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Offline apogeeammo

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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #78 on: January 18, 2014, 04:15:00 PM »
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Wow, just tried Smokey Mountain Wintergreen for the first time and it was nice to feel the pull on my gumline again while not feeling guilty about nicotine! It was a pleasant surprise.

Having grown up on the farm and tasted fresh corn though, it was obvious that corn silks was a major ingredient - bleh!

All in all - I recommend it for short term getting by!
Day 2 of Smokey Mountain. It tastes shitty enough that I didn't want it first thing this morning. Went to a gun show and had a dip (of Shitty Mountain) when I got home.

Feeling good with no nicotine but struggling with cravings for the kick! 'drool'
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #77 on: January 17, 2014, 05:48:00 PM »
Wow, just tried Smokey Mountain Wintergreen for the first time and it was nice to feel the pull on my gumline again while not feeling guilty about nicotine! It was a pleasant surprise.

Having grown up on the farm and tasted fresh corn though, it was obvious that corn silks was a major ingredient - bleh!

All in all - I recommend it for short term getting by!
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #76 on: January 17, 2014, 11:59:00 AM »
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Day 17!  I am surviving but still having episodes of REALLY wanting a dip!  I have determined that alcohol is not a good way to dampen craves.  I had stopped drinking for a long time but have had two nights drinking since I quit skoal.  It's almost like I'm telling myself "I gots to have some vice in my life!"

WHY?!  'Crazy'

Put another day together and move forward!
Apogee...
Days 16~18 form were also a mind mess for me too. Almost back to the foggy " suck "levels of Days 2~4. Don't know what's up with that, but I came out of that latent funk okay a couple days ago. This nic bitch will come after you just when you think things are going good. Hang tough. I quit with you.
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Replacing one vice with another is the story of my life. Once I pulled my head out of my arse, I decided my vice would now be life. Without life there are no vices.. exercise will help your fogs/craves.. be sure to keep moving, and it will make you stronger in body  most importantly the mind.. peace
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #75 on: January 17, 2014, 10:54:00 AM »
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Day 17! I am surviving but still having episodes of REALLY wanting a dip! I have determined that alcohol is not a good way to dampen craves. I had stopped drinking for a long time but have had two nights drinking since I quit skoal. It's almost like I'm telling myself "I gots to have some vice in my life!"

WHY?! 'Crazy'

Put another day together and move forward!
Apogee...
Days 16~18 form were also a mind mess for me too. Almost back to the foggy " suck "levels of Days 2~4. Don't know what's up with that, but I came out of that latent funk okay a couple days ago. This nic bitch will come after you just when you think things are going good. Hang tough. I quit with you.
ZC.
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #74 on: January 17, 2014, 08:11:00 AM »
Day 17! I am surviving but still having episodes of REALLY wanting a dip! I have determined that alcohol is not a good way to dampen craves. I had stopped drinking for a long time but have had two nights drinking since I quit skoal. It's almost like I'm telling myself "I gots to have some vice in my life!"

WHY?! 'Crazy'

Put another day together and move forward!
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #73 on: January 15, 2014, 08:51:00 AM »
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Jzzy you need to add another two seconds to your gif!  I keep watching it but it resets every time! 'help'
Sorry your wife wouldn't let me film the whole thing shocker
LOL! I knew they looked familiar! 'boob'
Oh damn, that's funny right there. And by the way, damn fine job of Quit Apogeeammo.
kstamPFLY has the same avi. It's quite a tease...
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #72 on: January 15, 2014, 03:43:00 AM »
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Jzzy you need to add another two seconds to your gif!  I keep watching it but it resets every time! 'help'
Sorry your wife wouldn't let me film the whole thing shocker
LOL! I knew they looked familiar! 'boob'
Oh damn, that's funny right there. And by the way, damn fine job of Quit Apogeeammo.
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #71 on: January 14, 2014, 09:25:00 PM »
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Jzzy you need to add another two seconds to your gif!  I keep watching it but it resets every time! 'help'
Sorry your wife wouldn't let me film the whole thing shocker
LOL! I knew they looked familiar! 'boob'
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #70 on: January 14, 2014, 04:42:00 PM »
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Jzzy you need to add another two seconds to your gif!  I keep watching it but it resets every time! 'help'
Sorry your wife wouldn't let me film the whole thing shocker
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #69 on: January 14, 2014, 04:37:00 PM »
Jzzy you need to add another two seconds to your gif! I keep watching it but it resets every time! 'help'
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #68 on: January 14, 2014, 11:59:00 AM »
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TWO WEEKS! Feels good to achieve it! Things are less stressfull but still having crave episodes. They come when I would have ALWAYS had a dip like driving home from work, after dinner and going in the bathroom!

I just fight through and get to the other side!

No more nicotine! cowboy
Nice work Apo. Two weeks is a big accomplishment. Enjoy it and keep sticking it to the NB ODAAT.
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #67 on: January 14, 2014, 10:45:00 AM »
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TWO WEEKS! Feels good to achieve it! Things are less stressfull but still having crave episodes. They come when I would have ALWAYS had a dip like driving home from work, after dinner and going in the bathroom!

I just fight through and get to the other side!

No more nicotine! cowboy
you're doing great.. just keep your focus on the goal.. staying alive.. it gets easier with time, and peace will find you..
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #66 on: January 14, 2014, 09:04:00 AM »
TWO WEEKS! Feels good to achieve it! Things are less stressfull but still having crave episodes. They come when I would have ALWAYS had a dip like driving home from work, after dinner and going in the bathroom!

I just fight through and get to the other side!

No more nicotine! cowboy
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #65 on: January 13, 2014, 12:26:00 PM »
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I am glad to be on this side of the weekend!  The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
Keep it up man. You're doing it every damn day. Proud to quit with you today.
Win Today and and every today. The tough days...make you tougher if you stay quit.
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Re: Apogeeammo - this is me
« Reply #64 on: January 13, 2014, 12:21:00 PM »
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I am glad to be on this side of the weekend! The bitch was strong but the quit was stronger. ;Ironman:
Keep it up man. You're doing it every damn day. Proud to quit with you today.
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