One problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Huge stressor going on in your life, and you're here posting roll and quitting your ass off. That's how you do it my friend.
Thanks guys. Appreciate the thoughts and prayers. It's a tough time right now but does not give me an excuse. Honestly all last nigtht
I did not once think of that sickening crap. I thank this place for that!!
Steakbomb's right with "Wow, what a great post".
My thoughts and prayers are with you, your dad, and family.
I know how it feels to lose a parent, as a I lost my Dad a little more than 8 years ago.
I remember how he would always be on me about quitting tobacco, as he passed from COPD.
Watching him suffer from not being able to breath for 10 or so years was enough for me to quit smoking, However the romance with tobacco wasn't over at that time. Worktowin hits the nail on the head, when he says "you're giving your dad a great gift".
Unfortunately I wasn't able to give that same gift, but I know my father's looking down on me now, and very proud of the fact that I'm quit alongside a BAD ASS QUITTER such as youself JGlav!!!

Again thoughts and prayers your way bro!

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #109 on: January 28, 2016, 07:09:00 AM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.
Wow, what a great post. Yea, you're right this place "can be" an anonymous and safe place to quit. And what makes that cool is that you can share these deep issues with a bunch of randoms and next thing you know, these randoms are by your side giving you support beyond your quit. To me, that's not a random person anymore, that's a friend. The guy who posted in front of me...bonafide friend of mine. We've met, we text, our lives are connected. We're there for you bro.

Other lesson you just taught and reinforced. One problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Huge stressor going on in your life, and you're here posting roll and quitting your ass off. That's how you do it my friend.
Thanks guys. Appreciate the thoughts and prayers. It's a tough time right now but does not give me an excuse. Honestly all last nigtht
I did not once think of that sickening crap. I thank this place for that!!

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #108 on: January 28, 2016, 07:05:00 AM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.
Wow, what a great post. Yea, you're right this place "can be" an anonymous and safe place to quit. And what makes that cool is that you can share these deep issues with a bunch of randoms and next thing you know, these randoms are by your side giving you support beyond your quit. To me, that's not a random person anymore, that's a friend. The guy who posted in front of me...bonafide friend of mine. We've met, we text, our lives are connected. We're there for you bro.

Other lesson you just taught and reinforced. One problem + nicotine = 2 problems. Huge stressor going on in your life, and you're here posting roll and quitting your ass off. That's how you do it my friend.
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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #107 on: January 28, 2016, 03:52:00 AM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.
Sounds like you were blessed with 2 wonderful parents JGlav, and that they were blessed with a great son. It also sounds like, on the way to meet his wife again, you are giving your dad one hell of a great gift. My thoughts and prayers are with your family right now dude. But you can take a deep breath and smile knowing that your dad is proud of you.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #106 on: January 28, 2016, 01:06:00 AM »
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I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.
JGlav, so sorry to hear about your dad. I've been through losing a parent once when my mom lost her battle with cancer and that final goodbye was about the hardest week of my life. I'm praying for you tonight my friend and as always text or call if you need support.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #105 on: January 27, 2016, 11:17:00 PM »
I'm into the 140's now. Been a lot happening these last few weeks and the quit goes onward. I figured I would post this here. I know this is an anonymous, faceless group of guys and gals so I suppose that makes it more confortable to discuss difficult issues. This is way past my bedtime so
If I ramble forgive me. When I wrote Dec '15 that the 120's were difficult, I had a ton of things changing at work. However the toughest life change was news that my Pop was real sick. His ticker is failing which is causing kidney failure. One makes the other worse and round and round. We are weeks now into this sickness and he is in hospice. My Bros.  Sisters are here. I'm sitting next to him as we dose him with Morhine and he is in and out of consciousness. He's my hero. Strange I know that 47 yr old man would think like that about his dad. This man fought in Korea raised 7 children. All love him. I truly believe he is passing now more from a broken heart. We lost our mom 5 yrs ago to lung cancer. She never smoked or drank. Maybe the ocasional 7  7 on Christmas eve. This big hardworking man, dying of a broken heart and struggling to breath is tough. I do kot know when the end will be. I do know that there is a lifetime of wonderful memories and amazing parenting he gave to me. Never missed a ball game or match. The sacrifice the two of them offered us as children was truly amazing. A house wife and a machinist. Imigrants both of them. The amount of lives they influenced for the goodthemselves is astounding. He wanted me quit so bad. He smoked but quit in his thirties. I am quit pop. Going to bed now and up in 2-1/2 hrs for the next bedside shift. Quit with all you. Carry on and thanks for the forum to put thoughts into words. Done on cell phone forgive spelling.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #104 on: December 31, 2015, 09:30:00 AM »
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Congratulations on HOF!!! You have made so much progress in your time here!!!I now see you leading the way and helping out the new guiys. Proud to quit with you brother!
so awesome to see you make the hall! well done.
Congrats JGlav! You have really embraced the KTC way. Proud to be quit with you EDD.
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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #103 on: December 30, 2015, 01:39:00 PM »
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Congratulations on HOF!!! You have made so much progress in your time here!!!I now see you leading the way and helping out the new guiys. Proud to quit with you brother!
so awesome to see you make the hall! well done.
Congrats JGlav! You have really embraced the KTC way. Proud to be quit with you EDD.
Don't be afraid.  You are not alone.

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #102 on: December 30, 2015, 12:07:00 PM »
Happy HOF JG.
Proud to quit with you.
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Offline JGlav

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #101 on: December 14, 2015, 10:34:00 PM »
Quote from: JB65
Quote from: JGlav
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: KingNothing
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: D2maine
Quote from: tjschu
Congratulations on HOF!!! You have made so much progress in your time here!!!I now see you leading the way and helping out the new guiys. Proud to quit with you brother!
so awesome to see you make the hall! well done.
welcome to the Hall, first floor of magneto come!
Congratulations sir. It is an honor to quit with you today.
Congratulations on the hof! It's a huge milestone but many more to come. Proud of you, continue on and smile alot today, you deserve it my friend!
Congrats big guy. You've earned it.
JGlav, Awesome first 100 days and congratulations on making it to today. Lets take a quick look at your quit stats

100% roll poster, roll supporter, intro contributor, and quit leader - all evidenced by the almost 11 posts/day. Respected quitter all around (just look at those posting up on this intro page), active, and deeply entrenched into your quit which you have made solely for you. This is how you quit. Proud of you brother.
Thanks Steak. Really appreciate the support. Feels so great to be quit and tobacco / nicotine free. Man that stuff had me around the neck like a noose. Thanks for your support.
It really does help the days pass
Happy for you JGlav, quit on brother! See you on the 2nd floor! 'oh yeah'
Thanks bro. Posting up a 101 today. Quit on brother!!

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #100 on: December 14, 2015, 09:20:00 AM »
Quote from: JGlav
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: KingNothing
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: D2maine
Quote from: tjschu
Congratulations on HOF!!! You have made so much progress in your time here!!!I now see you leading the way and helping out the new guiys. Proud to quit with you brother!
so awesome to see you make the hall! well done.
welcome to the Hall, first floor of magneto come!
Congratulations sir. It is an honor to quit with you today.
Congratulations on the hof! It's a huge milestone but many more to come. Proud of you, continue on and smile alot today, you deserve it my friend!
Congrats big guy. You've earned it.
JGlav, Awesome first 100 days and congratulations on making it to today. Lets take a quick look at your quit stats

100% roll poster, roll supporter, intro contributor, and quit leader - all evidenced by the almost 11 posts/day. Respected quitter all around (just look at those posting up on this intro page), active, and deeply entrenched into your quit which you have made solely for you. This is how you quit. Proud of you brother.
Thanks Steak. Really appreciate the support. Feels so great to be quit and tobacco / nicotine free. Man that stuff had me around the neck like a noose. Thanks for your support.
It really does help the days pass
Happy for you JGlav, quit on brother! See you on the 2nd floor! 'oh yeah'

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Re: JGlav Day 5
« Reply #99 on: December 13, 2015, 10:50:00 PM »
Quote from: Steakbomb18
Quote from: KingNothing
Quote from: pab1964
Quote from: worktowin
Quote from: Nomore1959
Quote from: D2maine
Quote from: tjschu
Congratulations on HOF!!! You have made so much progress in your time here!!!I now see you leading the way and helping out the new guiys. Proud to quit with you brother!
so awesome to see you make the hall! well done.
welcome to the Hall, first floor of magneto come!
Congratulations sir. It is an honor to quit with you today.
Congratulations on the hof! It's a huge milestone but many more to come. Proud of you, continue on and smile alot today, you deserve it my friend!
Congrats big guy. You've earned it.
JGlav, Awesome first 100 days and congratulations on making it to today. Lets take a quick look at your quit stats

100% roll poster, roll supporter, intro contributor, and quit leader - all evidenced by the almost 11 posts/day. Respected quitter all around (just look at those posting up on this intro page), active, and deeply entrenched into your quit which you have made solely for you. This is how you quit. Proud of you brother.
Thanks Steak. Really appreciate the support. Feels so great to be quit and tobacco / nicotine free. Man that stuff had me around the neck like a noose. Thanks for your support.
It really does help the days pass