After 5 years, I'm on day 74, I keep getting panic attacks and anxiety in class. I can't focus for more than 10 minutes on anything anymore. Almost cracked, then I realized I'd be letting my friends, family, and most importantly myself down. I just keep thinking about how sad it is that I let such a stupid thing have such an enormous hold on my life. I'm going to keep fighting the good fight, but its getting harder when my grades are starting to tank.
Just waiting for my triple digit day.