Just decided on the way home

[Parputt]

Quitting for women?  You are doomed to failure. 

Quit for yourself and no one else.

Remember this? Get your head screwed on straight and quit.

[Parputt]

PUSSY

[Souliman]

What I am.............

An Addict!

I have a story I need to tell.

The background is unnecessary. We are all human and have shit in our lives. My shit is not any different than yours.

I Want to Quit. My reasons are the same now as they were three days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

Since then I failed. I had a chew and now I can't get this quit out of my head. It lingers.

The chew I had did nothing for me. It just started the clock over again.

Today is my first day of my quit. Today I will be quit one hour at a time.

I will tell people about my quit. Most of them don't even know that I chew. If I tell them and don't quit I will loose my job. They can over look many things but tobacco is not one of them.

I also use food. I was a very very fat man at 400 pounds. On April of 2010 I set out on another attempt at losing weight. I am still a work in progress but I have taken off 133 pounds. If I can quit that I can quit this.

I used food too keep people away. I used snuff to keep people away. I lived in my own little world and kept people away. I have done more to take part in life in the past few months than I ever have. The snuff was a killer though. It is hard to smile when you have a big ass brown wad of shit in your mouth. It is just a road block in the way of life. A road block that I put there because of fear. I get something from the snuff. I get acceptance I guess. Like the food it made me feel better somehow. I striped away the food and now I will strip away the snuff. I will be Quit today.

I will sign the roll today as Day 1.

You just decided on your way home, right? Well ... that didn't seem to work out too well. Now what? Now you have a plan? Sorry - no - you don't have a plan. WE have a plan that YOU must follow.

You haven't been here long enough for your apology to mean a fucking word to anyone on this site. The best aplogy you can offer is posting Day1. Then Day 2. And so on. When you get to day 50, maybe... MAYBE your word will mean something. But clearly your word meant nothing yesterday, when you promised you were quit and when you told Soul you were "still here." - bull fucking shit.

This is not some "hey I'll give it a try" quit site. You come here, you get with the program or you get the fuck out.

Today is Day 1. You're starting over. NEVER EVER let yourself start over again. You lost nearly half your size in the past year. You don't want to lose half your jaw.

Use the tools available to you on this site and don't be back with another day 1.

Thank you for your honesty...now listen to all the advice that has been given.

jmiah out

My advice to you, sir, is that you KEEP YOUR EFFIN' WORD this time. You may have lied to yourself and everyone else around you about your addiction, but don't bring that weak sauce in here. We're all going through this suck together. Posting roll is the same as looking us all in the eye and shaking our hands and giving your word as a man. We do the same with our word to you.

With the resources here, there's no excuse for you to ever use that shit again. Post roll. Keep you word.

Read gmann's words Maac. If you want to quit there's the secret.

I hope you reached out to magnum personally as well. That man did his best for you. You can't buy that kind of support.

[G]

What I am.............

An Addict!

I have a story I need to tell.

The background is unnecessary. We are all human and have shit in our lives. My shit is not any different than yours.

I Want to Quit. My reasons are the same now as they were three days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

Since then I failed. I had a chew and now I can't get this quit out of my head. It lingers.

The chew I had did nothing for me. It just started the clock over again.

Today is my first day of my quit. Today I will be quit one hour at a time.

I will tell people about my quit. Most of them don't even know that I chew. If I tell them and don't quit I will loose my job. They can over look many things but tobacco is not one of them.

I also use food. I was a very very fat man at 400 pounds. On April of 2010 I set out on another attempt at losing weight. I am still a work in progress but I have taken off 133 pounds. If I can quit that I can quit this.

I used food too keep people away. I used snuff to keep people away. I lived in my own little world and kept people away. I have done more to take part in life in the past few months than I ever have. The snuff was a killer though. It is hard to smile when you have a big ass brown wad of shit in your mouth. It is just a road block in the way of life. A road block that I put there because of fear. I get something from the snuff. I get acceptance I guess. Like the food it made me feel better somehow. I striped away the food and now I will strip away the snuff. I will be Quit today.

I will sign the roll today as Day 1.

You just decided on your way home, right? Well ... that didn't seem to work out too well. Now what? Now you have a plan? Sorry - no - you don't have a plan. WE have a plan that YOU must follow.

You haven't been here long enough for your apology to mean a fucking word to anyone on this site. The best aplogy you can offer is posting Day1. Then Day 2. And so on. When you get to day 50, maybe... MAYBE your word will mean something. But clearly your word meant nothing yesterday, when you promised you were quit and when you told Soul you were "still here." - bull fucking shit.

This is not some "hey I'll give it a try" quit site. You come here, you get with the program or you get the fuck out.

Today is Day 1. You're starting over. NEVER EVER let yourself start over again. You lost nearly half your size in the past year. You don't want to lose half your jaw.

Use the tools available to you on this site and don't be back with another day 1.

Thank you for your honesty...now listen to all the advice that has been given.

jmiah out

My advice to you, sir, is that you KEEP YOUR EFFIN' WORD this time. You may have lied to yourself and everyone else around you about your addiction, but don't bring that weak sauce in here. We're all going through this suck together. Posting roll is the same as looking us all in the eye and shaking our hands and giving your word as a man. We do the same with our word to you.

With the resources here, there's no excuse for you to ever use that shit again. Post roll. Keep you word.

[jmiah]

What I am.............

An Addict!

I have a story I need to tell.

The background is unnecessary. We are all human and have shit in our lives. My shit is not any different than yours.

I Want to Quit. My reasons are the same now as they were three days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

Since then I failed. I had a chew and now I can't get this quit out of my head. It lingers.

The chew I had did nothing for me. It just started the clock over again.

Today is my first day of my quit. Today I will be quit one hour at a time.

I will tell people about my quit. Most of them don't even know that I chew. If I tell them and don't quit I will loose my job. They can over look many things but tobacco is not one of them.

I also use food. I was a very very fat man at 400 pounds. On April of 2010 I set out on another attempt at losing weight. I am still a work in progress but I have taken off 133 pounds. If I can quit that I can quit this.

I used food too keep people away. I used snuff to keep people away. I lived in my own little world and kept people away. I have done more to take part in life in the past few months than I ever have. The snuff was a killer though. It is hard to smile when you have a big ass brown wad of shit in your mouth. It is just a road block in the way of life. A road block that I put there because of fear. I get something from the snuff. I get acceptance I guess. Like the food it made me feel better somehow. I striped away the food and now I will strip away the snuff. I will be Quit today.

I will sign the roll today as Day 1.

You just decided on your way home, right? Well ... that didn't seem to work out too well. Now what? Now you have a plan? Sorry - no - you don't have a plan. WE have a plan that YOU must follow.

You haven't been here long enough for your apology to mean a fucking word to anyone on this site. The best aplogy you can offer is posting Day1. Then Day 2. And so on. When you get to day 50, maybe... MAYBE your word will mean something. But clearly your word meant nothing yesterday, when you promised you were quit and when you told Soul you were "still here." - bull fucking shit.

This is not some "hey I'll give it a try" quit site. You come here, you get with the program or you get the fuck out.

Today is Day 1. You're starting over. NEVER EVER let yourself start over again. You lost nearly half your size in the past year. You don't want to lose half your jaw.

Use the tools available to you on this site and don't be back with another day 1.

Thank you for your honesty...now listen to all the advice that has been given.

jmiah out

[per034]

What I am.............

An Addict!

I have a story I need to tell.

The background is unnecessary. We are all human and have shit in our lives. My shit is not any different than yours.

I Want to Quit. My reasons are the same now as they were three days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

Since then I failed. I had a chew and now I can't get this quit out of my head. It lingers.

The chew I had did nothing for me. It just started the clock over again.

Today is my first day of my quit. Today I will be quit one hour at a time.

I will tell people about my quit. Most of them don't even know that I chew. If I tell them and don't quit I will loose my job. They can over look many things but tobacco is not one of them.

I also use food. I was a very very fat man at 400 pounds. On April of 2010 I set out on another attempt at losing weight. I am still a work in progress but I have taken off 133 pounds. If I can quit that I can quit this.

I used food too keep people away. I used snuff to keep people away. I lived in my own little world and kept people away. I have done more to take part in life in the past few months than I ever have. The snuff was a killer though. It is hard to smile when you have a big ass brown wad of shit in your mouth. It is just a road block in the way of life. A road block that I put there because of fear. I get something from the snuff. I get acceptance I guess. Like the food it made me feel better somehow. I striped away the food and now I will strip away the snuff. I will be Quit today.

I will sign the roll today as Day 1.

You just decided on your way home, right? Well ... that didn't seem to work out too well. Now what? Now you have a plan? Sorry - no - you don't have a plan. WE have a plan that YOU must follow.

You haven't been here long enough for your apology to mean a fucking word to anyone on this site. The best aplogy you can offer is posting Day1. Then Day 2. And so on. When you get to day 50, maybe... MAYBE your word will mean something. But clearly your word meant nothing yesterday, when you promised you were quit and when you told Soul you were "still here." - bull fucking shit.

This is not some "hey I'll give it a try" quit site. You come here, you get with the program or you get the fuck out.

Today is Day 1. You're starting over. NEVER EVER let yourself start over again. You lost nearly half your size in the past year. You don't want to lose half your jaw.

Use the tools available to you on this site and don't be back with another day 1.

[Maac]

What I am.............

An Addict!

I have a story I need to tell.

The background is unnecessary. We are all human and have shit in our lives. My shit is not any different than yours.

I Want to Quit. My reasons are the same now as they were three days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

Since then I failed. I had a chew and now I can't get this quit out of my head. It lingers.

The chew I had did nothing for me. It just started the clock over again.

Today is my first day of my quit. Today I will be quit one hour at a time.

I will tell people about my quit. Most of them don't even know that I chew. If I tell them and don't quit I will loose my job. They can over look many things but tobacco is not one of them.

I also use food. I was a very very fat man at 400 pounds. On April of 2010 I set out on another attempt at losing weight. I am still a work in progress but I have taken off 133 pounds. If I can quit that I can quit this.

I used food too keep people away. I used snuff to keep people away. I lived in my own little world and kept people away. I have done more to take part in life in the past few months than I ever have. The snuff was a killer though. It is hard to smile when you have a big ass brown wad of shit in your mouth. It is just a road block in the way of life. A road block that I put there because of fear. I get something from the snuff. I get acceptance I guess. Like the food it made me feel better somehow. I striped away the food and now I will strip away the snuff. I will be Quit today.

I will sign the roll today as Day 1.

[Maac]

FAIL

I have to say I am very sorry. I apologize to my new friends for this fail.

I have to say fail because I did fail. Does that mean that I will fail in the end? No. It means I failed this time.

I am truly sorry.

M

[Maac]

It is still there. I'm still here. We just keep watching each other. 'qt'

[Souliman]

I just posted to roll. I am at 48hrs..........

I don't know what to say. My mouth feels better. The fog may be lifting.

That's great news Maac. Glad to hear that its going the right direction. Just one thing...

Don't let down your guard. Keep that fight in front of you. Keep your hands on it because we have to do it again tomorrow. At least I'm planning on it. I hope you are too.

[Scowick65]

I just posted to roll. I am at 48hrs..........

I don't know what to say. My mouth feels better. The fog may be lifting.

I like your quit

[Maac]

I just posted to roll. I am at 48hrs..........

I don't know what to say. My mouth feels better. The fog may be lifting.

[nicofiend]

Welcome aboard Mac! Hang in there and ride the storm out for the first three days and it starts getting better I promise. You can do this bro. Proud to be quit with you today. Nicofiend

[Maac]

it's too early to go to bed. Not even a damn movie to watch.

[Maac]

My reasons for quitting are just as valid now as they were two days ago.

I don't want my mouth to hurt anymore.

I don't want brown teeth.

I don't want bad breath.

I don't want to die.

I don't want to spend the money.

...................................................................

I know what will happen and you know what will happen. Ten Seconds after the rush I will wish I had not done it. I will know that it was just not worth it. I will wonder what draw was so strong that I had to have a dip. Really this is it........ this is what I wanted. I want this dirty ass shit in my mouth. I would enjoy it I guess for the few minutes of pleasure that could be gotten and then I'd feel the pain. My mouth really hurt the other day. I did not have one spot that I could put a dip that did not burn. I will just keep typing and keep ranting till I go sleep.